I am a Visionary, yet I seldom remember my dreams since my Kundalini awakening ten years ago.
Seconds before I awoke this morning- I found myself in an “Astral Scene”- this must have been lower astral? Because there were no stars- only darkness, but I could see… It Seems Hermes was Behind me, and a Man (name omitted) was beside me. We watched as out of the Darkness a FLOWER big and poofy- Grew and Bloomed before us. THe Color a translucent Peach- made of light- but more solid. Upon waking I am kind of shocked- Has NATURE made her WAY to the Higher Realms? We have never Had Nature there before. This was LOVE in Action- creating actual tanigle creations in the Higher Realms- I have never seen anything like it, and I have seen a LOT! If this was just a Symbol Hermes wanted to show us- It would be like his Normal Symbology- But no, we were Watching Life, Growth and “reality” in the Realms of the “UNreal”. I believe this indicates the MESHING of this PLANE of REALITY Earth) and The Higher Realms- which is what I have Been Waiting for- for 10 years, Since I was shown it Can Happen! Or rather Has STARTED to Happen! 3D Becomes 4D – The Pineal gland of Hue-man Kind, awakening En Mass.
“And the Diamond Peach Says- Mmm Yes, from Mountain Flower” Kate Bush- Sensual World.
When I first wrote and Published this I had Limited understanding of this Vision and it’s true meaning. As I mature and grow as an Occultist in the Sunlight of my Spirit God/Guide Hermes, mysteries even in my own writing are revealed to me. I now Present you with in the *New*, correct Perspective. I wrote this when Sirius was Rising, in the Summer. I am from Sirius B, as are my ancient Brothers and Sisters who also incarnate on Earth. I have come to a ripening in my souls age, and in time/space, to have Access to portals of my Soul Self, in whatever time/space her consciousness resides in. I am MultiDimensional. I first Reached Enlightenment as an Initiate of the Great White Lodge in Egypt~ along with my Souls Own Twin, the Famous, the Fabulous Hermes Trismegistus. When I read of Hermes Apotheosis I felt as if I was reading his diary from a past incarnation, it felt very personal. Only Recently has my God/Guide revealed to me the True Nature of our relationship as souls, and that we may rendezvous in this life, to complete a mission it took LifeTimes to build. Through Connecting to my “Past Life” Egyptian self, I learned I was a Goddess who walked the Earth, following the Archetype set forth as ISIS and OSIRIS, a loving God/Goddess couple who benevolently taught those less emboldened with spirit, how to live nutritious and fulfilling lives. Further back still through the Portal I had visions of being a Spirit Body in Service to THOTH and Sirius as we Built Egypt. My Soul Body was made of light and electricity. I traveled through “Space”, the astral, the Ether, from a Portal in Egypt- to the far reaches of the Universe to an Ancient Hall of Records, Akashic Records and the Blue Prints for Egypt. I was Conduit, Courier, who could transfigure from Flesh, to Spirit Form, in order to accomplish my mission. But that’s Ancient History compared to the first Atonement of my Twin and I in Flesh. Technically this Goddess is Not my “Past Life Self” for she is fully aware of my presence when we speak- Her Consciousness manifests beyond time/space, and we are of One Consciousness. I find her Letter entertaining. Ancient Egyptian Goddess mixed with bits of me I am sure, yet I tried to stand back- as much as possible to give her the room she needed to express herself through me. Near the End She Speaks the Words of a Prophet, a Visionary and one who Actually Lived in Ancient Egypt. Her “theory” of why Egyptians Killed their Servants- I believe is no theory, but the Gospel truth. This Goddess also tells us the Secret of Egypt and the Future of the Human Race. “Dearest Mummy- my beloved, my souls own.” She writes…. “I am now in America residing by this little tune. As she sings the birds take to their wings. Floating the truth as doves love. Being an American in the year 2010 I have lived a ripe life full of sorrow and faith. Now that I have found my self and anchor laid- I find I am delayed. Due to my time space/strange case, I will write to you my dreaming dear hoping you are keeping well inside your deep shell, to my thoughts you always dwell. I wanted to tell you about the most strange occurrence- a most interesting thing in-deed. Did you know they took the mummies to sell for seed? Yes my dear in truth I say we are now on display! Bodies barren souls exposed as our corpses draw eyes of those unclothed. They cannot feel our presence! Longing stares, unexplained as they shuffle to the parking lot. No knowledge that they have peered