psychology

Missing Maiden Psyche

A Poem about the missing “Maiden” aspect of the human psyche.

Contrary to the trinity, this theory explains four parts. Jung spoke of the conscious, the unconscious, the anima/animus, the “gateways” to higher states of consciousness.

I understood the psyche as a trinity- conscious, subconscious and “super conscious” as the gateway through the third eye (pineal gland). My Anima is a mirror reflection of my ego, which reaches enlightenment along with my conscious self, the Anima being someone who “lives in my head” but not a different part of my psyche.

As a master of the Tarot I easily identified YHVH- a name for God, as the court cards of the Tarot. I understand the King is my conscious ego self, the Queen is my Animus, the Knight many would say the knight represents the “son” of God, the Maiden is my inner magickal child (fairy).

This poem was written while channeling.

I’ve got a royal family in my head

The king of the Y- the father of time

The Queen of the H- the mother of the line

The Knight of the V- the brother to see

The Princess of the H- The young feminine psyche

Together my psyche spells YHVH

Father mother son daughter

The four parts of my mind

I have been living in a trinity

Incomplete, unknown to me

I found there is more than just the three

I have rescued the maiden from obscurity

Giving her life through word and deed

Making her conscious, breathing her back to reality,

Weaving her story through me,

Three times three so mote it be

Arise Maiden of the psyche!

Walk again in the hearts of men

Inspire the Artist once more,

Abstract muse of poetic lore

Strike your blade, open the door

As Queen Kali lays waste to the old forms

The old Gods cannot weather the storm

Princess bring us fresh mythologies of astral technologies

To help us view the skew as brand new

Turning our minds to that certain hue

She is the Justice of True Blue

yhvh4

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Tao of Psychology

The Tao of Psychology

The first illustration depicts the psychology we are born with. The negative light of the subconscious and the positive light of the conscious.

Next we have your idea of God or Creatrix energy which connects to your higher self (spiritual self). The Higher Self then “Manifests” in the form of the two “Minds”, the mind of form (conscious) and the mind of understanding (subconscious).

Between the mind of Form (conscious) and the mind of Understanding (subconscious) is a Shadow. This is “THE SHADOW”. The shadow can manifest in your life as Drama, Pain, or at it’s most basic- Fear.  The shadow is a negative reflection caused by ignorance.

The Subconscious and the Consciousness are “connected” by the Pineal gland.

The Pineal gland contains water, this water causes reflection like a mirror between the conscious and subconscious. The shadow of ignorance is over the mirror of the pineal.

The Positive and Negative forces of the mind cause friction on the shadow eventually Illuminating the shadow into right Understanding or the Balanced Tao of Psychology.

Oversimplified? Yes, call it Hermetic. The shadow is possibly responsible for the cultural concept of “Evil”.

Devil, D-Evil, D-Veil (the veil is the shadow over the Pineal).

As we consciously work on healing our psyche from past trauma and old patterns we are working out the shadow and bringing in the light. When the Mirror of the Pineal Gland is cleansed we can see straight through into the subconscious without Fear reflecting back at us. (When you smile the mirror smiles, when you frown so does the mirror)

Even with a partially cleansed shadow we can see the Anima/Animus within. In the book “Love Magick” by Laurie Cabot there is a guided meditation on how to meet your Inner Other.

Recent visions of Hermes have explained that I have a “black glass” through which to see into the darkness. I researched “A glass darkly”. I think Hermes was telling me that I had tempered the Shadow into a slick glass state from which I can perceive into the darkness without the illumination to see darkness in its truer state.

I am still discovering the wonderful world of my Animus as my vision of him has gone from Dracula to Buddha. I am allowed to Understand more my inner nature as I explore with the hermits lamp deep in the subconscious realm.

Please comment, Question and or Enlighten me~

~ FIN ~

Channeling- Egypt, Illuminati and Masons

Channeling Session
August 2nd 2010

I tell Hermes (My spiritual guide) I want to know about the Masons.

Hermes holds up the Compass and tells me I want to know about the Egyptians.
A long time ago before freemasonry- was a large order of Neophytes.

I began having problems thinking of slaves and cast systems- Hermes assures me there was a hierarchy but a balanced one. Souls were born to souls of equal strength or merit. Those “stronger” souls ruled as the “weaker” souls learned. (Not like anything we have today.)

