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Channeling: Gifts From Spirit

Asking about my Path, the Sleep Paralysis Movie (my involvement with a film project about “dreams”), Morpheus (God of Dreams), psychopomp, Egypt and Sirius rising now.

I see my Spirit Guide Hermes in Space. He’s writing with a quill. Today we will meet up at 6:05 pm. 6 is Venus, 5 is Mercury. Pyramid, alignment, on task and schedule, lift off- Love Power, RA. The Priestesses are coming out of their Temples into RA’s Rays of Remembrance. Emerging, re-member-ing. ISIS We are One. Rise to the Sphynx in 2014! Gather your wits, Sirius Rises. We are Powered MultiDimensionally, through all Layers of Self and Sisterhood!

The Priestesses are Coming Out, Sisters I call to you! Claim Time now, Come Forth~ QueenDom.

Sun beams and Rainbows fill my sight ~ Soul Glow Gold.

Hermes has a Crow- Psychopomp- our Connection, small beaks looks like the nub of a pen. “Any black bird” Red ribbon gift of Peace out of Darkness, the Glitter in the Night, the Beauty of Moon Gnosis.

What do I feed it ? (referring to the bird) Hermes hands me the bird in our glitter space Astral realm. “Seeds of Love, feeds the bird” Does it Talk? The Bird is a conduit to help ease Sirius Densities on my auric field. A Messenger between messengers. Through Gods Love for you, precious. Underworld Treasures. This Astral bird has eyes for you- project thoughts through bird to Astral Mirror to ask Higher Consciousness Questions. Other Gifts from the Underworld include, the cup of wisdom, the library of spiritual history, Tombs of Gnosis. I see All manner of Red, strawberry glitter heart, High Creative Art. Vibrant tones glowing, beauteous light out of darkness. Lush, Alive, Vibronic Essence.

I then have a vision, with in this vision. Hermes shows me a Parchment Scroll, Pictured is a Rainbow Light Body. He then shows me a lovely piece of art- like a wood cut out but animated by love power. It seems it is Dianna, the Goddess, watering flowers- the souls, the crop of humanity. This carried with it strong tones of the 9 of Pentacles Card in the Tarot- meaning earned Wealth, independence and generosity toward others.  An over all tone was the Star Card- Guided by God and Divine Providence.

Hermes says this “card’ Represents a Promise or Contract fulfilled, an appointment, he says my rainbow light body is ready. I see my rainbow light body as a form- meditating, in half lotus position. Image of the Soul, Accomplishment, Solomons Temple.

Hermes says my connection to Past Life Egypt is another dimension, so not classically seen as “past life”~ “When you were a Goddess.” She is you. So you don’t “remember” Egypt, Projection of the Soul Self as “Egyptian” Sirian Goddess, No Time, true Soul beyond Duality.

I then had a VERY INTENSE experience with Hermes…. His Eyes filled with Light, and the Light Projected forth great beams of white- “I Bind you to the Infinite Power of One! I Love you Beyond the Cosmos, You are the Very Ether.” Hermes has this great Flame- Lights, Fire, White Fire- He Is a Burst in Flames of White Purifying Fire. He comforts me that the transmission has to be this Strong and Powerful because it is Golden, it is LOVE POWER. This must be seen as true and not diluted, Full Force. He is now coming down- the flames mellowing to a purple violet.

I see Purple Velvet Cloth, Hermes asks me to Feel it, and it feels “real”. The fabric is lush, and I notice Two Interlocking Golden Rings, on what I can see now is a Purple Velvet display pillow. I also see a small white Dove carrying a Rose in it’s beak. Hermes States; “The Meaning will come in Time, for now Let us Rejoice!” and I see an Empty wine glass with a rose in it.

This vision was such a powerful experience it makes me question reality. It’s not often I must go Through Powerful Initiations such as this one. There could be NO DOUBT left in me, that Hermes Loves me, for real.

Occult Priestess Korinne Wilson

~ FIN ~

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KORE: A Maidens Journey from Darkness to Light

KORE: Non fiction / Modern mythology Spirituality / Metaphysical / Self-help / Pop psychology

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KORE is the modern Life Myth Journey of Occult Priestess Korinne Wilson. A true tale of haunting terror, prophecy and soul salvation, that is sure to change your paradigm. A life guided by spirit, and a girl terrorized by darkness. If you seek evidence that real life is magickal, that miracles occur, and gnosis of a Loving Higher Power who guides us all, read KORE.