on the Gods themselves! We do like Steve Martin though- “King Tut” was a most hilarious romp through the reeds. “He gave his life for tourism” How is that for a life script? Poor Ol’ Funky Tut. We must tell them my love why we slaughtered the cattle and why we poisoned the maids. They all think we were mad and then put us on parade. How sacredness has been lost- how far the fallen have been cast the lots. I feel. Education is the only destination for this vibration my love. So we tune and do the work. We vibrate the message and guide the light. So to the unsacred known, may this light be truly shown. In our house that is a home, holy objects hold their own. Salt to earth and dust to past- we backwards and forwards our solemn mass. Death was not death you see- but a gateway to the other sea. Take me with thee- leave me not behind- love me and stay close, dear and kind. We leave as one, through the void, travelers of time- chanting the sacred way, teaching the sacred rhyme. Slaughter, murderer, killer not see- but holy travelers of Love on waves of energy/eternity. Thy rod and thy staff, thy maid and holy calf- cast the light to reunite on the other side of the sea. Until tomorrow my love I leave you be. I hope this tribunal soon releases you to the sweet bloom of your full age. I am with you, as love is always with us. Bloom sweet child, the world awaits.” I shall now Attempt to Explore/Explain the Sherlock Clues, Hermetic Easter Eggs in this channeling. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Dearest Mummy- my beloved, my souls own.” Recently she used these words with me again “MY Souls Own”, this is how she prefers to refer to him, the Twin Flame. “I am now in America residing by this little tune. As she sings the birds take to their wings. Floating the truth as doves love.” Tune is a symbol for “SOUL” or Expression of Soul, like a musical tune, a sound/vibration/signature. As my Soul Resonates with Sirius and the Rainbow Light Body Merkaba, and my Third eye flows, Doves of Intention, for Universal Peace are released from my aura. This is the Act of Creating Love. This also indicates I was experiencing a very High state of Consciousness. “Being an American in the year 2010 I have lived a ripe life full of sorrow and faith. Now that I have found my self and anchor laid- I find I am delayed. Due to my time space/strange case, I will write to you my dreaming dear hoping you are keeping well inside your deep shell, to my thoughts you always dwell.” Originally channeled in Summer 2010, This was a mystery to me for many moons- What is a “Time/Space, Strange/Case” anyway! The lady speaks of how I chose to learn the lesson of Dominion (of others over me) for the Trials of my life path. Anchor Laid refers to the Soul preparing for Integration with the Higher Self, the Over Soul. Since the channel was open in my consciousness, she took the Opportunity, the first opportunity life had ever given her, to Communicate with her Sleeping Lover Twin. It was Not obvious to me at the time, she was me, I was her, and she was speaking with our twin flame. I just thought ‘how nice she’s texting her boyfriend, they must be an amazing couple.” Now I have gnosis she spoke of our Twin… why was he sleeping, what was this Tribunal? Well it seems we all have tests along our Heroes journey in life, Not Everyone succeeds, and our Love was still fighting for himself to awaken to his True Soul Self. The Shell is a Womb, the Egg Shell over the Egg of the Aura- when this Egg Cracks the Ego Collapses and GOD says “HELLO”. Honestly I think the Rest of the Channeling is Self Explanatory – considering the other Factors I have written about here. Occult Priestess Korinne L Wilson ( ~ Kore, If you Knew Me B4) “If you are not familiar with the Greek term Hieros Gamos, you may be surprised to know that the words mean “Holy Marriage”.” via ~ http://www.rosalinetemple.com/BLOG.html?entry=hieros-gamos-and-twin-flames
This blog post is Mainly for myself, on the topic of my personal understanding of Twin Flame Souls. I shall post research, links and personal visions. I know others can learn from this if they seek clues within. Occult Priestess
Alchemy: The Process of turning a Seed into a Full Manifestation. The Soul from lead to gold. This is the building of Solomon’s Temple- the Light Body, or Rainbow light body as described in Buddhism through the Diamond Way. These are the Mechanics of Enlightenment, Anointment, Christ / Krishna / Cosmic Consciousness. The Raising of the Kundalini and sometimes, the Western Medical disease Bi-Polar Mania.
Alchemy shows in pictures and elements- the map of the mind. Micro Cosm, Macro Cosm. “The Universe is Mental In Nature”~ Kybalion. Heal Your Mind, and You Heal God.
