KORE: A Maidens Journey from Darkness to Light

KORE: Non fiction / Modern mythology Spirituality / Metaphysical / Self-help / Pop psychology

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KORE is the modern Life Myth Journey of Occult Priestess Korinne Wilson. A true tale of haunting terror, prophecy and soul salvation, that is sure to change your paradigm. A life guided by spirit, and a girl terrorized by darkness. If you seek evidence that real life is magickal, that miracles occur, and gnosis of a Loving Higher Power who guides us all, read KORE.

Topics of Interest: Sleep Paralysis, Astral Projection, Childhood Religion, Family Patterns of Abuse, Ego development and socialization, “Spooky Girl”, Psychic Visions, In Depth *new* psychology and Personal Development, Healing and Championing the Inner Child, The Rise and Fall of the Ego, Following Psychic Dreams as Guidance, Past Life remembrance, Consciousness Exploration, Meditation, Kundalini Awakening, Buddhism and Sri Mamua Devi, Wicca, Jungian Psychology, Self-Help / Recovery, Western Medicine, Reiki Healing, Self Actualization, The Illuminati, The Hero’s Journey, Channeling, Enlightenment, Sacred Alchemical Marriage, The Greek God Hermes, The Greek Goddess Kore / Persephone.

KORE was Compiled from Personal Journals spanning over Twenty~Seven years, from 1988 to Present. (First Draft Completed in 2010)

Introduction: Particular magnificent energies align now in the heavens and on the earth. Science is rapidly breaking the code of the unknown, Astrologers await great alignments that have not taken place in thousands of years, mystics, occultists and wise ones everywhere wait with bated breath.

“Sit with elders of the gentle race. This world has seldom seen. Th’ talk of days for which they sit and wait. All will be revealed” Led Zeppelin: Kashmir

These “new” energies are from ancient times long since past and seemingly forgotten in our current reality. The old well from which we draw upon for our fiction, mythology and lore is resurfacing. The time of heroes is upon us again as a new golden age emerges. I propose the return of our Divine nature rising out of the darkness of ignorance, a new renaissance (resonance) of human evolution. God and Goddess energy as well as those from other dimensions of the “Old Path” are here now. The time of myth and magick is upon us. The Isis, The Merlin, The Christ, The Buddha that have been abandoned by society at large are also resurfacing. We as a species are the channel for these magnificent energies.

Our consciousness has the ability to create change in the land of form reality (third dimension) through our bodies. Awakened beings came to this particular incarnation with knowledge of their life path or mission. Many of us are healers, light workers, way showers, spiritual guides; the one thing that links us is our service to the greater good of our human family. Some postulate that the population is at an all time high due to this exciting rare shift in the consciousness of humanity. We wanted to reincarnate and take on human karma so that we could be an active physical part in this shift.

My higher self or “holy guardian angel” told me we incarnated because she wanted to “Get her hands in the dirt.” She was expressing a need to be active and physical, to play a role in the evolution. I have been told many things about who I am and what my path is by spiritual guides. Hermes (Whom you will meet in the book) my main spirit guide tells me I am an “Old Tune” (Soul) in a New World.

I am Kore a previous Goddess energy from ancient times past who chose to reincarnate on earth, at this particular time. I wrote my life script while in spirit form then incarnated into the mythology I had written for myself. Along the way I was guided by spirit, my higher self, visions, astrology, clues, certain books, and certain people. These “clues” were codes to help me remember to unlock the Divine being that I am, and my reasons for incarnation. Sages from all corners, the trumpets have blown, and we are called. Teachers, unlock your secrets, Hermits burn bright your lamps, reveal the truth for those who have “eyes to see and ears to hear”.

Now is the time to take the veil off of the occult. The word occult itself refers to “secret” or “hidden”. The time for humanity to claim its spiritual birthright is now. So that we may all truly “Know Thyself”. We must reveal the “occult” to ease the birth process of mass enlightenment. The sacred and hidden teachings from antiquity have been lost to the average person for centuries. Philosophy taught at our universities has degenerated into a system of arguing politics, not human evolution. Texts, books, art, knowledge from our magickal past have been successfully suppressed. That is until recently.

