This blog post is Mainly for myself, on the topic of my personal understanding of Twin Flame Souls. I shall post research, links and personal visions. I know others can learn from this if they seek clues within. Occult Priestess
Alchemy: The Process of turning a Seed into a Full Manifestation. The Soul from lead to gold. This is the building of Solomon’s Temple- the Light Body, or Rainbow light body as described in Buddhism through the Diamond Way. These are the Mechanics of Enlightenment, Anointment, Christ / Krishna / Cosmic Consciousness. The Raising of the Kundalini and sometimes, the Western Medical disease Bi-Polar Mania.
Alchemy shows in pictures and elements- the map of the mind. Micro Cosm, Macro Cosm. “The Universe is Mental In Nature” ~ Kybalion. Heal Your Mind, and You Heal God.
Carl Jung– Anima/Animus: Reading books on Wicca- particularly “Love Magick” by Laurie Cabot– introduced me to Carl Jung and his Anima/Animus theory. I believe Jung was an Interpreter of Ancient EASTERN mysticism. Jung broke down in “scientific” terms the psychology of the MIND (not the brain).
Anima Animus: Male Psyche within Female Mind,
Female Psyche within Male Mind. TAO.
I have had the Master Teacher Spirit Guide HERMES, my entire Incarnation in this body. In my Early 20’s I had first Contact with this guide in a way I could Recognize and Understand as a Spirit Guide.
When I had my First Kundalini Awakening at age 30 I began full conscious contact (visions and visitations, channeling) with both My Higher Self (oversoul) and Hermes my Master Guide. Both of them came to me from on high, with Great revelations of love and insight. I had been a psychic for about 15 years at this point, but now I was connected to Source, the All/One and downloading mystical gnosis.
I have now had full conscious contact with Hermes and my Higher Self as well as Many other Hosts in Heaven for over Ten years.
Higher Self aligns with Earthly Body
Kundalini worked through my energy, cleaned my trauma and blockages, through pure energy, visions and soul fire. The clearing taking over 10 years, in an epic effort to fully anchor and embody the higher self, within the ‘animal body’. I am in the final stages of integration (2018), as my growth is congruent with Earth vibrations (Schumann resonance). As Earth raises in frequency, I will be able to blossom and expand. I can’t wait to take this rainbow lightbody for a spin!
Hermes as Twin?
The Symbol my Animus took on at his Enlightenment was Hermes, as the David Statue. My Animus became Enlightened, a Co-Enlightenment of Myself and my Inner Other Animus Psyche. I saw Hermes, the inner twin climb a mountain, and enter a cave near the top. There surrounded by stone and golden flame, he met with his “Higher Self”, the God Hermes. At that moment, Gnosis of oneself as a God, transforms the self into Divinity. Psychologically the inner other, and myself had now come to the same space, God Realization.
After the mental congruence with the twin, we began to work on the heart. Through great striving I became One, Whole Hearted, with the marriage then Taking Place in My Heart. The traditional marriage in the heart, between the masculine and feminine forces took place within me as Kundalini healed me. I saw and experienced the reunion of Radha and Krishna in my heart temple. Love from left to right, as a light beam force, connected to my crown, and higher “astral” bodies. From a pure realm, the light in my heart opened to a portal of universal, Kosmic, true love. This Alchemical romance, of God/Love contains all flavors of enduring devotion. I found myself more content to sit, and allow, to observe, and to be. Beauty spoke to me, in the silence of white light. I was seduced by reality itself. Now I knew how Rumi felt.
Hermes showed me many visions of he and I as we Integrated our Merkaba‘s on the Higher Realms. I have seen visions of wedding rings, hinting at marriage of the Spiritual “Twins”. A love that grows- a soft, slow, trusting love that is cultivated in the soil of the soul. Not a rushed trip to fantasy land to fulfill some empty egoic need. Nothing of the kind in fact. This is the Sacred Marriage, that I have not read about or discovered in any form of Media. Traditional alchemy has the goal of self integration, attainment of the ‘Merkaba Rainbow Lightbody’ and enlightenment (beyond ego). That is NOT our end game. Hermes instructs me, there is much more to discover in Tantra.
I think what is So difficult to understand about Alchemy is that – It HAPPENS to you. If you had shown me Alchemical texts, before my Personal Journey through it, I would have had limited understanding. Yet, After you have Been Through the Process, you can Personally and DEEPLY identify with the Symbology, because it was experienced (Gnosis).
Today I saw a Double Peacock– I was meditating on my heart and the Alchemical marriage that had already taken place within about three years ago. I saw in my heart a “Wood Cut Out” the method used to “stamp” Alchemy art in antiquity. The Wood cut out depicted two birds in the Heart, I knew the birds were peacocks because of the Three Circles above each of their heads.
SO Double Merkaba, Double Peacock, and I keep having visions of a man I have never met. The Visions started around 2010, and have only grown in story line and frequency.
ALCHEMY STAGE: ” With the Peacock stage, the alchemist has entered into the inner experience of the astral world, which initially appears as ever shifting patterns of color. This experience is often symbolized in alchemy by the appropriate image of the peacock’s tail with its splendid iridescence of color. In terms of this series of five stages, the turning point is reached with the Peacock. Up until this point the alchemist has experienced aspects of his being which he was formerly unconscious of – the etheric forces and the astral body. Essentially these experiences have happened to him, although he had to make himself open to the experiences through entering into the initial Black Crow state, however, in order to progress he must begin to work upon his inner being.”