Carl Jung– Anima/Animus: Reading books on Wicca- particularly “Love Magick” by Laurie Cabot– introduced me to Carl Jung and his Anima/Animus theory. I believe Jung was an Interpreter of Ancient EASTERN mysticism. Jung broke down in “scientific” terms the psychology of the MIND (not the brain).
Anima Animus: Male Psyche within Female Mind,
Female Psyche within Male Mind. TAO.
I have had the Master Teacher Spirit GuideHERMES, my entire Incarnation in this body. In my Early 20’s I had first Contact with this guide in a way I could Recognize and Understand as a Spirit Guide.
When I had my First Kundalini Awakening at age 30 I began full conscious contact (visions and visitations, channeling) with both My Higher Self (oversoul) and Hermes my Master Guide. Both of them came to me from on high, with Great revelations of love and insight. I had been a psychic for about 15 years at this point, but now I was connected to Source, the All/One and downloading mystical gnosis.
I have now had full conscious contact with Hermes and my Higher Self as well as Many other Hosts in Heaven for over Ten years.
Twin Flames: The Higher Self has atonement with the physical incarnated self. These two “Realized” or whole individuals come together in union on both the Heaven Realms and the Physical Realm. As Above, So Below.
Double Merkaba
Higher Self aligns with Earthly Body
Kundalini worked through my energy, cleaned my trauma and blockages, through pure energy, visions and soul fire. The clearing taking over 10 years, in an epic effort to fully anchor and embody the higher self, within the ‘animal body’. I am in the final stages of integration (2018), as my growth is congruent with Earth vibrations (Schumann resonance). As Earth raises in frequency, I will be able to blossom and expand. I can’t wait to take this rainbow lightbody for a spin!
Hermes as Twin?
The Symbol my Animus took on at his Enlightenment was Hermes, as the David Statue. My Animus became Enlightened, a Co-Enlightenment of Myself and my Inner Other Animus Psyche. I saw Hermes, the inner twin climb a mountain, and enter a cave near the top. There surrounded by stone and golden flame, he met with his “Higher Self”, the God Hermes. At that moment, Gnosis of oneself as a God, transforms the self into Divinity. Psychologically the inner other, and myself had now come to the same space, God Realization.
After the mental congruence with the twin, we began to work on the heart. Through great striving I became One, Whole Hearted, with the marriage then Taking Place in My Heart. The traditional marriage in the heart, between the masculine and feminine forces took place within me as Kundalini healed me. I saw and experienced the reunion of Radha and Krishna in my heart temple. Love from left to right, as a light beam force, connected to my crown, and higher “astral” bodies. From a pure realm, the light in my heart opened to a portal of universal, Kosmic, true love. This Alchemical romance, of God/Love contains all flavors of enduring devotion. I found myself more content to sit, and allow, to observe, and to be. Beauty spoke to me, in the silence of white light. I was seduced by reality itself. Now I knew how Rumi felt.
Merkaba lady
Hermes showed me many visions of he and I as we Integrated our Merkaba‘s on the Higher Realms. I have seen visions of wedding rings, hinting at marriage of the Spiritual “Twins”. A love that grows- a soft, slow, trusting love that is cultivated in the soil of the soul. Not a rushed trip to fantasy land to fulfill some empty egoic need. Nothing of the kind in fact. This is the Sacred Marriage, that I have not read about or discovered in any form of Media. Traditional alchemy has the goal of self integration, attainment of the ‘Merkaba Rainbow Lightbody’ and enlightenment (beyond ego). That is NOT our end game. Hermes instructs me, there is much more to discover in Tantra.
I think what is So difficult to understand about Alchemy is that – It HAPPENS to you. If you had shown me Alchemical texts, before my Personal Journey through it, I would have had limited understanding. Yet, After you have Been Through the Process, you can Personally and DEEPLY identify with the Symbology, because it was experienced (Gnosis).
Today I saw a Double Peacock– I was meditating on my heart and the Alchemical marriage that had already taken place within about three years ago. I saw in my heart a “Wood Cut Out” the method used to “stamp” Alchemy art in antiquity. The Wood cut out depicted two birds in the Heart, I knew the birds were peacocks because of the Three Circles above each of their heads.
Soul Love
SO Double Merkaba, Double Peacock, and I keep having visions of a man I have never met. The Visions started around 2010, and have only grown in story line and frequency.