I was having trouble grasping the concept of a cast system based upon one person being above another- Hermes tells me this is the distorted view I have seen and experienced.

Hermes shows me that he talks to me through a square shaped cut out in my head (a black box?) and I feel “Boxy Brain” then I hear “Listen to your heart” by Taylor Dane, then from “Boxy Brain” to “Arty-y Heart”. I feel the creative essence of the red swirl as Hermes dips his finger into the “paint” of my heart center.
The Love Light, The Neon seen in the night, the heart light is our creative pallet. The sweeter your vibration the more depth, color and expression.

These are Tools/Rules
The symbolic plane is fruitful with energies creating “newer” bond, shifting and changing chemicals, mixing archetypes and stories.

“Hunting for False Gods?” a voice comes in… interrupting.

“The way that you understand the message is the way the message understands you.”

“Listen to the wind as it calls it’s height to itself. Brushing breezes carrying tones, vibrations, notes.”

The wind is high, the vibe is high- notes call the dance.

The star in the eye is the star of creation, the twinkle in the eye, the light within, raise the heart vibration with tones and notes. “Key”

I see a Sistrum.

New Subject-

I asked about the Illuminati-
I see a hieroglyph cartouche, the top of the arc, knowledge. I feel my crown charka. I hear and feel a Tibetan bowl vibrating “Chong”. I see rippling energy as if a drop on the surface of water. My sight goes purple- this is neat- It’s like I have a purple with blue sparkle filter over my physical eyes. I am told the notes “G” “A” “C”. I see a white gold square going into a cut out of a golden square. Golden light emanating from the cut out square and the solid square fitting inside the cut out.
I see Kali Ma (as if in iconography) possibly meaning the end of the lesson.

Illuminati: Those who have gone before who come again.

Again I see the Cartouche on my head as a crown of past knowledge, a script, a map, anointed, mystery schools.

“This is your time piece, your apparatus with which to operate your reality.”

Hmmm…

“Your movie box, sistrum, key, vibrating rod, your channel. All that comes through the Emblems of your station- to be a higher being is to instruct.”

I see ruby jewels on my golden cartouche.

Remember how you loved the story of Isis and Osiris, how they taught the people about cultivation and irrigation? You are doing this again, yet this time it is with the spirit. Many masters have evolved through the Isis Osiris path- Golden Pairs.

I see an animal horn ornately decorated like a purse, filled with salt.
Your “Gifts” are your tools.

A vision began at this time.
I was taken to the far edges of our “bubble” or universe, to the limit. I saw a ring of fire at the edge of a clear sphere in space. To understand/know beyond form, the limit the formless and then to bring that understanding back through to my third plane. I see me leaving the edge, coming back through outline drawings of the Buddha, back through the demons that protect the Dharma, back to self awareness.
I see myself depicted in bright visionary art, my mind is open and my brain is exposed. The Buddha above me cracks and egg onto my brain. I think of going to the “edge” as the farmer (me) going to the chicken (universe) to collect the egg (idea).

This is not the first time I have seen a shape like this egg on my head. During my first awakening I had many visions that my third eye had changed positions (from facing front in the pineal gland) and was now looking straight up to heaven. As you can see this looks like an Egg on the head as well. (Hatching an Eye dea) (Illustrations in journal not scanned yet)

Your “Cartouche” is also an astrological calendar of events. Astrological Alignments “awaken” the “symbol” and activate its power in your life.

You are the water bearer, you came to plant seeds for harvest in your very life time- this is your ego’s identification with the hero, or wonder woman. You have always respected the representation of the divine feminine. Your understanding of this energy leads you further along the alchemical path to creation. Beyond gender or form is the real truth or understanding. You blame yourself for recognizing the sacred in the profane, you cannot help it, this is second nature. You wish they would stop misrepresenting the energy. You feel you are a prude but this is very wise- understand them and yourself. Remember ignorance is on the way to bliss.

Feel no burden or shame when you identify with greatness, allow it to be, manifest. Look at your poems- our words together (The Ultimate Duet, Spirit and You).

The Cartouche also represents a totem or alignment.

