Channeling: Recorded November 2, 2004
Me: Hermes, I feel I have more than one teacher/guide, which more than one mission or type of writing. I see an eye for one. The eye seems more scientific and technical. You seem spiritual and consciousness expanding, also my guide to the other guides. I feel a wise, fatherly hermit who is like Merlin.
Hermes: Directional guide. All that comes to you comes through me first.
Me: Are you a part of my individual essence?
Hermes: I am very well attuned to you. We have similar frequencies. I am both your dark and light. I am the master of both and I enjoy how you play with the energies. You are becoming an alchemist. The play you have done over the years has brought you to a knowing of both sides. These are my arts and I enjoy teaching them. We are all one.
Me: When you say “we are all one”, do I have the unlimited power of God? What separates me from perfect bliss?
Hermes: We have our place in the universe. We all have missions, working parts of a whole. We work in teams to create the realities we wish to experience. Each reality has many bands of vibrational energy. Each band marries with another to become unique in its own creation. The vibrations come together in a symphony we call reality. Separation from bliss is necessary for the different realities to exist. Bliss is our home, yet we like to travel.
Me: My life has a script that I wrote before incarnating. Why did I choose to suffer so deeply and at such a young age?
Hermes: The power of hatred is strong, sickness runs rampant on this plane.
(I began thinking of my sleep paralysis nightmares and Hermes began to address it without me asking.)
Hermes: (In sleep paralysis) You experienced what is known as temporal stasis. Time stops when you’re in a time of crisis. You remember in the Matrix (yes Hermes references movies along with all kinds of art) when the time slowed down. This concept is real even on your level of vibration. The feeling of being frozen is part in the reality. That’s why no one could hear you (scream). You are in another reality all together. Time stops and you exist somewhere else. The body is paralyzed because you are no longer in it. When you wake up you feel that drain. This is an effect of the time/space travel.
Me: Where do I go Hermes? Why do I leave? Why doesn’t everyone else have this happen to them?
Hermes: You came to us. We help you to remember. You are special.
Me: Why the shadow man? (referring to an “evil” dark shadow man in my sleep paralysis nightmares.) The terror of the night, the shadow man. Boogie who scares the little girl. The deep part of darkness coming to make you his. How did he make me sick (get down with the sickness)
Hermes: He distorted your view of reality. He was the apple you said you wanted to eat, the forbidden knowledge of dominion.
I was probably a little creeped out or emotional by this point and stopped channeling. Though I find it interesting that science has no theory on sleep paralysis- But I Do :).