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What can I do to change the world?

What can I do to change the world?

This question drives me as I strive to make my existence “count” for something. I have left a blissful state to incarnate into a limited human body, a finite “Life” span. Within in this mysterious finite time I have developed all the tools of survival along with social skills, keen curiosity, psychic talents, art/expressive creativity and some math.

I have always expected I would touch masses of people with the wisdom I channel from the higher knowing. I have always “known” I was here to make an impact on my human family at large. I have had visions in which the ideas I channel turn on “many lights” all over the world, symbolic for my “mission” to assist with spiritual enlightenment on a large scale. I must admit I have ambition to succeed in my mission.

I am working on two books as well as “Free Flow” channeled message writing sessions where I usually work with Hermes or my higher self.

I daydream about how my books will succeed and the fulfillment of meeting people the words have touched. I go on to think of book tours, hotels, constant phone calls, the press and those who “handle” the talent. Contacts signed in blood. I understand the lifestyle of a “busy” author is not something I would find pleasurable. I make mental choices that I will create lecture tours for each book, no more than four months long, and then I will disappear from public view and have a life of my own, until the next book comes out, and then do it all over again. Modern communication is so easy I can be in many worlds at once, contributing and hermiting at the same time.

The more I daydream my future the more I lose touch with my bliss. I imagine all the ways in which “success” will not suit me. I am a very spiritual person who is working on balancing the material side of human life. I have no “idols” before God, such as a Rolex or any other status symbol. “It is harder for a rich man to get into heaven than a camel to pass through the eye of a needle.” You know? The tower of Babel was viewed as a symbol of idolatry, now we call them status symbols. Gold is not my god, I am mining for something more ethereal, more alchemical.

As I grow uncomfortable with my daydreams, I realize striving to “be” anything other than my true self is completely fruitless. I am infused with the wisdom that my work is about nurturing my Truest Self at all times. Goals, promotions, phone calls, media, legalities, car pools, bills, parties, social masks, and even fashion are all illusions.

I have filled my life with “expected” illusions, trained my neurochemistry to create drama in my life story which I react to emotionally. I have driven myself to “be someone”, impress my family and finally feel my suffering was worth my success.

I know now all I really need to do is to be ME. I am God being Korinne Wilson, as you are God being (Insert birth name here). I feel I must integrate this simple truth into the clockwork of my brain. I must accept and love the being I have always been and am also becoming. I must integrate the truth of Oneness. The person who real-eyes(es) Oneness can declare great success and a life mission fulfilled. All Genius springs forth from being centered in Oneness, the rest is illusion.

My Guru Sri Mamua Devi’s Guru, His Eminence Choeje Ayang Rinpoche says “This is Samsara, we must try.”

http://ayangrinpoche.org/about-ayang-rinpoche/

~ FIN ~

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The Tao of Psychology

The Tao of Psychology

The first illustration depicts the psychology we are born with. The negative light of the subconscious and the positive light of the conscious.

Next we have your idea of God or Creatrix energy which connects to your higher self (spiritual self). The Higher Self then “Manifests” in the form of the two “Minds”, the mind of form (conscious) and the mind of understanding (subconscious).

Between the mind of Form (conscious) and the mind of Understanding (subconscious) is a Shadow. This is “THE SHADOW”. The shadow can manifest in your life as Drama, Pain, or at it’s most basic- Fear.  The shadow is a negative reflection caused by ignorance.

The Subconscious and the Consciousness are “connected” by the Pineal gland.

The Pineal gland contains water, this water causes reflection like a mirror between the conscious and subconscious. The shadow of ignorance is over the mirror of the pineal.

The Positive and Negative forces of the mind cause friction on the shadow eventually Illuminating the shadow into right Understanding or the Balanced Tao of Psychology.

Oversimplified? Yes, call it Hermetic. The shadow is possibly responsible for the cultural concept of “Evil”.

Devil, D-Evil, D-Veil (the veil is the shadow over the pituitary).

As we consciously work on healing our psyche from past trauma and old patterns we are working out the shadow and bringing in the light. When the Mirror of the Pineal Gland is cleansed we can see straight through into the subconscious without Fear reflecting back at us. (When you smile the mirror smiles, when you frown so does the mirror)

Even with a partially cleansed shadow we can see the Anima/Animus within. In the book “Love Magick” by Laurie Cabot there is a guided meditation on how to meet your Inner Other.

Recent visions of Hermes have explained that I have a “black glass” through which to see into the darkness. I researched “A glass darkly”. I think Hermes was telling me that I had tempered the Shadow into a slick glass state from which I can perceive into the darkness without the illumination to see darkness in its truer state.