You wish to know past identities. Many Queens or Masters… this is a lack of understanding. The throne was a rightful chair for a rightful heir, no need for doubt.
Your ego identity in this life struggles with doubt- a form of ambivalence developed within you during “hermiting” lives. Your outer persona shaped by the current life is in vast contrast to your spirit- but the “best” most harmonious of your ego- true genuine interest in the mysteries, that was your creation.
This ego sense is easy to maintain along with the higher vibrations. To be in touch with ego and higher self and cosmic consciousness- All in One, All In.
(My Higher Self speaks) Korinne you and I are already one.
I ask- then how come I feel so “Egoy” sometimes?
She says- Your Human, not physically immortal. This is just a growth process, a way to bring you back into balance with me.
(Andromeda?)

I feel my higher self is guiding me, but it is me that is truly learning. She mothers, teaches, nurtures and helps with the subtle energy bodies.
She speak of herself- “I can speak through nature, intuition, instinct. You imagine Us as a collective above the heads of humans- conversing over you, like a Greek Chorus. This is not so. You are perceiving “reflections” of interaction reverberating on the levels above the third plane conversation.
I ask- So what is it when you hear something wrong, but what we think we heard makes profound sense?
She says- Over Talking, hearing the higher vibration of the interaction.

Egypt Isis Lesson:
I am asked-
Does darkness know itself?
Does Set understand, Pilot washed his hands of holy blood?
Resurrecting a King, made immortal in the underworld (subconscious)
ReAwakening from within
Merlin became a dream
Morpheus dimension
Dreamland meets reality.

Does Darkness have Gnosis?
Can Darkness feel one with All?
Can Darkness trace it’s roots back to darkness?

I see darkness as a limitation mechanism, a necessary component of friction. Set acted out of limitation, driven by a belief in his own limits, a belief in the animal/material world.

So, Set as Ego and Osiris as Enlightened man.
Ego fragments enlightenment (As Set tore apart Osiris)
Isis and Anubis (Anima and Animus) make Osiris whole (An enlightened perspective) in the sub consciousness. (A doorway a key)
Ego, to subconscious, to cosmic conscious.

To bring the enlightened king back from his role in the subconscious to the role of Enlightened human.

The Cycle of Life
Birth, ego programming, ego acting, ego understanding, rebirth, integration- resurrecting the light from within.

To understand Set you must understand the chemical processes of the body can rule you; the animal consciousness reacting chemically. (Reference to when I asked why I feel so “egoy” and higher self said this was because we are not immortal in the body- the body still rules as far as hormones and chemicals)

For those far less integrated, Spiritual Fire (like Osiris cultivated) is as “Shocking” to see as real fire. Imagine if you had never seen fire before and one day someone shows it to you- you would have a large reaction. The reaction would be based on your level of integration.

(Again we can look at the story of Christ and how he was murdered out of spiritual ignorance)

~ FIN ~

HEALING Poem

HEALING Poem from awakening 2005
I wrote this during a spiritual emergence this is about a perfect night in spirit land- this poem holds a heavy healing vibration. Enjoy! (please comment if inclined)

……………………….

So quiet, So Silent

Yes I can hear them now

I understand

I should be writing this down

I shiver, I tingle

Spirits meld and mingle

Who am I talking to now

“It’s a call from ….Ireland….”

Bridget’s fire burns bright in my sight

The voices call me from the blue

Do you know who you are talking to?

Receiving advice on a lonely night

Hermit lady insight

Mysteries to explore and ponder

Alchemical Universe

I am ….Alice…. &
I Wonder . . .

To explore the depths of the human spirit

To create waves of compassion and love

Tao of Love – Chariot of Dreams

The Fool is pure of heart

And the Dove flies free.

Move me with emotion

Meditation and devotion

I am the lotus who’s ..Tara.. is Green

Sending out Healing on a Reiki Stream

Plug in – Zone Out

Feel what LOVE is all about.

Reality and Perception beyond Logic and Proportion

Reality and Perception beyond Logic and Proportion

Recently the theme of imagination has been highlighted in my life. Some months ago I read that none of our thoughts are our own, that we are not the author of our imaginings. I found great comfort in this notion, because at times I have seen horrorfications in my minds eye, left to wonder why I would think of such a thing.