Topics of Interest: Sleep Paralysis, Astral Projection, Childhood Religion, Family Patterns of Abuse, Ego development and socialization, “Spooky Girl”, Psychic Visions, In Depth *new* psychology and Personal Development, Healing and Championing the Inner Child, The Rise and Fall of the Ego, Following Psychic Dreams as Guidance, Past Life remembrance, Consciousness Exploration, Meditation, Kundalini Awakening, Buddhism and Sri Mamua Devi, Wicca, Jungian Psychology, Self-Help / Recovery, Western Medicine, Reiki Healing, Self Actualization, The Illuminati, The Hero’s Journey, Channeling, Enlightenment, Sacred Alchemical Marriage, The Greek God Hermes, The Greek Goddess Kore / Persephone.

KORE was Compiled from Personal Journals spanning over Twenty~Seven years, from 1988 to Present. (First Draft Completed in 2010)

Introduction: Particular magnificent energies align now in the heavens and on the earth. Science is rapidly breaking the code of the unknown, Astrologers await great alignments that have not taken place in thousands of years, mystics, occultists and wise ones everywhere wait with bated breath.

“Sit with elders of the gentle race. This world has seldom seen. Th’ talk of days for which they sit and wait. All will be revealed” Led Zeppelin: Kashmir

These “new” energies are from ancient times long since past and seemingly forgotten in our current reality. The old well from which we draw upon for our fiction, mythology and lore is resurfacing. The time of heroes is upon us again as a new golden age emerges. I propose the return of our Divine nature rising out of the darkness of ignorance, a new renaissance (resonance) of human evolution. God and Goddess energy as well as those from other dimensions of the “Old Path” are here now. The time of myth and magick is upon us. The Isis, The Merlin, The Christ, The Buddha that have been abandoned by society at large are also resurfacing. We as a species are the channel for these magnificent energies.

Our consciousness has the ability to create change in the land of form reality (third dimension) through our bodies. Awakened beings came to this particular incarnation with knowledge of their life path or mission. Many of us are healers, light workers, way showers, spiritual guides; the one thing that links us is our service to the greater good of our human family. Some postulate that the population is at an all time high due to this exciting rare shift in the consciousness of humanity. We wanted to reincarnate and take on human karma so that we could be an active physical part in this shift.

My higher self or “holy guardian angel” told me we incarnated because she wanted to “Get her hands in the dirt.” She was expressing a need to be active and physical, to play a role in the evolution. I have been told many things about who I am and what my path is by spiritual guides. Hermes (Whom you will meet in the book) my main spirit guide tells me I am an “Old Tune” (Soul) in a New World.

I am Kore a previous Goddess energy from ancient times past who chose to reincarnate on earth, at this particular time. I wrote my life script while in spirit form then incarnated into the mythology I had written for myself. Along the way I was guided by spirit, my higher self, visions, astrology, clues, certain books, and certain people. These “clues” were codes to help me remember to unlock the Divine being that I am, and my reasons for incarnation. Sages from all corners, the trumpets have blown, and we are called. Teachers, unlock your secrets, Hermits burn bright your lamps, reveal the truth for those who have “eyes to see and ears to hear”.

Now is the time to take the veil off of the occult. The word occult itself refers to “secret” or “hidden”. The time for humanity to claim its spiritual birthright is now. So that we may all truly “Know Thyself”. We must reveal the “occult” to ease the birth process of mass enlightenment. The sacred and hidden teachings from antiquity have been lost to the average person for centuries. Philosophy taught at our universities has degenerated into a system of arguing politics, not human evolution. Texts, books, art, knowledge from our magickal past have been successfully suppressed. That is until recently.

The popular book and movie “The Secret” was entirely based on the Emerald Tablet of the God Hermes Trismegistus, who is thought to be based on an even older God, Thoth of the Egyptian pantheon. This is one example of an exploding market of “spirituality”. As detailed in the movie “What the Bleep do we Know?!” science explores the quantum world, revealing that we have come closer to Prometheus’s ultimate fire, enlightenment.

As time speeds up, as we move into the Kore of the spiral, more and more among humanity will develop “eyes to see and ears to hear”. It’s our mission as teachers, guides, way showers and mystics to disseminate our knowledge. We have already begun, through the internet and many “consciousness conference” type of gatherings. If you search YouTube.com for information about the “manifestation of heaven on earth”, or “global shift”, or just about anything you can postulate on a spiritual level there are bound to be an abundance of videos revealing amazing truths. koreapple1

A Hymn to the Rhythm of the Rhyme, Yes It’s Time Awaken Watchers! Open the angels eyes with sweet lullabies Come Hermits from the forest and mountain Come all ye who seek the fountain Bring your light and love on high – as time keeps speeding by Mercurial blues, it’s all slipping into the future.