I am still discovering the wonderful world of my Animus as my vision of him has gone from Dracula to Buddha. I am allowed to Understand more my inner nature as I explore with the hermits lamp deep in the subconscious realm.

Please comment, Question and or Enlighten me~

~ FIN ~

Channeling- Egypt, Illuminati and Masons

Channeling Session
August 2nd 2010

I tell Hermes (My spiritual guide) I want to know about the Masons.

Hermes holds up the Compass and tells me I want to know about the Egyptians.
A long time ago before freemasonry- was a large order of Neophytes.

I began having problems thinking of slaves and cast systems- Hermes assures me there was a hierarchy but a balanced one. Souls were born to souls of equal strength or merit. Those “stronger” souls ruled as the “weaker” souls learned. (Not like anything we have today.)

I was having trouble grasping the concept of a cast system based upon one person being above another- Hermes tells me this is the distorted view I have seen and experienced.

Hermes shows me that he talks to me through a square shaped cut out in my head (a black box?) and I feel “Boxy Brain” then I hear “Listen to your heart” by Taylor Dane, then from “Boxy Brain” to “Arty-y Heart”. I feel the creative essence of the red swirl as Hermes dips his finger into the “paint” of my heart center.
The Love Light, The Neon seen in the night, the heart light is our creative pallet. The sweeter your vibration the more depth, color and expression.

These are Tools/Rules
The symbolic plane is fruitful with energies creating “newer” bond, shifting and changing chemicals, mixing archetypes and stories.

“Hunting for False Gods?” a voice comes in… interrupting.

“The way that you understand the message is the way the message understands you.”

“Listen to the wind as it calls it’s height to itself. Brushing breezes carrying tones, vibrations, notes.”

The wind is high, the vibe is high- notes call the dance.

The star in the eye is the star of creation, the twinkle in the eye, the light within, raise the heart vibration with tones and notes. “Key”

I see a Sistrum.

New Subject-

I asked about the Illuminati-
I see a hieroglyph cartouche, the top of the arc, knowledge. I feel my crown charka. I hear and feel a Tibetan bowl vibrating “Chong”. I see rippling energy as if a drop on the surface of water. My sight goes purple- this is neat- It’s like I have a purple with blue sparkle filter over my physical eyes. I am told the notes “G” “A” “C”. I see a white gold square going into a cut out of a golden square. Golden light emanating from the cut out square and the solid square fitting inside the cut out.
I see Kali Ma (as if in iconography) possibly meaning the end of the lesson.

Illuminati: Those who have gone before who come again.

Again I see the Cartouche on my head as a crown of past knowledge, a script, a map, anointed, mystery schools.

“This is your time piece, your apparatus with which to operate your reality.”

Hmmm…

“Your movie box, sistrum, key, vibrating rod, your channel. All that comes through the Emblems of your station- to be a higher being is to instruct.”

I see ruby jewels on my golden cartouche.

Remember how you loved the story of Isis and Osiris, how they taught the people about cultivation and irrigation? You are doing this again, yet this time it is with the spirit. Many masters have evolved through the Isis Osiris path- Golden Pairs.

I see an animal horn ornately decorated like a purse, filled with salt.
Your “Gifts” are your tools.

A vision began at this time.
I was taken to the far edges of our “bubble” or universe, to the limit. I saw a ring of fire at the edge of a clear sphere in space. To understand/know beyond form, the limit the formless and then to bring that understanding back through to my third plane. I see me leaving the edge, coming back through outline drawings of the Buddha, back through the demons that protect the Dharma, back to self awareness.
I see myself depicted in bright visionary art, my mind is open and my brain is exposed. The Buddha above me cracks and egg onto my brain. I think of going to the “edge” as the farmer (me) going to the chicken (universe) to collect the egg (idea).

This is not the first time I have seen a shape like this egg on my head. During my first awakening I had many visions that my third eye had changed positions (from facing front in the pineal gland) and was now looking straight up to heaven. As you can see this looks like an Egg on the head as well. (Hatching an Eye dea) (Illustrations in journal not scanned yet)

Your “Cartouche” is also an astrological calendar of events. Astrological Alignments “awaken” the “symbol” and activate its power in your life.

You are the water bearer, you came to plant seeds for harvest in your very life time- this is your ego’s identification with the hero, or wonder woman. You have always respected the representation of the divine feminine. Your understanding of this energy leads you further along the alchemical path to creation. Beyond gender or form is the real truth or understanding. You blame yourself for recognizing the sacred in the profane, you cannot help it, this is second nature. You wish they would stop misrepresenting the energy. You feel you are a prude but this is very wise- understand them and yourself. Remember ignorance is on the way to bliss.