The popular book and movie “The Secret” was entirely based on the Emerald Tablet of the God Hermes Trismegistus, who is thought to be based on an even older God, Thoth of the Egyptian pantheon. This is one example of an exploding market of “spirituality”. As detailed in the movie “What the Bleep do we Know?!” science explores the quantum world, revealing that we have come closer to Prometheus’s ultimate fire, enlightenment.

As time speeds up, as we move into the Kore of the spiral, more and more among humanity will develop “eyes to see and ears to hear”. It’s our mission as teachers, guides, way showers and mystics to disseminate our knowledge. We have already begun, through the internet and many “consciousness conference” type of gatherings. If you search YouTube.com for information about the “manifestation of heaven on earth”, or “global shift”, or just about anything you can postulate on a spiritual level there are bound to be an abundance of videos revealing amazing truths.

A Hymn to the Rhythm of the Rhyme, Yes It’s Time Awaken Watchers! Open the angels eyes with sweet lullabies Come Hermits from the forest and mountain Come all ye who seek the fountain Bring your light and love on high – as time keeps speeding by Mercurial blues, it’s all slipping into the future.

Make it known that you are here to educate. Students will manifest in your life promptly. This has been “The Call”.

~ Introduction Fin ~

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What can I do to change the world?

What can I do to change the world?

This question drives me as I strive to make my existence “count” for something. I have left a blissful state to incarnate into a limited human body, a finite “Life” span. Within in this mysterious finite time I have developed all the tools of survival along with social skills, keen curiosity, psychic talents, art/expressive creativity and some math.

I have always expected I would touch masses of people with the wisdom I channel from the higher knowing. I have always “known” I was here to make an impact on my human family at large. I have had visions in which the ideas I channel turn on “many lights” all over the world, symbolic for my “mission” to assist with spiritual enlightenment on a large scale. I must admit I have ambition to succeed in my mission.

I am working on two books as well as “Free Flow” channeled message writing sessions where I usually work with Hermes or my higher self.

I daydream about how my books will succeed and the fulfillment of meeting people the words have touched. I go on to think of book tours, hotels, constant phone calls, the press and those who “handle” the talent. Contacts signed in blood. I understand the lifestyle of a “busy” author is not something I would find pleasurable. I make mental choices that I will create lecture tours for each book, no more than four months long, and then I will disappear from public view and have a life of my own, until the next book comes out, and then do it all over again. Modern communication is so easy I can be in many worlds at once, contributing and hermiting at the same time.

The more I daydream my future the more I lose touch with my bliss. I imagine all the ways in which “success” will not suit me. I am a very spiritual person who is working on balancing the material side of human life. I have no “idols” before God, such as a Rolex or any other status symbol. “It is harder for a rich man to get into heaven than a camel to pass through the eye of a needle.” You know? The tower of Babel was viewed as a symbol of idolatry, now we call them status symbols. Gold is not my god, I am mining for something more ethereal, more alchemical.

As I grow uncomfortable with my daydreams, I realize striving to “be” anything other than my true self is completely fruitless. I am infused with the wisdom that my work is about nurturing my Truest Self at all times. Goals, promotions, phone calls, media, legalities, car pools, bills, parties, social masks, and even fashion are all illusions.

I have filled my life with “expected” illusions, trained my neurochemistry to create drama in my life story which I react to emotionally. I have driven myself to “be someone”, impress my family and finally feel my suffering was worth my success.

I know now all I really need to do is to be ME. I am God being Korinne Wilson, as you are God being (Insert birth name here). I feel I must integrate this simple truth into the clockwork of my brain. I must accept and love the being I have always been and am also becoming. I must integrate the truth of Oneness. The person who real-eyes(es) Oneness can declare great success and a life mission fulfilled. All Genius springs forth from being centered in Oneness, the rest is illusion.

My Guru Sri Mamua Devi’s Guru, His Eminence Choeje Ayang Rinpoche says “This is Samsara, we must try.”

http://ayangrinpoche.org/about-ayang-rinpoche/

~ FIN ~

The Tao of Psychology

The Tao of Psychology

The first illustration depicts the psychology we are born with. The negative light of the subconscious and the positive light of the conscious.