Make it known that you are here to educate. Students will manifest in your life promptly. This has been “The Call”.

~ Introduction Fin ~

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Sleep Paralysis – The Nightmare Girl

Director Rodney Ascher, Experiencer Korinne Wilson "THE NIGHTMARE" 2015

Director Rodney Ascher, Experiencer Korinne Wilson “THE NIGHTMARE” 2015

HOLLY WOOD CALLING

UPDATE: 2015

THE NIGHTMARE – A Documentary Film about SLEEP PARALYSIS ~

I am one of 8 who were Interviewed for this Movie by Director Rodney Ascher.

Premieres at SUNDANCE 2015- IMDB = http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3317522/?ref_=nm_flmg_dr_1

 

 

Sleep Paralysis
The Nightmare Girl

My name is Korinne, the “French” version of Kore. Kore is the Goddess who came from the light to learn from and to overcome the underworld. My life mythos closely follows the Kore/Persephone myth- the Maiden and the Darkness.
My life began the mirror image of this myth through Sleep Paralysis- were I had a Real boogeyman tormenting me throughout my adult development. Sleep paralysis is often accompanied with haunting feelings and a shadow figure- or alien- or creepy creature. For me it was always the Shadow man.

Sleep Paralysis followed the same pattern for me.
I would lie down; soon a wave of utter exhaustion would wash over me. My limbs grew too heavy to move and my eyes sealed shut. I could not move, not even an eyelid.
Then I felt a vibration passing through my body, following the path of an electrical current. Sometimes the vibration was so intense I felt like I was hooked up to live voltage.
Then I would hear voices of pain, suffering and anger in my mind.
I would see a three-dimensional shadow of a man near my bed. The feeling I got from him is not of this world. I have described it as “hyper evil”. It was a very high vibration of low deep death, a dark vibration that permeated me like the boom of fireworks. It reminds me of what insanity must feel like.
He would walk disjointed, (like the effect of a strobe light or stop motion photography), vibrating that awful feeling accompanied by a choir of angry screams and tortured sobs.
I would try anything to awaken from this state of terror, from moving my eyes in certain esoteric patterns to prayer, which seldom worked.
The times I was successful in escaping the “Shadow man” I astral projected out of my body otherwise known as an “out of body experience”. I remember several times landing on the floor, out of my bed and out of my body.
I never saw the shadow man in my room after I was out of my body.
I remember leaving my room on several occasions to find a hiding spot near my mother where I could fall asleep. For years I thought someone picked me up and placed me back onto my bed, because that is where I always woke up. I did not realize I was in spirit (or astral) during my evening trips.

I will always remember the years of endless nocturnal terror, walking around at school in a daze, haunted by my dreams throughout the day. I experienced episodes of sleep paralysis at least twice a week (more often it was nightly) until I was nineteen years old.

Dream Weavers : A Poem
As I sit here in my silence I can feel the haunting walls closing in on me. I light a cigarette to keep me company. I can feel them, their moving all about. There’s no use in trying to shut them out. They dash and creek weaving the thread that leaves me weak. Wearily I smoke until the embers die. Here in darkness I lie. Coming closer, growing in sound, vibration permeates the very ground. Their coming for me. Paralyzed with dead eyes. Do you call this a dream? The sound like a madness scream. Energy, the stinging tingling attacks me like voltage. In my room. In my head. The things I see when I am dead.

The subject of the shadow man and nightly terror is a ripe field for the Jungian psychologist to go poking around in. According to Jungian psychology all the characters in our dreams or our minds are reflections of our own psyche. A Jungian thinker may ask themselves “Why would such a young child be experiencing traumatic hypnogogic hallucinations? One would question how her shadow self could have risen to such proportions as to frighten her out of her skin literally.”

I was physically battered and verbally abused on a daily basis. The psychic visions of Vietnam from my “father figure” and his demonic way of punishing me and controlling me set up a physical embodiment of the boogie man.

Peace came to me only in complete solitude. I struggled into my mid twenties with post “dramatic” (traumatic) stress disorder. On the flip side, we can never know darkness more than we have the capability to know the light. I feel I stretched far into the darkness so that I could slingshot back, straight to into the Light.