PEACOCK: astral body consciousness – inward immersion – point of transformation – outward expression integration – purification – transmutation
“The Peacock’s Tail is the central experience to this process, the point of inner transformation, which arises from a true consciousness of the astral body. We note also that the other stages mirror each other. Thus the Black Crow and the Phoenix are related as beginning and end of the process, but in a deeper sense they are both connected with death-processes. The dying to the senses of the Black Crow stage is ultimately transformed into the triumph over the death process of the physical, that is pictured by the Phoenix. There is a further mirroring of the White Swan and Pelican stages. The White Swan is an experience of the etheric forces in one’s being, and this is later transformed into a conscious mastery and outward expression of these life forces.
The Peacock’s Tail stage: the conscious experience of the astral body – stands alone in this picturing of the process, though it was sometimes split into two facets, in the writings of some alchemists – an initial winged dragon phase which resolved into the Peacock’s Tail. In the initial encounter with the astral body, the negative distorted aspects of one’s being can dominate, and these can be pictured as the winged dragon, but through soul purification, ultimately the full beauty and splendor of the astral body are revealed in the Peacock’s Tail.”
Without the VISIONS I experience I would Never Know to Research these Specific Topics.
HOW DOES MY TWIN MANIFEST? As all saintly souls- I have spent some past life times without the touch of a lover. Sexual union is never the end goal of making time with someone. I have always sought out my mates. Karmic mates have been the whole of this current incarnation. However long or brief the relationship, there was a lesson, there was a contract, there was heartache, and evolution.
I have had so much information from my Fable Tale Visions, My Movie Channeling, Things shown but not understood, for me to piece together like a Puzzle. Like editing a movie that is all out of order. Levels of Closeness and far-awayness.
“Three o’clock in the morning – It’s quiet and there’s no one around – Just the bang and the clatter – As an angel runs to ground. Just the bang And the clatter As an Angel Hits the Ground.“ STAY (FarAway So Close) U2.
An Alchemical Reference to the Vibrational Relationship Between Hermes and I.
“With you I’m not shy to show the way I feel, With you I might try my secrets to reveal. For you are a magnet and I am steel”
December 24th/25th: Christmas Eve;
I was speaking with my Spirit Guide Hermes, and He said I needed cleansing in my heart Chakra. I asked what, method to use? He said “Let me Love you”. Energetic, psychic, etheric ~ sensations. How does one describe astral love light, that has broke through to the physical realm? As if being touched by invisible, sensationally tangible magick. Through the years, Hermes has been able to ‘touch’ me, in small ways. Such as ‘boinking’ my nose, to allow me to know I am correct about something I was questioning. He has kissed, and caressed my cheeks. Yet these closer vibrations are like being wrapped in his aura of golden love light. A multi-dimensional bliss. (Note: This is non-sexual)
He placed a rainbow waterfall, into my heart, and I could feel it cleansing me with light and song, tones. I saw my heart as a golden Pear with a violet energy field around it.
Pear: Symbolizes purity, honor, and epic marital faith. Also associated with Saint Catherine, as the mystical bride of Christ.” Wow
This was the beginning of “New Lessons”, about the manifestation of the twin, in the physical realm. I am being taught, the final Hieros Gamos of alchemy, involves soul twins, transmuting into a new type of being. This is obviously a deeply esoteric topic, involving the “new human”, described by Pandit Gopi Krishna. As Earth raises in vibration, the dimensions merge, and evolution occurs. A deeper mystery of this evolution, is the transmutation of the Divine Twins.
Notes: “The spirit spouse is one of the most widespread elements of shamanism, distributed through all continents and at all cultural levels. Often, these spirit husbands/wives are seen as the primary helping spirits of the shaman, who assist them in their work, and help them gain power in the world of spirit. The relationships shamans have with their spirit spouses may be expressed in romantic, sexual, or purely symbolic ways, and may include gender transformation as a part of correctly pairing with their “spouse”. Shamans report engaging with their spirit spouses through dreams, trance, and other ritual elements. In some cultures, gaining a spirit spouse is a necessary and expected part of initiation into becoming a shaman. Evidence of spirit spouses may be seen in non-shamanic cultures as well, including dreams about Christ by nuns, who are considered to be “brides of Christ“.” Again!
“And I’m takin’ a dive!”
Updated July 2018: Hermes and I have done even more work, since the beginning of this blog. Sometimes I have felt like a science experiment, the Bride of Frankenstein. Integration with the higher self, has led into integration with the “Twin”. Hermes has disclosed to me, we are “Twin Stars“, of Original light. I understand much more of my ‘galactic’ soul story as well. Hermes is the Prince of Sirius B, the face of the true spiritual sun, and I am his twin star. In the real world, I’m doing all this without a net. I’ve been single, and not ready to mingle for seven years. A dedication to my spiritual path, and the pursuit of true Twin love. Waiting for an Angel, to descend into the mortal. Then I am promised some Tantra! As Above, So Below. (He’s only sleeping.)
“I listen like a Little Child, of the story of your Earth Bound Pilot… He plummeted so violent! A parachute not opening! And rushing to oblivion… He broke into that knowing grin.”
Rosetta Stone Pact.
“You and I must make a pact, We must bring salvation back! Where there is love, I’ll be there. ”
~ FIN ~