Next we have your idea of God or Creatrix energy which connects to your higher self (spiritual self). The Higher Self then “Manifests” in the form of the two “Minds”, the mind of form (conscious) and the mind of understanding (subconscious).

Between the mind of Form (conscious) and the mind of Understanding (subconscious) is a Shadow. This is “THE SHADOW”. The shadow can manifest in your life as Drama, Pain, or at it’s most basic- Fear.  The shadow is a negative reflection caused by ignorance.

The Subconscious and the Consciousness are “connected” by the Pineal gland.

The Pineal gland contains water, this water causes reflection like a mirror between the conscious and subconscious. The shadow of ignorance is over the mirror of the pineal.

The Positive and Negative forces of the mind cause friction on the shadow eventually Illuminating the shadow into right Understanding or the Balanced Tao of Psychology.

Oversimplified? Yes, call it Hermetic. The shadow is possibly responsible for the cultural concept of “Evil”.

Devil, D-Evil, D-Veil (the veil is the shadow over the Pineal).

As we consciously work on healing our psyche from past trauma and old patterns we are working out the shadow and bringing in the light. When the Mirror of the Pineal Gland is cleansed we can see straight through into the subconscious without Fear reflecting back at us. (When you smile the mirror smiles, when you frown so does the mirror)

Even with a partially cleansed shadow we can see the Anima/Animus within. In the book “Love Magick” by Laurie Cabot there is a guided meditation on how to meet your Inner Other.

Recent visions of Hermes have explained that I have a “black glass” through which to see into the darkness. I researched “A glass darkly”. I think Hermes was telling me that I had tempered the Shadow into a slick glass state from which I can perceive into the darkness without the illumination to see darkness in its truer state.

I am still discovering the wonderful world of my Animus as my vision of him has gone from Dracula to Buddha. I am allowed to Understand more my inner nature as I explore with the hermits lamp deep in the subconscious realm.

Please comment, Question and or Enlighten me~

~ FIN ~

Channeling- Egypt, Illuminati and Masons

Channeling Session
August 2nd 2010

I tell Hermes (My spiritual guide) I want to know about the Masons.

Hermes holds up the Compass and tells me I want to know about the Egyptians.
A long time ago before freemasonry- was a large order of Neophytes.

I began having problems thinking of slaves and cast systems- Hermes assures me there was a hierarchy but a balanced one. Souls were born to souls of equal strength or merit. Those “stronger” souls ruled as the “weaker” souls learned. (Not like anything we have today.)

I was having trouble grasping the concept of a cast system based upon one person being above another- Hermes tells me this is the distorted view I have seen and experienced.
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Hermes shows me that he talks to me through a square shaped cut out in my head (a black box?) and I feel “Boxy Brain” then I hear “Listen to your heart” by Taylor Dane, then from “Boxy Brain” to “Arty-y Heart”. I feel the creative essence of the red swirl as Hermes dips his finger into the “paint” of my heart center.
The Love Light, The Neon seen in the night, the heart light is our creative pallet. The sweeter your vibration the more depth, color and expression.

These are Tools/Rules
The symbolic plane is fruitful with energies creating “newer” bond, shifting and changing chemicals, mixing archetypes and stories.

“Hunting for False Gods?” a voice comes in… interrupting.

“The way that you understand the message is the way the message understands you.”

“Listen to the wind as it calls it’s height to itself. Brushing breezes carrying tones, vibrations, notes.”

The wind is high, the vibe is high- notes call the dance.

The star in the eye is the star of creation, the twinkle in the eye, the light within, raise the heart vibration with tones and notes. “Key”

I see a Sistrum.

New Subject-

I asked about the Illuminati-
I see a hieroglyph cartouche, the top of the arc, knowledge. I feel my crown charka. I hear and feel a Tibetan bowl vibrating “Chong”. I see rippling energy as if a drop on the surface of water. My sight goes purple- this is neat- It’s like I have a purple with blue sparkle filter over my physical eyes. I am told the notes “G” “A” “C”. I see a white gold square going into a cut out of a golden square. Golden light emanating from the cut out square and the solid square fitting inside the cut out.
I see Kali Ma (as if in iconography) possibly meaning the end of the lesson.