So what is Sleep Paralysis? Scientifically speaking, normally the body releases the chemical melatonin (paralysis juice) so that we do not act out our dreams in our physical body. Researchers have said the brain releases too much melatonin into the body, therefore we become paralyzed while our mind is not yet in the REM or dream state. A somewhat higher dose of melatonin does not explain the hypnogogic hallucinations. Many speculate that sleep paralysis and alien abduction are the same thing. Others with sleep paralysis describe seeing many dark creatures or aliens. I always saw the same three-dimensional shadow man.

I have not discovered the full story behind sleep paralysis. I do know it occurs as a common side effect of astral travel. The vibration in my body rose so much that I could feel it just like an arch of electricity. In order to astral project our energy must rise, or vibrate at a higher rate to get the soul out of the body. Sleep paralysis is a distorted disoriented state of consciousness that triggers our primordial fight or flight response (possible fear of death), thus causing our brain to release large amounts of “Fear” or “Defense” chemicals into our emotional system. Perhaps the body’s response to being awake and paralyzed confuses our delicate electrical system? Could the chemicals released cause the hallucinations, or is our mind actually aware of an alternate dimension in which these “dark creatures” or “aliens” live?

I was twelve years old when I saw the movie “A Nightmare on Elm Street”. Freddy Kruger the nightmare man was tormenting teenagers in their sleep. What a gruesome shadow man he was, burned flesh with a “dad” hat (representing authority) and razor claws made to rip your soul apart. In the movie the dream became a reality as Freddy Kruger jumped from dreamland into our world through the power he gathered from his victims fear. The screams of terror gave Freddy the key to our physical reality.

Sleep Paralysis could have easily been the inspiration for the blockbuster “Nightmare” series. “A Nightmare on Elm Street” had been the only form of media I had seen that even touched on my Dreamtime.

I took the philosophy of the movie into my heart. ‘If you are confronted with the boogeyman face him’. I fought for several years with this new dream character Freddy manifested in full archetype in my dreamscape. Finally for once I did something different. I would usually run from him, try to fight him, attack him, or simply astral project out of my body as a way of escape.

In this dream Freddy and I were on the stairs at my aunt Pat and uncle Bobs home. The boogeyman and I were in a death grip as I tried to over power him. Maybe it was because we were so close, I could see into his eyes. I stopped my effort and looked at him. I saw a very flawed and sad human through all that pain and gore. I was filled with compassion. I reached out to him, embracing him with my heart and my arms, charred flesh, brimstone smell and all.

I no longer encountered Freddy in my dreams, that nightmare was finally over. Psychoanalyzing this dream tells me that part of my psyche felt like Freddy, a freak, an outcast, a killer. My soul had to learn that “evil” is merely suffering.

Currently I am 36 and an educated occultist and professional psychic/channel. I feel I have the “training” to find and figure out the “Shadowman”. I do not take Carl Jungs psychological explanation as an “excuse” for the shadow. I do not believe in the concept of “Evil” or a devil- Like I said that Shadow seemed “not of this world” so I have no knowledge that it was actually trying to hurt me. I don’t blame the shadow- I am just curious to the point of being angry :).

 

HOLLY WOOD CALLING

UPDATE: JANUARY 2015

THE NIGHTMARE – A Documentary Film about SLEEP PARALYSIS ~

I am one of 8 who were Interviewed for this Movie by Director Rodney Ascher.

Premieres at SUNDANCE 2015- IMDB =

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3317522/?ref_=nm_flmg_dr_1

~ FIN ~

On relationships and break ups

When I first started channeling it was quite by surprise. I have always been a writer, yet over time my writing developed into channeling. I did not recognize at first I was receiving “words” from a source other than my own mind/heart. As I continued to write about my own issues I found answers beyond my scope of reasoning made their way into my articles.

September 6th 2004

On Relationships and Break-Ups

We are attracted to lovers for many different reasons. Every relationship has some kind of Karma. Karma is a magnetic force of positive and negative vibrations. Each positive and negative vibration has a light side and a shadow side.

There are two categories of relationships. The first and most common is known as “Karmic relationship”. The Karmic relationship is one based on learning of harsh life lessons. These types of relationships can carry a love/hate feeling, be codependent and destructive. However the entire time you are growing into a stronger person. If you listen to your feelings and stay out of denial, your relationships can improve. Healing the pattern of Karmic relationships can be done through psychotherapy, self help books, 12 step meetings, and spiritual work.

The second kind of relationship is that of “Soulmate”. Within this person is a soul whom you have known through many of your past life times. This type of relationship is one of teamwork and completing energies.