Feel no burden or shame when you identify with greatness, allow it to be, manifest. Look at your poems- our words together (The Ultimate Duet, Spirit and You).

The Cartouche also represents a totem or alignment.

You wish to know past identities. Many Queens or Masters… this is a lack of understanding. The throne was a rightful chair for a rightful heir, no need for doubt.
Your ego identity in this life struggles with doubt- a form of ambivalence developed within you during “hermiting” lives. Your outer persona shaped by the current life is in vast contrast to your spirit- but the “best” most harmonious of your ego- true genuine interest in the mysteries, that was your creation.
This ego sense is easy to maintain along with the higher vibrations. To be in touch with ego and higher self and cosmic consciousness- All in One, All In.
(My Higher Self speaks) Korinne you and I are already one.
I ask- then how come I feel so “Egoy” sometimes?
She says- Your Human, not physically immortal. This is just a growth process, a way to bring you back into balance with me.
(Andromeda?)

I feel my higher self is guiding me, but it is me that is truly learning. She mothers, teaches, nurtures and helps with the subtle energy bodies.
She speak of herself- “I can speak through nature, intuition, instinct. You imagine Us as a collective above the heads of humans- conversing over you, like a Greek Chorus. This is not so. You are perceiving “reflections” of interaction reverberating on the levels above the third plane conversation.
I ask- So what is it when you hear something wrong, but what we think we heard makes profound sense?
She says- Over Talking, hearing the higher vibration of the interaction.

Egypt Isis Lesson:
I am asked-
Does darkness know itself?
Does Set understand, Pilot washed his hands of holy blood?
Resurrecting a King, made immortal in the underworld (subconscious)
ReAwakening from within
Merlin became a dream
Morpheus dimension
Dreamland meets reality.

Does Darkness have Gnosis?
Can Darkness feel one with All?
Can Darkness trace it’s roots back to darkness?

I see darkness as a limitation mechanism, a necessary component of friction. Set acted out of limitation, driven by a belief in his own limits, a belief in the animal/material world.

So, Set as Ego and Osiris as Enlightened man.
Ego fragments enlightenment (As Set tore apart Osiris)
Isis and Anubis (Anima and Animus) make Osiris whole (An enlightened perspective) in the sub consciousness. (A doorway a key)
Ego, to subconscious, to cosmic conscious.

To bring the enlightened king back from his role in the subconscious to the role of Enlightened human.

The Cycle of Life
Birth, ego programming, ego acting, ego understanding, rebirth, integration- resurrecting the light from within.

To understand Set you must understand the chemical processes of the body can rule you; the animal consciousness reacting chemically. (Reference to when I asked why I feel so “egoy” and higher self said this was because we are not immortal in the body- the body still rules as far as hormones and chemicals)

For those far less integrated, Spiritual Fire (like Osiris cultivated) is as “Shocking” to see as real fire. Imagine if you had never seen fire before and one day someone shows it to you- you would have a large reaction. The reaction would be based on your level of integration.

(Again we can look at the story of Christ and how he was murdered out of spiritual ignorance)

~ FIN ~

Reality and Perception beyond Logic and Proportion

Reality and Perception beyond Logic and Proportion

Recently the theme of imagination has been highlighted in my life. Some months ago I read that none of our thoughts are our own, that we are not the author of our imaginings. I found great comfort in this notion, because at times I have seen horrorfications in my minds eye, left to wonder why I would think of such a thing.

To understand that when we see something in our mind we have not “made it up”, is to understand a great secret.

“Imagination is the faculty through which we encounter everything. The things that we touch, see and hear coalesce into a “picture” via our imagination.” Wikipedia

Albert Einstein said, “Imagination…is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”

To better understand the imagination, I would like you to think of the vibrational nature of our world.

I have come to see the world as encompassed in liquid, instead of air. When I imagine living in a liquid world, my thoughts are easily seen as vibrations that travel throughout my body and into the “water” of collective experience. When my neighbor is being loud and boisterous, not only can I hear them, I can feel the vibrations from their voice and emotions permeate my body- just as if their energy stream rippled out through the water to me. We can then see a world that is full of transmissions and receptivity, vibrating upon one another through the water of consciousness.

While you are awake you are known as in the state of consciousness. When you are asleep you are known to be in the state of the subconsciousness. When you are in the state of consciousness you receive thoughts based upon your interpretation of the vibrations you are interacting with and emanating.