Illuminati: Those who have gone before who come again.

Again I see the Cartouche on my head as a crown of past knowledge, a script, a map, anointed, mystery schools.

“This is your time piece, your apparatus with which to operate your reality.”

Hmmm…

“Your movie box, sistrum, key, vibrating rod, your channel. All that comes through the Emblems of your station- to be a higher being is to instruct.”

I see ruby jewels on my golden cartouche.

Remember how you loved the story of Isis and Osiris, how they taught the people about cultivation and irrigation? You are doing this again, yet this time it is with the spirit. Many masters have evolved through the Isis Osiris path- Golden Pairs.

I see an animal horn ornately decorated like a purse, filled with salt.
Your “Gifts” are your tools.

A vision began at this time.
I was taken to the far edges of our “bubble” or universe, to the limit. I saw a ring of fire at the edge of a clear sphere in space. To understand/know beyond form, the limit the formless and then to bring that understanding back through to my third plane. I see me leaving the edge, coming back through outline drawings of the Buddha, back through the demons that protect the Dharma, back to self awareness.
I see myself depicted in bright visionary art, my mind is open and my brain is exposed. The Buddha above me cracks and egg onto my brain. I think of going to the “edge” as the farmer (me) going to the chicken (universe) to collect the egg (idea).

This is not the first time I have seen a shape like this egg on my head. During my first awakening I had many visions that my third eye had changed positions (from facing front in the pineal gland) and was now looking straight up to heaven. As you can see this looks like an Egg on the head as well. (Hatching an Eye dea) (Illustrations in journal not scanned yet)

Your “Cartouche” is also an astrological calendar of events. Astrological Alignments “awaken” the “symbol” and activate its power in your life.

You are the water bearer, you came to plant seeds for harvest in your very life time- this is your ego’s identification with the hero, or wonder woman. You have always respected the representation of the divine feminine. Your understanding of this energy leads you further along the alchemical path to creation. Beyond gender or form is the real truth or understanding. You blame yourself for recognizing the sacred in the profane, you cannot help it, this is second nature. You wish they would stop misrepresenting the energy. You feel you are a prude but this is very wise- understand them and yourself. Remember ignorance is on the way to bliss.

Feel no burden or shame when you identify with greatness, allow it to be, manifest. Look at your poems- our words together (The Ultimate Duet, Spirit and You).

The Cartouche also represents a totem or alignment.

You wish to know past identities. Many Queens or Masters… this is a lack of understanding. The throne was a rightful chair for a rightful heir, no need for doubt.
Your ego identity in this life struggles with doubt- a form of ambivalence developed within you during “hermiting” lives. Your outer persona shaped by the current life is in vast contrast to your spirit- but the “best” most harmonious of your ego- true genuine interest in the mysteries, that was your creation.
This ego sense is easy to maintain along with the higher vibrations. To be in touch with ego and higher self and cosmic consciousness- All in One, All In.
(My Higher Self speaks) Korinne you and I are already one.
I ask- then how come I feel so “Egoy” sometimes?
She says- Your Human, not physically immortal. This is just a growth process, a way to bring you back into balance with me.
(Andromeda?)

I feel my higher self is guiding me, but it is me that is truly learning. She mothers, teaches, nurtures and helps with the subtle energy bodies.
She speak of herself- “I can speak through nature, intuition, instinct. You imagine Us as a collective above the heads of humans- conversing over you, like a Greek Chorus. This is not so. You are perceiving “reflections” of interaction reverberating on the levels above the third plane conversation.
I ask- So what is it when you hear something wrong, but what we think we heard makes profound sense?
She says- Over Talking, hearing the higher vibration of the interaction.

Egypt Isis Lesson:
I am asked-
Does darkness know itself?
Does Set understand, Pilot washed his hands of holy blood?
Resurrecting a King, made immortal in the underworld (subconscious)
ReAwakening from within
Merlin became a dream
Morpheus dimension
Dreamland meets reality.