Jung defined this theory in the human psyche known as the “anima” and “animus”. The animus is the masculine side of the female, and anima is the feminine side of the male.

Our world is based upon the theory of perception what you SEE is what you get. However beyond physical sight and beyond analytical thought there are the forces of Karma. The subconscious self creates the lessons that karma brings. (If you fear abandonment your subconscious will being you lessons of abandonment.)  A synchronicity between the magnetic forces of Karma and the occurrences in your life will teach you.

I believe we fall in love with the same person over and over again. The conflict comes in when we realize the person we are dating, is not the person were thought they were. We meet someone, whose traits we are attracted too, then we fill out the rest of the picture with traits we want to see in them.

My idea of the perfect man has changed a lot over the years. I started with a sketch of what I wanted and with each new relationship I paint a clearer picture. All along I was projecting my animus onto the man in my life. Even if my boyfriend exhibited unhealthy traits, I still saw the good parts of my animus in him.

All of my relationships have been Karmic. With each goodbye I was like the Phoenix rising from the ashes, with new sight. After a break up there is a mourning period, and a time for reflection. We must question the roles we played in the relationship. Where did our shadow take over, and in what ways? We must learn from each goodbye or we are doomed to repeat it.

Relationships open new doors in our consciousness. It is our goals to open as many as possible. To accept and heal our shadow self so that our anima or animus is healthy. When the anima is healthy, and the feminine is balanced then, there can be an alchemical or sacred marriage between the two selves. The two selves join to make the person whole. This person can now wield the best of their masculine and feminine selves.

Shakespeare on Shadows:

The play itself ends with Puck’s monologue, conciliatory for the moment, but vested with warning lest future disturbances require his remedy:

If we shadows have offended, think but this and all is mended:
That you have but slumbered here while these visions did appear;
and this weak and idle theme, no more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend, if you pardon, we will mend.
and, as I am an honest Puck, if we have unearned luck
now to scape the serpent’s tongue we will make amends ere long,
else the Puck a liar call. So good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
and Robin shall restore amends. (V.i.409-424; emphasis added)

In the alchemical work, “Mercurius, called Hermes, is not only the receptacle of the prima materia and the symbol for it, he is also the agent of transformation” (Singer 100).

In alchemy, Jung proposes that the prima materia refers to the “unknown substance that carries the projection of the autonomous psychic content” (Psychology and Alchemy 317), which is as yet undifferentiated, but through the alchemical process will be broken down and distilled into the philosopher’s gold, the goal of the work. Mercurius acts as a symbol for the alchemical transformation by virtue of his dual nature, as the prima materia embodies all the opposites together, yet in chaos

Alchemy is called the “Hermetic Art”, a secret or occult practice, named after the legendary founder of alchemy, Hermes Trismegistus the “thrice greatest Hermes”. The alchemist’s goal was to experiment with physical substances to transform base metal into gold. The philosopher’s stone was the agent which would enable this to occur. The aim was not real material gold but philosophical gold, concerned not only with the transformation of inanimate matter but with their own spiritual transformation.

Jung believed that alchemy stood as the ‘Shadow’ in compensatory relationship to Christianity. Christianity’s one-sided dogma and inability to unite the opposites had alienated us from our natural roots in the unconscious. Alchemy extracts the shadow from sunlight and the sun ray from its shadow. The philosophers stone is produced by the unity of divine opposites, the sphere of divine unwillingness, non-being, death and the sphere of divine will, being and life. The sun and the shadow rotate casting their opposites; the God, Dionysius, sun’s Shadow, killing and dismembering the alchemist (I kill and make alive), and the sun God, Apollo, raising the alchemist to eternal life (I wound and heal).

“This gold is our male, and it is sexually joined to a more crude white gold — the female seed: the two together being indissolubly united, constitute our fruitful Hermaphrodite.” – Philalethes

When I was with Chris (1993), I told him something in my sleep- “Gold is Gold, Water is Water- know the difference.”

This is the end of that “article” written for my own health and sanity.

I have drawn conclusions that through Jungian Theory of the Anima/Animus we can go beyond duality, in fact heal duality and become ONE which leads to Philosophical, Spiritual, or Alchemical Gold. Through out History Alchemical Gold has been sought by the rich, powerful and the genius. Masons, Buddhist, Ancient Greece and Ancient Egypt all speak of this Gold. I feel today we have replaced Spiritual Gold with “Bling”- it’s enough to make an Occultist want to cry and throw a fit. But I keep going- looking for the actual goal, the REAL Gold.. the love that heals and empowers all.

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