To understand that when we see something in our mind we have not “made it up”, is to understand a great secret.

“Imagination is the faculty through which we encounter everything. The things that we touch, see and hear coalesce into a “picture” via our imagination.” Wikipedia

Albert Einstein said, “Imagination…is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”

To better understand the imagination, I would like you to think of the vibrational nature of our world.

I have come to see the world as encompassed in liquid, instead of air. When I imagine living in a liquid world, my thoughts are easily seen as vibrations that travel throughout my body and into the “water” of collective experience. When my neighbor is being loud and boisterous, not only can I hear them, I can feel the vibrations from their voice and emotions permeate my body- just as if their energy stream rippled out through the water to me. We can then see a world that is full of transmissions and receptivity, vibrating upon one another through the water of consciousness.

While you are awake you are known as in the state of consciousness. When you are asleep you are known to be in the state of the subconsciousness. When you are in the state of consciousness you receive thoughts based upon your interpretation of the vibrations you are interacting with and emanating.

The simple rule is if you are having a negative day, you will attract or perceive more negative. If you are having a positive day, you will attract or perceive more positive. Many suggest that the difference between the positive and negative are indeed within the perception or rather the interpretation of the perception.

A slant of mind, a way of thinking/perceiving, an attitude, a state of mind.

Have you observed when you have been in a negative environment, negativity seems to abound? When you have made up your mind not to like something, more often then not you do not like it. Can you understand that you choose to be single minded, think in only one way, or believe in small amounts? Do you understand that the way you allow yourself to think/perceive is the reality you are creating?

Living in a liquid world we are bombarded by all kinds of vibrations, and for many the vibrations are negative. In order to distance yourself from the chaos that can be modern life, spiritual study and practice are amazing tools. As an occultist I have studied and practiced the ways of protecting ones aura/energy field, clearing energy blocks, and working to live in harmony with my surroundings. I suggest to anyone the study of chakras and energy for self protection and healing.

Once you have learned about energy and protection your vibration will be raised. Just like in music, we have low tones and high tones a kin to emotions and states of mind. Striving to live at a higher vibration is to strive for a more compassionate and loving life. We can stop blaming ourselves for negative vibrations simply by choosing to feel and think positive about anything or situation. Try that for one week and it will change your life.

Given time your thoughts will clear and the creative side of the imagination will accompany your conscious thoughts. The imagination then becomes a tool of co creation. As you imagine ideas take form in pictures, those pictures are the result of co creation. None of the great geniuses can claim their work as their own, each one felt a presence or knowledge beyond themselves creating along with them, and in some cases the idea was purely channeled from higher consciousness. The imagination is the doorway to genius and invention.

In summation a mind slanted in the positive, a protected auric field, an open perception- will bring forth imaginative co creation possibly leading to genius.

So Day Dream, Imagine, Create- heighten your vibration through music, dance, sunshine, moonlight, Love and things sacred. The more bliss you experience the closer you are to your true self. The bliss you create through your heightened vibration/perception will assist in healing the entire planet, not to mention- your neighbors. 😉

~ FIN ~

Treatment vs Cures

I recently watched a documentary on the history of psychiatry.

http://www.thegic.org/page/psychiatry-an-industry-of

In the movie they asked many psychiatric professionals if they had ever cured a patient. Clear and across the board- “there are no cures”. No one has ever been “cured” by psychiatry. If I had never healed anyone as a psychic I would hang my head in shame and become a beautician or something. I certainly would not continue to take clients I knew I could not heal.

What is treatment for if not to help along an eventual cure? Was I “programmed”  incorrectly? As a society don’t we all think of Doctors as Healers? Does “Doctors are Healers” only become  inaccurate when speaking about the field of psychiatry? Who made psychiatry the neo god of pill prescriptions anyway? If you are not on drugs in America, I bet you know people who are. Think about how many people you know on drugs. Now compare that statistic to what it may have been only 50 years ago. “Vally of the Dolls” or “1984” – you tell me.

The psychiatrist admit openly there is NO (listen now!) There is NO chemical test to “test” for a chemical imbalance in the brain. NO TEST can tell you that you are bi-polar, adhd, manic, a sociopath… NO TEST.

