Awakening to Ghosts: the Lower Astral and the Ancestors part 2

Ancestors ~

I begin to understand I am being asked questions… I begin to understand the questions are from dead people. This happened a lot during my later awakenings. I was lacking sleep, and not able to really take care of myself- so I was agitated and certainly not functional. I remember having a long time talking to Native American ancestors- they were just asking about my life, my history, my knowledge and really what did I like, and what did I not like. It felt like a long interview, I felt kidnapped by my ancestors. That same awakening I was used as a vessel by a spirit who knew how to ‘depart trapped souls’- the souls were Native Americans… this process was also done for my Grandmother.

The voices of the dead- Not my ancestors, began to bother me… I allowed – I listened- because I wanted to know why this happened during awakenings.

The vibration of these dead- is low, kinda slow, mopey, whiney. It seems they come to me in groups- all asking the same questions, like a village mob with torches. This is not the way to approach a sensitive. The more I listened to them, the more I felt they were Blaming Me for their ignorance. Like just because I might know the way out I was responsible for putting them there in the first place. Demanding and vampiric.

I remember telling the “ghosts” during a past awakening that I was not involved in their karma, I was not there to help them, it was not my problem, they were not my ancestors. Then it seemed they were ‘blaming me’ for my fathers Alcoholism… so I told them to go to an A.A. meeting. Now that I remember clearly- I found those ancestors- Ghosts- to be Bullies, harassing me, abusing me. No wonder I became agitated on top of not being able to sleep.

In this state of Mind, with my free will on I was MUCH more prepared to deal with these nagging ghost consciousnesses.

The Old Confederate Ghost:

 

A decaying Confederate gunslinger type- approaches me, and tells me his story.

“So First I have to meet this man Bill Wilson and ‘become his friend’ ”

(In Alcoholics Anonymous, you are not allowed to reveal you are in A.A. because of the second A.- so instead people would ask – “Are you a friend of Bill Wilson?” if the answer was yes they could then reveal they are members of A.A.)

“And THEN I met this guy Joseph Campbell and HE tells me you HIPPIES believe we are all made of Stardust….”

I reply “Yes! We are all made of stardust!”

The ghost clearly agitated asks “THEN WHAT WAS MY LIFE FOR?”

I said to the Ghost: “Your Life was your ROLE, good job! Now Move On! You are not your role, your role is your Mask, not your Soul!”

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence.
Who are we mistaken?But you see, it’s not me, it’s not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying…In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What’s in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou…Another mother’s breakin’
Heart is taking over
When the violence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It’s the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they’re still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What’s in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a…

 

 

Awakening to Ghosts: the Lower Astral and the Ancestors part 1

 

This recent Teaching all started with a vision Hermes (my spirit guide) showed me.

I did not Understand the Entire Vision, nor do I still. At the time of the vision the Interpretation Was-
The OVERSOUL of Humanity (Collective Unconscious) has to Get Closer to – move toward- Our Living Consciousness.

Anyone who has “AWAKENED” has had to experience the collective soul of humanities past and present… it is NOT pretty. This phase of awakening is quite tormenting, the Gnosis of what our ancestors did can be devastating. Tapping into the OverSoul of humanity; its a bad dream- we must all wake up from.

“Ghost Consciousness” for lack of any other term…. must come closer to the Living consciousness in order for ALL/ONE to heal, or wake up from the collective nightmare we call History.

I do NOT believe this “vibrational” movement of consciousness- the living thoughts close to the thoughts of the dead…   I believe this is a Phase or Stage of the “Shift” or Awakening of Humanity, Cosmic Consciousness, Evolution.

During my most recent Kundalini awakenings (2010-2012) I found myself a lot less blissful and much more agitated. The First awakenings were filled with feelings of bliss, Divine visitations, staggering gnosis and so many amazing happenings. The later awakenings I must not have been “going up” as high vibrationally / consciousness – because my ‘radar’ was picking up lots of lower Astral Clutter.
So the Earlier Awakenings were of a higher vibration than the later awakenings.
It is true I have had my Kundalini awakenings stopped about 14 times in the past 10 years, forced medication and psyche ward confinement. I have never been allowed to Ride Out a full awakening.
I believe no matter how reality informs me of WHY I was stopped in my process, I am understanding more of the Spiritual Reason why I have been stopped in my awakening process.
I have agreed to work on many levels of consciousness, to assist in clearing out the Higher Realms- in order for the collective over soul of humanity to Heal. In Order to Clear an Over soul- one must work on all levels of The Soul… not just your own personal soul (which is your admission key to the collective) But the Collective Soul of Human Kind, something Jung would have called the Collective Unconscious.

The First Awakenings: The first Awakenings were for ME- my gnosis, my healing, my ego egg cracking and my new consciousness born. I learned about my history as a soul, my soul family, my brother and sister souls, basically a tour of heaven, philosophy, my real home, why and how I became human and so much more. Yet it pretty much all pertained to ME.

Later Awakenings: In the later awakenings I was used as a vessel by Cosmic and Shamanic beings a like. I was ‘kidnapped’, taken over, ceaselessly questioned, bullied, drained and exhausted. My free will seemed to be used like tissue paper :(.

I am only recently coming to understand what I have been through and how I have been used.

~ fin ~