August 2nd 2010
I tell Hermes (My spiritual guide) I want to know about the Masons.
Hermes holds up the Compass and tells me I want to know about the Egyptians.
A long time ago before freemasonry- was a large order of Neophytes.
I began having problems thinking of slaves and cast systems- Hermes assures me there was a hierarchy but a balanced one. Souls were born to souls of equal strength or merit. Those “stronger” souls ruled as the “weaker” souls learned. (Not like anything we have today.)
I was having trouble grasping the concept of a cast system based upon one person being above another- Hermes tells me this is the distorted view I have seen and experienced.
Hermes shows me that he talks to me through a square shaped cut out in my head (a black box?) and I feel “Boxy Brain” then I hear “Listen to your heart” by Taylor Dane, then from “Boxy Brain” to “Arty-y Heart”. I feel the creative essence of the red swirl as Hermes dips his finger into the “paint” of my heart center.
The Love Light, The Neon seen in the night, the heart light is our creative pallet. The sweeter your vibration the more depth, color and expression.
These are Tools/Rules
The symbolic plane is fruitful with energies creating “newer” bond, shifting and changing chemicals, mixing archetypes and stories.
“Hunting for False Gods?” a voice comes in… interrupting.
“The way that you understand the message is the way the message understands you.”
“Listen to the wind as it calls it’s height to itself. Brushing breezes carrying tones, vibrations, notes.”
The wind is high, the vibe is high- notes call the dance.
The star in the eye is the star of creation, the twinkle in the eye, the light within, raise the heart vibration with tones and notes. “Key”
I see a Sistrum.
I asked about the Illuminati-
I see a hieroglyph cartouche, the top of the arc, knowledge. I feel my crown charka. I hear and feel a Tibetan bowl vibrating “Chong”. I see rippling energy as if a drop on the surface of water. My sight goes purple- this is neat- It’s like I have a purple with blue sparkle filter over my physical eyes. I am told the notes “G” “A” “C”. I see a white gold square going into a cut out of a golden square. Golden light emanating from the cut out square and the solid square fitting inside the cut out.
I see Kali Ma (as if in iconography) possibly meaning the end of the lesson.
Illuminati: Those who have gone before who come again.
Again I see the Cartouche on my head as a crown of past knowledge, a script, a map, anointed, mystery schools.
“This is your time piece, your apparatus with which to operate your reality.”
“Your movie box, sistrum, key, vibrating rod, your channel. All that comes through the Emblems of your station- to be a higher being is to instruct.”
I see ruby jewels on my golden cartouche.
Remember how you loved the story of Isis and Osiris, how they taught the people about cultivation and irrigation? You are doing this again, yet this time it is with the spirit. Many masters have evolved through the Isis Osiris path- Golden Pairs.
I see an animal horn ornately decorated like a purse, filled with salt.
Your “Gifts” are your tools.
A vision began at this time.
I was taken to the far edges of our “bubble” or universe, to the limit. I saw a ring of fire at the edge of a clear sphere in space. To understand/know beyond form, the limit the formless and then to bring that understanding back through to my third plane. I see me leaving the edge, coming back through outline drawings of the Buddha, back through the demons that protect the Dharma, back to self awareness.
I see myself depicted in bright visionary art, my mind is open and my brain is exposed. The Buddha above me cracks and egg onto my brain. I think of going to the “edge” as the farmer (me) going to the chicken (universe) to collect the egg (idea).
This is not the first time I have seen a shape like this egg on my head. During my first awakening I had many visions that my third eye had changed positions (from facing front in the pineal gland) and was now looking straight up to heaven. As you can see this looks like an Egg on the head as well. (Hatching an Eye dea) (Illustrations in journal not scanned yet)
Your “Cartouche” is also an astrological calendar of events. Astrological Alignments “awaken” the “symbol” and activate its power in your life.
You are the water bearer, you came to plant seeds for harvest in your very life time- this is your ego’s identification with the hero, or wonder woman. You have always respected the representation of the divine feminine. Your understanding of this energy leads you further along the alchemical path to creation. Beyond gender or form is the real truth or understanding. You blame yourself for recognizing the sacred in the profane, you cannot help it, this is second nature. You wish they would stop misrepresenting the energy. You feel you are a prude but this is very wise- understand them and yourself. Remember ignorance is on the way to bliss.
Feel no burden or shame when you identify with greatness, allow it to be, manifest. Look at your poems- our words together (The Ultimate Duet, Spirit and You).
The Cartouche also represents a totem or alignment.
You wish to know past identities. Many Queens or Masters… this is a lack of understanding. The throne was a rightful chair for a rightful heir, no need for doubt.
Your ego identity in this life struggles with doubt- a form of ambivalence developed within you during “hermiting” lives. Your outer persona shaped by the current life is in vast contrast to your spirit- but the “best” most harmonious of your ego- true genuine interest in the mysteries, that was your creation.
This ego sense is easy to maintain along with the higher vibrations. To be in touch with ego and higher self and cosmic consciousness- All in One, All In.
(My Higher Self speaks) Korinne you and I are already one.
I ask- then how come I feel so “Egoy” sometimes?
She says- Your Human, not physically immortal. This is just a growth process, a way to bring you back into balance with me.
I feel my higher self is guiding me, but it is me that is truly learning. She mothers, teaches, nurtures and helps with the subtle energy bodies.
She speak of herself- “I can speak through nature, intuition, instinct. You imagine Us as a collective above the heads of humans- conversing over you, like a Greek Chorus. This is not so. You are perceiving “reflections” of interaction reverberating on the levels above the third plane conversation.
I ask- So what is it when you hear something wrong, but what we think we heard makes profound sense?
She says- Over Talking, hearing the higher vibration of the interaction.
Egypt Isis Lesson:
I am asked-
Does darkness know itself?
Does Set understand, Pilot washed his hands of holy blood?
Resurrecting a King, made immortal in the underworld (subconscious)
ReAwakening from within
Merlin became a dream
Dreamland meets reality.
Does Darkness have Gnosis?
Can Darkness feel one with All?
Can Darkness trace it’s roots back to darkness?
I see darkness as a limitation mechanism, a necessary component of friction. Set acted out of limitation, driven by a belief in his own limits, a belief in the animal/material world.
So, Set as Ego and Osiris as Enlightened man.
Ego fragments enlightenment (As Set tore apart Osiris)
Isis and Anubis (Anima and Animus) make Osiris whole (An enlightened perspective) in the sub consciousness. (A doorway a key)
Ego, to subconscious, to cosmic conscious.
To bring the enlightened king back from his role in the subconscious to the role of Enlightened human.
The Cycle of Life
Birth, ego programming, ego acting, ego understanding, rebirth, integration- resurrecting the light from within.
To understand Set you must understand the chemical processes of the body can rule you; the animal consciousness reacting chemically. (Reference to when I asked why I feel so “egoy” and higher self said this was because we are not immortal in the body- the body still rules as far as hormones and chemicals)
For those far less integrated, Spiritual Fire (like Osiris cultivated) is as “Shocking” to see as real fire. Imagine if you had never seen fire before and one day someone shows it to you- you would have a large reaction. The reaction would be based on your level of integration.
(Again we can look at the story of Christ and how he was murdered out of spiritual ignorance)
~ FIN ~