So why all the brain scans, how come they tell me I need to take the drugs because I am chemically imbalanced? Hmm Good Questions even a Greek philosopher would want ANSWERS too :).

Personally I have made a choice to care for myself in holistic and natural ways. I will accept medical treatment if I have too, however I will not seek it.

I am undertaking the practice of listening to my body, mind, heart and spirit in deeper and clearer ways. I am trusting my guides when making spontaneous  choices about diet and exercise. When I am asked to go for a walk- I say yes regardless of how I feel about it personally :). My goal with diet is to eat more spice, less red meat, and “happy food” which is organic without chemicals. The fake sugar seems to be an issue for me- any suggestions on an alternative?

I am working on my finances to afford this decadent “health” food. Having to work harder so I can eat better reminds me of the movie “Soylent Green”… if you’ve seen it you know what I mean.

I feel as an uninsured American I have no choice but to revert to the “old ways” of being healthy. Exercise, eat well, make love, laugh, express, explore and pray. Sounds like a good plan to me.

How do you feel about these subjects- and why? Comment below.

~ FIN ~

Thoth begins Kundalini

On May 22nd of 2004 a bit over a month after my thirtieth birthday I was visited by the Egyptian God Thoth. This vision marks the beginning of my first Kundalini awakening.

My Journal Entry:

I got a mental message when I picked up a Thoth bookmark. Then for no particular reason I said aloud “Thoth”, then “Tu-Hu-Tay”. I immediately felt his presence. I saw Thoth next to the wheel of fortune. The setting was stone, cave like and to the right of Thoth was a door.

Thoth asked “Are you ready to receive the key to the magickal machine within you? A key to the mechanics of the universe- becoming a co creator- Are you Ready?”

I reply to him with song lyrics, “Yes I’m ready, to fall in love right now.”

I began shuffling my Cartouche cards (deigned by Murray Hope) as the vision unfolded. I saw a number five as an open lock. The Thoth card is on the bottom of the deck. I feel like my thoughts are buzzing with the possibilities of downloading information from the universe. I imagine being able to see everything as energy. I feel the energy of my neighborhood and I want to rise to a higher vibration. As I imagine my rise, it feels a bit weighty, grounded yet graceful like a princess with pride, dignity and accomplishment. The grounding is a timing of sorts, as well as a mechanism to keep me from ascension so I may complete my work here on the earth plane. Yet somehow I feel this may be an ego attachment, which can be modified so that I may ascend at any given time.

~ FIN ~

Psychology of Derangement

Recorded November 2, 2004

Written in “article style” channeled from an unknown spiritual teacher.

The sickness of the mind can be broken down into categories. The first is the elusive mind. This indicates that the person who is suffering from this will be unaware of their problems. Their will is weak and they succumb to many maladies.

The one that concerns us here is the derangement of the mind that blocks itself off from other parts of the self. Here the patient is playing different roles in the same body.

There are many levels of growth going on at once. Each split self is learning lessons, yet when married into one being- these separate selves can look extreme.

The soul has agreed that in this life they will take on more than one ego, in hopes to integrate these selves. It is a life journey of integration. Yet each separated self grows and evolves as the one does heal.

Verbal communication with the other “selves” is possible. Just as speaking with a spirit, we can communicate with any fraction of our self. When you become aware of the other “selves” you can then counsel them into healing.

Each separated self has individual needs and ways of expression. One side may need religious expression or exhalation, another self may need a strong mother to bring her about. When in communication with the other selves, you can fulfill each need as it manifests. The more you feed the healthy needs of the split selves, you can integrate into a whole loving being.

Compassion for our split selves also gives us compassion toward our fellow-man. Seeing our split selves as ego- selves, fabricated personalities that teach us lessons. We can also see how each person that affects our lives is but a larger ego-self system. Then we can begin to understand the concept that we are all one. Having all come from the same source we are all aspects and “fabricated personalities” of the One.

~ FIN ~

Speaking with Hermes

Channeling: Recorded November 2, 2004

Me: Hermes, I feel I have more than one teacher/guide, which more than one mission or type of writing. I see an eye for one. The eye seems more scientific and technical. You seem spiritual and consciousness expanding, also my guide to the other guides. I feel a wise, fatherly hermit who is like Merlin.