ALCHEMY STAGE: ” With the Peacock stage, the alchemist has entered into the inner experience of the astral world, which initially appears as ever shifting patterns of color. This experience is often symbolized in alchemy by the appropriate image of the peacock’s tail with its splendid iridescence of color. In terms of this series of five stages, the turning point is reached with the Peacock. Up until this point the alchemist has experienced aspects of his being which he was formerly unconscious of – the etheric forces and the astral body. Essentially these experiences have happened to him, although he had to make himself open to the experiences through entering into the initial Black Crow state, however, in order to progress he must begin to work upon his inner being.”
PEACOCK: astral body consciousness – inward immersion – point of transformation – outward expression integration – purification – transmutation
“The Peacock’s Tail is the central experience to this process, the point of inner transformation, which arises from a true consciousness of the astral body. We note also that the other stages mirror each other. Thus the Black Crow and the Phoenix are related as beginning and end of the process, but in a deeper sense they are both connected with death-processes. The dying to the senses of the Black Crow stage is ultimately transformed into the triumph over the death process of the physical, that is pictured by the Phoenix. There is a further mirroring of the White Swan and Pelican stages. The White Swan is an experience of the etheric forces in one’s being, and this is later transformed into a conscious mastery and outward expression of these life forces.
The Peacock’s Tail stage: the conscious experience of the astral body – stands alone in this picturing of the process, though it was sometimes split into two facets, in the writings of some alchemists – an initial winged dragon phase which resolved into the Peacock’s Tail. In the initial encounter with the astral body, the negative distorted aspects of one’s being can dominate, and these can be pictured as the winged dragon, but through soul purification, ultimately the full beauty and splendor of the astral body are revealed in the Peacock’s Tail.”
Without the VISIONS I experience I would Never Know to Research these Specific Topics.
HOW DOES MY TWIN MANIFEST? As all saintly souls- I have spent some past life times without the touch of a lover. Sexual union is never the end goal of making time with someone. I have always sought out my mates. Karmic mates have been the whole of this current incarnation. However long or brief the relationship, there was a lesson, there was a contract, there was heartache, and evolution.
I have had so much information from my Fable Tale Visions, My Movie Channeling, Things shown but not understood, for me to piece together like a Puzzle. Like editing a movie that is all out of order. Levels of Closeness and far-awayness.
“Three o’clock in the morning – It’s quiet and there’s no one around – Just the bang and the clatter – As an angel runs to ground. Just the bang And the clatter As an Angel Hits the Ground.“ STAY (FarAway So Close) U2.
An Alchemical Reference to the Vibrational Relationship Between Hermes and I.
“With you I’m not shy to show the way I feel, With you I might try my secrets to reveal. For you are a magnet and I am steel”
December 24th/25th: Christmas Eve;
I was speaking with my Spirit Guide Hermes, and He said I needed cleansing in my heart Chakra. I asked what, method to use? He said “Let me Love you”. Energetic, psychic, etheric ~ sensations. How does one describe astral love light, that has broke through to the physical realm? As if being touched by invisible, sensationally tangible magick. Through the years, Hermes has been able to ‘touch’ me, in small ways. Such as ‘boinking’ my nose, to allow me to know I am correct about something I was questioning. He has kissed, and caressed my cheeks. Yet these closer vibrations are like being wrapped in his aura of golden love light. A multi-dimensional bliss. (Note: This is non-sexual)
He placed a rainbow waterfall, into my heart, and I could feel it cleansing me with light and song, tones. I saw my heart as a golden Pear with a violet energy field around it. Pear: Symbolizes purity, honor, and epic marital faith. Also associated with Saint Catherine, as the mystical bride of Christ.” Wow
This was the beginning of “New Lessons”, about the manifestation of the twin, in the physical realm. I am being taught, the final Hieros Gamos of alchemy, involves soul twins, transmuting into a new type of being. This is obviously a deeply esoteric topic, involving the “new human”, described by Pandit Gopi Krishna. As Earth raises in vibration, the dimensions merge, and evolution occurs. A deeper mystery of this evolution, is the transmutation of the Divine Twins.