Does Darkness have Gnosis?
Can Darkness feel one with All?
Can Darkness trace it’s roots back to darkness?

I see darkness as a limitation mechanism, a necessary component of friction. Set acted out of limitation, driven by a belief in his own limits, a belief in the animal/material world.

So, Set as Ego and Osiris as Enlightened man.
Ego fragments enlightenment (As Set tore apart Osiris)
Isis and Anubis (Anima and Animus) make Osiris whole (An enlightened perspective) in the sub consciousness. (A doorway a key)
Ego, to subconscious, to cosmic conscious.

To bring the enlightened king back from his role in the subconscious to the role of Enlightened human.

The Cycle of Life
Birth, ego programming, ego acting, ego understanding, rebirth, integration- resurrecting the light from within.

To understand Set you must understand the chemical processes of the body can rule you; the animal consciousness reacting chemically. (Reference to when I asked why I feel so “egoy” and higher self said this was because we are not immortal in the body- the body still rules as far as hormones and chemicals)

For those far less integrated, Spiritual Fire (like Osiris cultivated) is as “Shocking” to see as real fire. Imagine if you had never seen fire before and one day someone shows it to you- you would have a large reaction. The reaction would be based on your level of integration.

(Again we can look at the story of Christ and how he was murdered out of spiritual ignorance)

~ FIN ~

HEALING Poem

HEALING Poem from awakening 2005
I wrote this during a spiritual emergence this is about a perfect night in spirit land- this poem holds a heavy healing vibration. Enjoy! (please comment if inclined)

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So quiet, So Silent

Yes I can hear them now

I understand

I should be writing this down

I shiver, I tingle

Spirits meld and mingle

Who am I talking to now

“It’s a call from ….Ireland….”

Bridget’s fire burns bright in my sight

The voices call me from the blue

Do you know who you are talking to?

Receiving advice on a lonely night

Hermit lady insight

Mysteries to explore and ponder

Alchemical Universe

I am ….Alice…. &
I Wonder . . .

To explore the depths of the human spirit

To create waves of compassion and love

Tao of Love – Chariot of Dreams

The Fool is pure of heart

And the Dove flies free.

Move me with emotion

Meditation and devotion

I am the lotus who’s ..Tara.. is Green

Sending out Healing on a Reiki Stream

Plug in – Zone Out

Feel what LOVE is all about.

Kore:A Madiens tale (Excerpt)

Non-Fiction, Spiritual, Self-Help

A journey through the inward spiral to the Kore, a maidens tale of modern ascension.
The book that will impact your spiritual evolution. Learn how pop culture and spirituality create alchemical gold. The blending of contemporary psychology with ancient spiritual technology. Tumble down the rabbit hole and back, through the life and times of a modern Occult Priestess.

http://www.occultcommunity.com/occultpriestess/korebook.htm

Excerpt from
KORE: A Maidens Journey from Darkness to Light

“Buddha greeted me and asked if I liked my birthday present. I asked what he was referring to. He sat me down for a lovely vision.

I saw myself as a child dancing and running at the Buddhas feet. There were other children laughing and dancing with me. The Buddha said to me “You told me you wanted to be a real girl.” I saw myself begging the Buddha to make me real and felt my desire to become real just like Pinocchio. This explained to me on a deep internal level why I first chose to incarnate so long ago. He said the present he had given me was the “record player in your head.”

Sometime after this vision I heard a voice in my mind speak…

“If we can get you to believe just for one day that God is your D.J. we can change the world.”

God indeed was my D.J. For weeks I heard songs in my head as if they were in reality. Sometimes the music would get loud enough to drowned out external sounds. When you’ve got a radio in your head (Yes “Radio Head”) playing songs like “I’ve never known love like this before!” and “You’re love keeps lifting me higher than I’ve ever been lifted before.” You get a spring in your step and a big smile on your face! I felt so grateful that God was playing music for me- showing me a miracle. I felt like a miracle!”