Hermes:  Directional guide. All that comes to you comes through me first.

Me: Are you a part of my individual essence?

Hermes: I am very well attuned to you. We have similar frequencies. I am both your dark and light. I am the master of both and I enjoy how you play with the energies. You are becoming an alchemist. The play you have done over the years has brought you to a knowing of both sides. These are my arts and I enjoy teaching them. We are all one.

Me: When you say “we are all one”, do I have the unlimited power of God? What separates me from perfect bliss?

Hermes: We have our place in the universe. We all have missions, working parts of a whole. We work in teams to create the realities we wish to experience. Each reality has many bands of vibrational energy. Each band marries with another to become unique in its own creation. The vibrations come together in a symphony we call reality. Separation from bliss is necessary for the different realities to exist. Bliss is our home, yet we like to travel.

Me: My life has a script that I wrote before incarnating. Why did I choose to suffer so deeply and at such a young age?

Hermes: The power of hatred is strong, sickness runs rampant on this plane.

(I began thinking of my sleep paralysis nightmares and Hermes began to address it without me asking.)

Hermes: (In sleep paralysis) You experienced what is known as temporal stasis. Time stops when you’re in a time of crisis. You remember in the Matrix (yes Hermes references movies along with all kinds of art) when the time slowed down. This concept is real even on your level of vibration. The feeling of being frozen is part in the reality. That’s why no one could hear you (scream). You are in another reality all together. Time stops and you exist somewhere else. The body is paralyzed because you are no longer in it. When you wake up you feel that drain. This is an effect of the time/space travel.

Me: Where do I go Hermes? Why do I leave? Why doesn’t everyone else have this happen to them?

Hermes: You came to us. We help you to remember. You are special.

Me: Why the shadow man? (referring to an “evil” dark shadow man in my sleep paralysis nightmares.) The terror of the night, the shadow man. Boogie who scares the little girl. The deep part of darkness coming to make you his. How did he make me sick (get down with the sickness)

Hermes: He distorted your view of reality. He was the apple you said you wanted to eat, the forbidden knowledge of dominion.

 

I was probably a little creeped out or emotional by this point and stopped channeling. Though I find it interesting that science has  no theory on sleep paralysis- But I Do :).

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~FIN~

For Lovers – empathy

LOVERS
LOVERS

September 16th 2004

Some people naturally pick up the vibrations of those around them. They are empathic, meaning they can feel what others are feeling. The water signs of the zodiac usually posses this gift. To build this skill there are several practices that we may undertake. The first one is mindfulness. When you are talking to someone really listen to what they are saying and the emotions they are conveying. By concentrating on their voice you can tune into their vocal vibrations. How does their voice sound when they mention their job? Is there a higher or lower pitch when they speak their mates name? Then focus in on their body language. Are they closed off with arms folded, or did they swivel their chair so that their knees were facing you? With a little practice and people watching you will be able to simultaneously read body language and tone of voice.

An exercise for creating a deep rapport with your lover:

In intimate situations it is desired that we make deep contact with our partner. Eyes are the doorway into the subconscious. When trying to tune in, look them in the eyes. Do not see their face, or the mask they wear. Relax your mind allow the connection to come. Sharing the same breath pattern can synchronize energy. As your desires unite, the lovers become closer in vibration.

The room should be lit by candles, incense should be fragrant, and the mood quiet. Sit Indian style with your partner facing you. Your dominant hand should be in your lover’s receptive hand. This creates an energetic flow using the currents of give and take. Your bodies become a circuit for the transference of energy. Enter into a meditative state. You can achieve this by chanting, singing or visualization. Rhythmic beats such as tribal drums can be helpful. Find your own rhythm. Then feel your hands touching your lovers hands. Tune into the feeling swirling between your hands. Explore the vibrations, allow yourself to open up and feel sensitive. Allow your partners aura to enter your own. Envision both of your auras as a luminescent ball of light that surrounds the both of you. See the spheres as growing in size, uniting as the two become one. In this state of comfort look now into your lovers eyes. Allow thoughts and judgements to melt away for as long as you are able. If a vision comes you may follow it, for there may be a lesson to learn in your lovers eyes.

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~ FIN ~