Notes: “The spirit spouse is one of the most widespread elements of shamanism, distributed through all continents and at all cultural levels. Often, these spirit husbands/wives are seen as the primary helping spirits of the shaman, who assist them in their work, and help them gain power in the world of spirit. The relationships shamans have with their spirit spouses may be expressed in romantic, sexual, or purely symbolic ways, and may include gender transformation as a part of correctly pairing with their “spouse”. Shamans report engaging with their spirit spouses through dreams, trance, and other ritual elements. In some cultures, gaining a spirit spouse is a necessary and expected part of initiation into becoming a shaman. Evidence of spirit spouses may be seen in non-shamanic cultures as well, including dreams about Christ by nuns, who are considered to be “brides of Christ“.” Again!
“And I’m takin’ a dive!”
Updated July 2018: Hermes and I have done even more work, since the beginning of this blog. Sometimes I have felt like a science experiment, the Bride of Frankenstein. Integration with the higher self, has led into integration with the “Twin”. Hermes has disclosed to me, we are “Twin Stars“, of Original light. I understand much more of my ‘galactic’ soul story as well. Hermes is the Prince of Sirius B, the face of the true spiritual sun, and I am his twin star. In the real world, I’m doing all this without a net. I’ve been single, and not ready to mingle for seven years. A dedication to my spiritual path, and the pursuit of true Twin love. Waiting for an Angel, to descend into the mortal. Then I am promised some Tantra! As Above, So Below. (He’s only sleeping.)
“I listen like a Little Child, of the story of your Earth Bound Pilot… He plummeted so violent! A parachute not opening! And rushing to oblivion… He broke into that knowing grin.”
Rosetta Stone Pact.
“You and I must make a pact, We must bring salvation back! Where there is love, I’ll be there. ”
She is made. She is deliberately forged by something mysterious. She is created for a purpose. She spends all her life seeking, for there is nothing else worth doing. She peers and gazes until she falls from the edge of the world, and into the next. Over and over.
Each time she returns, she is a little different. What she sees must change her. She dies every day. She is reborn in every moment. Can you even begin to fathom the terror and the faith commanded from such a being? Can you even begin to understand what such a life can do?
Don’t date a mystic, if you want the life you have. If you are comfortable and cozy, stay away. Whatever you have built around yourself to create comfort: it cannot stand in the blazing fire of a mystical woman. She is no trophy. She is no bodily pleasure-maker. She is the seer of souls.
She is the womb that births the divine into the flesh and bone of matter.
She doesn’t mean to burn your village to the ground, but she has seen what you are meant to become. You are not a peasant sheering sheep, as you have thought. You are a king dressed in rags who has amnesia.
It is her assumption that you have come to be reborn. If you haven’t, turn back now, while the world you know still exists.
If she touches you, and all the voices on the wind go silent, if you feel you are in a snow globe when you embrace her, she is your destroyer. She will destroy the false idol you see in the mirror. She will smash it open because it is your prison. If you wish to stay there, she will shatter you another way. She will leave.
A mystic may not for long engage with that which is too small for her, unless she is nurturing a seedling into its destiny. But the seed must be capable of fulfilling its own potential.
Everybody wants the magic, but nobody wants the Mystery, the schooling: a thing that must be lived in a place where book knowledge has no meaning, for all books are manuals to the world you already know. That means, the well-honed intellect — the masculine theory of reason — will not save you, cannot free you. It is for a world whose time is over.
The Mystery, by its very nature, must show you what has never been seen, never been written, never been known, because before you were forged, it was impossible. The arts of women have been called the dark arts for too long, and they are the keys to infinity. Infinite form. Infinite being. Infinite life.
The art of far sight. The art of inner knowing. The art of sign-reading. The art of deep feeling. The art of song and circles. The art of intuition. The art of frequency translation. The healing arts. The art of kitchen witchery. The art of communion. The art of sacred story weaving. The art of creation and manifestation.
And others too wild to name.
If your dreams are not filled with the Mystery, you are better off with a normal girl, because a mystic will see things that are invisible to you. She will feel things that you cannot feel beneath the layers of numbness you have wrapped yourself in.
She will call upon your true self, your real soul, and she will sing it down into you, into herself, and life will never be the same.
Alison Nappi is an esoteric writing coach, writer, seminar leader and founder of Write with Spirit. She has earned her B.A. in English with an emphasis in creative writing and a minor in communication. With professional experience as a ghost writer, copy writer, editor and proofreader, Alison is well equipped for living the creative life. Like Alison on Facebook or send an email to be added to her mailing list. Learn more or get coaching on Alison’s website:Write with Spirit.
THE OCCULTIST IN THE CORNER – AND MY TWIN FLAME- THANK YOU ALISON!
The Occultist in the Corner 