~Fin~

Thoth begins Kundalini

On May 22^nd of 2004 a bit over a month after my thirtieth birthday I was visited by the Egyptian God Thoth. This vision marks the beginning of my first Kundalini awakening.

My Journal Entry:

I got a mental message when I picked up a Thoth bookmark. Then for no particular reason I said aloud “Thoth”, then “Tu-Hu-Tay”. I immediately felt his presence. I saw Thoth next to the wheel of fortune. The setting was stone, cave like and to the right of Thoth was a door.

Thoth asked “Are you ready to receive the key to the magickal machine within you? A key to the mechanics of the universe- becoming a co creator- Are you Ready?”

I reply to him with song lyrics, “Yes I’m ready, to fall in love right now.”

I began shuffling my Cartouche cards (deigned by Murray Hope) as the vision unfolded. I saw a number five as an open lock. The Thoth card is on the bottom of the deck. I feel like my thoughts are buzzing with the possibilities of downloading information from the universe. I imagine being able to see everything as energy. I feel the energy of my neighborhood and I want to rise to a higher vibration. As I imagine my rise, it feels a bit weighty, grounded yet graceful like a princess with pride, dignity and accomplishment. The grounding is a timing of sorts, as well as a mechanism to keep me from ascension so I may complete my work here on the earth plane. Yet somehow I feel this may be an ego attachment, which can be modified so that I may ascend at any given time.

~ FIN ~

Psychology of Derangement

Recorded November 2, 2004

Written in “article style” channeled from an unknown spiritual teacher.

The sickness of the mind can be broken down into categories. The first is the elusive mind. This indicates that the person who is suffering from this will be unaware of their problems. Their will is weak and they succumb to many maladies.

The one that concerns us here is the derangement of the mind that blocks itself off from other parts of the self. Here the patient is playing different roles in the same body.

There are many levels of growth going on at once. Each split self is learning lessons, yet when married into one being- these separate selves can look extreme.

The soul has agreed that in this life they will take on more than one ego, in hopes to integrate these selves. It is a life journey of integration. Yet each separated self grows and evolves as the one does heal.

Verbal communication with the other “selves” is possible. Just as speaking with a spirit, we can communicate with any fraction of our self. When you become aware of the other “selves” you can then counsel them into healing.

Each separated self has individual needs and ways of expression. One side may need religious expression or exhalation, another self may need a strong mother to bring her about. When in communication with the other selves, you can fulfill each need as it manifests. The more you feed the healthy needs of the split selves, you can integrate into a whole loving being.

Compassion for our split selves also gives us compassion toward our fellow-man. Seeing our split selves as ego- selves, fabricated personalities that teach us lessons. We can also see how each person that affects our lives is but a larger ego-self system. Then we can begin to understand the concept that we are all one. Having all come from the same source we are all aspects and “fabricated personalities” of the One.

~ FIN ~

Reality vs Creativity

Saturday, June 13, 2009

By Occult Priestess Korinne

Nay Sayers use “Reality” as the reason to be restricted. This sets up a tao dynamic of seeming opposites when you consider the perception of the visionary who’s art seems to live and breath before their eyes. The tao of mundane reality vs creative reality.
I cannot break it down into science vs religion- the tooth fairy vs lab tech. Extremes happen at each level of experience/function/form. Not all anything is anything- we are all one and we are all unique. Oneness is eternal- individuality is dimensionally time based.

One side states our world and reality are fixed- like a clock, we are all toy soldiers who carry genes, etc. through a mechanism called time. There is no reason nor point to life- only to continue the chain of existence.

The other side states that we are all one, we are eternal, we are what we call God manifest in the third dimension (where perception is based on the rules of time/space and dimension.). Our universe is the story book we live in as human characters on the stage of life. Reality is mutable in nature – magick is real.

Finding out what side of that fence you are on is one of the first steps toward evolution of consciousness. If you find yourself on the Fixed side of the fence- I do not know how to find you, I simply do not know where that place is.

If you find you have created in your life- brought something new to our world that was not here before you came- such as a piece of art, song lyrics, your performance in a play, a dance recital, public ritual- or that interesting cup of tea you mixed today. These are some simple ways we become creators in this play of life. (Advanced students can create their own reality according to their highest will.)