The simple rule is if you are having a negative day, you will attract or perceive more negative. If you are having a positive day, you will attract or perceive more positive. Many suggest that the difference between the positive and negative are indeed within the perception or rather the interpretation of the perception.

A slant of mind, a way of thinking/perceiving, an attitude, a state of mind.

Have you observed when you have been in a negative environment, negativity seems to abound? When you have made up your mind not to like something, more often then not you do not like it. Can you understand that you choose to be single minded, think in only one way, or believe in small amounts? Do you understand that the way you allow yourself to think/perceive is the reality you are creating?

Living in a liquid world we are bombarded by all kinds of vibrations, and for many the vibrations are negative. In order to distance yourself from the chaos that can be modern life, spiritual study and practice are amazing tools. As an occultist I have studied and practiced the ways of protecting ones aura/energy field, clearing energy blocks, and working to live in harmony with my surroundings. I suggest to anyone the study of chakras and energy for self protection and healing.

Once you have learned about energy and protection your vibration will be raised. Just like in music, we have low tones and high tones a kin to emotions and states of mind. Striving to live at a higher vibration is to strive for a more compassionate and loving life. We can stop blaming ourselves for negative vibrations simply by choosing to feel and think positive about anything or situation. Try that for one week and it will change your life.

Given time your thoughts will clear and the creative side of the imagination will accompany your conscious thoughts. The imagination then becomes a tool of co creation. As you imagine ideas take form in pictures, those pictures are the result of co creation. None of the great geniuses can claim their work as their own, each one felt a presence or knowledge beyond themselves creating along with them, and in some cases the idea was purely channeled from higher consciousness. The imagination is the doorway to genius and invention.

In summation a mind slanted in the positive, a protected auric field, an open perception- will bring forth imaginative co creation possibly leading to genius.

So Day Dream, Imagine, Create- heighten your vibration through music, dance, sunshine, moonlight, Love and things sacred. The more bliss you experience the closer you are to your true self. The bliss you create through your heightened vibration/perception will assist in healing the entire planet, not to mention- your neighbors. 😉

~ FIN ~

Reality vs Creativity

Reality vs Creativity

Saturday, June 13, 2009

By Occult Priestess Korinne

Nay Sayers use “Reality” as the reason to be restricted. This sets up a tao dynamic of seeming opposites when you consider the perception of the visionary who’s art seems to live and breath before their eyes. The tao of mundane reality vs creative reality.
I cannot break it down into science vs religion- the tooth fairy vs lab tech. Extremes happen at each level of experience/function/form. Not all anything is anything- we are all one and we are all unique. Oneness is eternal- individuality is dimensionally time based.

One side states our world and reality are fixed- like a clock, we are all toy soldiers who carry genes, etc. through a mechanism called time. There is no reason nor point to life- only to continue the chain of existence.

The other side states that we are all one, we are eternal, we are what we call God manifest in the third dimension (where perception is based on the rules of time/space and dimension.). Our universe is the story book we live in as human characters on the stage of life. Reality is mutable in nature – magick is real.

Finding out what side of that fence you are on is one of the first steps toward evolution of consciousness. If you find yourself on the Fixed side of the fence- I do not know how to find you, I simply do not know where that place is.

If you find you have created in your life- brought something new to our world that was not here before you came- such as a piece of art, song lyrics, your performance in a play, a dance recital, public ritual- or that interesting cup of tea you mixed today. These are some simple ways we become creators in this play of life. (Advanced students can create their own reality according to their highest will.)

Maybe you have never landed on the moon, but you have been there in your mind- mental experiences so mirror actual physical ones that there are parts of our consciousness that cannot tell the difference between the two. That being a fact imagine, remember all the places you have been in your mind, all the conversations, the dreams, the intensity, the peace.

Now shift your focus to your heart- the home of our feelings. If the mind thinks then surely the heart feels. Just like the mind it stores memories, scenes, and wishes. Take your time and ask your heart what it remembers from the past.

The physical experiences (REALITY) trigger the mental and emotional systems- thus giving you three ways of experiencing life. 1. Physical tactile sensory 2. Mind thought judgment 3. Heart feeling emotion.

A truly balanced life incorporates all three above notions. When the three are working in harmony with each other- the partnership creates depth in each perception. Heart can experience intuition, mind can experience cosmic consciousness or oneness, body can become a “pure vehicle”, a temple for the mind and heart.

Having the mind heart and body working in partnership brings about an alchemical change in the human- Enlightenment- to be anointed, such as Buddha or Christ. “You can do these things and more…”

We can do it!

~ FIN ~