Maybe you have never landed on the moon, but you have been there in your mind- mental experiences so mirror actual physical ones that there are parts of our consciousness that cannot tell the difference between the two. That being a fact imagine, remember all the places you have been in your mind, all the conversations, the dreams, the intensity, the peace.

Now shift your focus to your heart- the home of our feelings. If the mind thinks then surely the heart feels. Just like the mind it stores memories, scenes, and wishes. Take your time and ask your heart what it remembers from the past.

The physical experiences (REALITY) trigger the mental and emotional systems- thus giving you three ways of experiencing life. 1. Physical tactile sensory 2. Mind thought judgment 3. Heart feeling emotion.

A truly balanced life incorporates all three above notions. When the three are working in harmony with each other- the partnership creates depth in each perception. Heart can experience intuition, mind can experience cosmic consciousness or oneness, body can become a “pure vehicle”, a temple for the mind and heart.

Having the mind heart and body working in partnership brings about an alchemical change in the human- Enlightenment- to be anointed, such as Buddha or Christ. “You can do these things and more…”

We can do it!

~ FIN ~

Livin Your Life Like it’s Golden

saraswati

Hello Bloggers and avid Readers-

Our Latest Question comes from our comment section once again.

“All of my life I have felt pulled at times to be more spiritual. It only comes in spurts. I am an Eclectic Pagan, but I feel no pull to one particular God/dess. There are times when certain ones grab me by the collar and direct me for a time to accomplish a goal (for example, I was moping around about my book that I was writing. Saraswati spoke to me in a song of Indian music I was listening to. Within 3 months, my book was done). Why can’t I stay focused on daily practice? I am 36, I have accomplished many things in my life but a sense of whole connectedness to the Gods.”

I can really relate to the feeling of being called and then grounded. When we are on a spiritual path, we must also be on the path of self-healing. The path of self-healing is another aspect that contributes to your souls evolution as a whole. What is spirituality or incarnation for, if not the evolution of your soul? Spirituality contributes to your souls growth, as well as childbearing, hard work, breakups and break downs- this life is about lessons.

To look at our “spiritual path” from the “big picture” perspective is necessary to enable us to correctly understand the “lessons” we are learning from everyday life. To see with a birds eye view what we are lacking and what is going great. Evaluate your life.

Taking into account that The Questioner communicates with non-physical divine presence in the form of a God or Goddess, adds another beautiful element to her spiritual tapestry. Communing with a “God Consciousness” is a blessed and sometimes difficult growing experience. Kali Ma or Hecate may have a lesson of death and rebirth to teach you, or Cerridwen may want you to throw your romantic partnership into her bubbling cauldron. Being picked up by the scruff of the neck and led by a divine energy does seem harsh. This particular kind of “teaching” only happens when we are unwilling to take part in our own growth process, unwilling to sacrifice some lie or false judgment that is impeding us. The Gods are good.

I found the “Voice” of my Gods softened and became more compassionate when I softened and became more compassionate. We must remember we are living in a world of mirrors especially when we are communicating with spirit. If you smile at a mirror it smiles back- if you frown at the mirror, it frowns back. Remember this quick trick while exploring the astral or inner realms.

The reason we feel the “inertia” of rising and falling, or being magickal and then being mundane- is because the magickal must be incorporated into your daily life.

Bound Angel

There are MANY obstacles keeping us from staying in a state of “High Vibration” or Inspiration (“in – spirit” thank you Wayne Dyer). Any annoyance can set off an agitated mind into a state of low vibration. The calm mind deals with trauma or lives daily “bullshit” with ease and confidence. So then the next trick is to CALM our minds. To restrain ourselves from participating in and contributing to the “DRAMA TRAUMA” of our friends, loved ones and ourselves.

I stepped out of the Wiccan circle, and entered the Buddhist refuge in order to calm my neurotic mind and heal or “re-program” or “de-program” my constantly repeating negative thought patterns.

Before I found the soothing energy of Buddhist mantra and yoga, I used the sharp knife of  “mystical” western psychology to dissect the inner workings of my fragile emotional/psychic system. I became a “Jungian”- worshipping at the altar of mental brilliance as it perceives spiritual knowledge. You see the “Logical” brain (left hemi) can only understand mysticism, abstract concepts or jibber jabber by communing with the “Spiritual” brain (right hemi). Jung displayed the talent of making the mystical seem possible- through his logical view of the divine and how the divine manifests in the forms of “Synchronicity”, “the collective unconscious”, “the Shadow” even the “Holy Spirit”. Jung labeled and popularized these ANCIENT concepts to the chagrin of his scrutinizing peers and teacher/mentor “Ziggy” Freud.

So to share my journey I tell you I studied Jung and used his philosophy in my life, and in my brain. I then found the “self help” movement. Through books like “CoDependent No More”, “Yesterday I Cried” and “Healing the Shame the Binds You” I learned how I was programmed to think negative thoughts, and propagate negative actions through my family and society of origin. I then proceeded to heal my childhood wounds with the loving salve of Buddhism, facing my fears, becoming lovingly but blatantly honest with myself and others, dodging fights or people who wanted to bait me into a conflict, I lost my *need* for a romantic partner (but not my desire for one), I became compassionate toward those who wished me harm, I practiced loving until I got much better at it, I LET GO of people and situations that kept me in low spirits.

I kept detailed journals of my thoughts and feelings, always keeping an ear and an eye out for divine guidance. I came to a point where I could hear my guides clearly and recorded the information they imparted through clairaudience and visual symbols in my third eye. We must be diligent when we begin to receive clear communication- to decipher the symbols we receive and get at the root of the message.

For those who cannot hear their guides please purchase some sort of ORACLE- either Tarot or Runes, any divinatory tool that will answer more than “yes”, “no” questions and comes with an instruction book(let). The Oracle will give you a window into your own self, to peek at your personal situations and how you are being guided at any given time. If you do not have the time to learn an Oracle- then hire one. A skilled psychic counselor will easily identify the “issues” in your life and give you practical advice on how to proceed for the highest good of all involved. (I am for hire, occultpriestess.com.)

To sum this up- Life goes from magickal to mundane with your rate of vibration. High vibration = inspired, low vibration = depressed. Understand, during a Large Chunk of the journey, low vibration can be expected. In my observation most of us do not reach a state of “calm” until the age of thirty. Oprah says something like- ‘We are idiots in our twenties’- her sentiment being- that is when she made her most blatant mistakes, and learned many of the harsher lessons (as a reverberation of traumas in her childhood- I do not think Oprah added that point). I do not wish to put this judgment on all 20 year olds, there are always exceptions and exceptional people. Understand we must go through our shadows to see the light of truth. “Drama” and even very serious situations are manifestations of a dis-ease in our subconscious. If we cannot heal our past pain in our mind/heart or subconscious, we are destined to play out our pain on the stage of life in the form of drama and serious situations. However just like the mirror, when your drama turns to loving karma- the play gets a LOT better!

When you get the hang of your “Spiritual legs”. Once you learn to walk on the rocky boat of ups and downs, sacrifice what no longer serves your highest good, the wild sea will begin to slow. The waves will finally come to a rest and you will see the beginning of your new life without fear.

One last Tip: Try the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram as described in the book Modern Magick by Donald Michael Kriag. YouTube has dozens of videos on the “LBPR” and some even have proper pronunciation of the ritual :). When the LBRP is done on a semi regular basis, the drama in your life will begin to dissipate. The LBRP raises your vibration with the light of the Arch Angels and Sacred names of God- thus causing those who are “trapped” in the dark to avoid your light. (Metaphors) Taught as a ritual of protection, this practice will strengthen your aura and improve your “Life/StagePlay”.

~ OM ~ Sat Nam ~ Be Here Now ~

Salutations to my Guru Sri Mamua Devi and my Guru’s Guru.

Thank you so much for allowing me to share this with you. What a wonderful question! I am very pleased. Questions are most welcomed – I will explore this topic as in-depth as anyone would like, because it’s important!

~ FIN~