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Occult Priestess In The Nightmare GRL

Sleep Paralysis, Psychology, The Boogieman and Spiritual Warfare.

 

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“I’ve always had difficulties with states of consciousness…”
Occult Priestess Korinne Wilson “The Nightmare” 

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Film clip begins with my description,
of an oncoming Sleep Paralysis:

Clip: “THE NIGHTMARE” by Director Rodney Asher 2015 #Sundance


American Nightmare GRL:

The Story of a Psychic with Sleep Paralysis 

Welcome to my World, my journey, and my struggle. I was born psychic. From my earliest memories, two truths emerge. I could see “movies” play out in my mind’s eye, and I experienced sleep paralysis. I wondered for many years, if they were related, somehow.

I experienced sleep paralysis, and intense “day dreams”, all through my childhood. In reverie, I was easily swept away to a higher perception. An LSD trip, courtesy of my open and flowing pineal gland. Zoning out, softening my gaze, on Rock star Posters, I could see their mouths move, they became animated, and communicated with me. When MTV premiered, the Video Music, was a mirror match for what I had been “watching” for years, in my mind’s eye. I found the videos choreographed in my eye, were often more meaningful than the ‘real thing’.

Gifts like mine, are cultivated over many *similar*  lifetimes. Along with strong spiritual sight, empathy, compassion for others, sensitivity on all levels dominated my behavior. I did not experience many spiritually loving peaks in my early journey. I had an inborn knowing that God loved me. I was working in religion and prayer to develop faith and a closeness with God. The terrifying nightmares, and broken souls around me, colored my world with storm clouds. Truth, especially emotional truth, I understood, was often gone missing. I saw dichotomy, heartache, hypocrisy, abuse and a Three Dimensional Shadowman.

“Know Thyself”: My mantra through my late teens to mid twenties was “Burn me with Knowledge” Morgana, in Excalibur. I fostered a great passion for hidden truths, for they reflected myself back to me. As I grew to love myself by cultivating a personal relationship within, “KNOW THYSELF” became my new challenge.

Now-a-days being Occult Priestess Korinne includes slipping into altered states of consciousness, non-voluntarily and at will. A wise understanding of  my soul, as a multi dimensional consciousness, an incarnated immortal expression of divinity. A character, in Gods play, on the Stage of Life.


 I have always existed betwixt and between, higher and lower realms. A sacred mission of my soul, calling for a vow to “Always SEE” in each lifetime, a strong spiritual gift +entitled “Psychopomp”

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I now understand as an experienced and well read Occultist and Priestess, the bright light of my innocent soul, drew the shadow to me. Through this repetitive psychic rape, my work in this life began. Sleeping, and Awake, I was a Refugee of two worlds.


Defining the SHADOW

Shadow as Psychological Haunting: #Jung 

The first level we must address the shadow upon is psychological. Get your Jungian game on, with a quick video site search. 

This shadow is *Personified* in the sleep paralysis event. The Personification, or “Projection” of  the shadow,  has been described as a myriad of Night creatures. Gargoyles, old hag, incubi / succubi,  and cats, creeping upon the chest to steal ones breath.

In modern times sleep paralysis has gone high tech, and now, also accompanies: alien abduction experiences, super soldier stories, out of body experience, near death experience, times of peak stress, and after the death of a loved one.


Keys to Knowing your Shadow: Ground Work

Polarity, You are Soaking in it. Earth Reality is polarized as “good” vs “Bad’, black vs white, left vs right, the realm of the senses and third dimension consensual reality. Here we find ruling bodies, banking institutions, monolithic corporations, control systems and inverted values. Our culture is focused on materialism, capitalism, and the survival of the fittest, as opposed to the heart, compassion and the progression / evolution of the soul.

We are living in Juxtaposition, upside down land. The Communal Understanding that “Life is a School” or “We Live in a Matrix”,  is also a consensual reality. However a collective denial rules the day, few admit their deep understanding at how low we have come. Denial feeds the Paradox, the Dichotomy, the Shadow. Waking states of consciousness, the logical mind, uses most of it’s effort in vain striving to Survive in this communal Paradox.

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“Well Adjusted, Profoundly Sick!” DJ Krishnamurti


Enter the Fourth Dimension of Archetypes: The Subconscious, Dreams, Symbols.

For many ‘status quo’, this ‘dream /subconscious’ realm, is merely a place to work out their daily grind. Dreams that de-stress, allow fantasy fulfillment or act as warnings. An inner counselor, or tormenter, is always available to the subconscious, whose only aim is to work out real life problems. Dreams are our counselors, if you can interpret the correct meaning, meditate on and absorb / act upon the lesson.  This ends the description of the mundane level of dreams and the subconscious.

Some people have abilities to live beyond the mundane waking conscious realm of reality… those who imagine, those who dream while awake, the creative ones. The way a creative mind works, includes “Archetypes”,  a naturally occurring Labeling system, of their mental perception of Humanity.

Archetypes are Universal “Characters”, who represent a collective *Knowing*. Common Sense, in symbolic form, the opinion of the collective. The Tarot is full of original, or old fashioned archetypal symbols and characters. The Fool, the very first card of the Tarot, representing you, the seeker, on the journey, through life, and incarnations.

Art-chetypes: Jung spoke of Archetypes; I call them, ARCH ANGEL TYPES. (You can’t make this stuff up, folks.)

In Psychology, most ‘characters’ showing up in the mind are explained away, or boxed, being defined as Hidden, or Occulted parts of the Self. In dreams, other people are rarely defined as Who they are in real life, or your relationship to them. In Psychology, dream imaginings are not meant to reflect your personal story with the characters, on life’s stage.

Rather, psychology focuses all characters on the self, an inner Fracture, a split self, that is not interlaced with the rest of the psyche. This split self must therefore communicate with the “Whole Psyche” aka, Waking mind, The Singular Ego Personality, in order to be considered functional.

The more “Visions” you experience, the more “Characters” or Archetypes in your Ethereal, Astral, personal mythological narrative, the more Bonkers you are! Psychology… is poison to the *EYE-Magi-nation*. A system of entrainment that causes deraignment, and bifurcation from the soul’s true identity. Psychology Empowers the EGO, to entrap the soul expression. Another system of Control.

* Mind Control * now with suicide prescriptions, to normalize you back into a sick society, or put your lights out all together!

Psyche Healing: If your shadow is merely psychological, healing your character, can lead to breakthroughs into the soul realm. Morality, knowing yourself, acting upon *good* instincts and intuitions, seeking guidance from a higher source that loves you. If you have always been above average morally, sleep paralysis can be interpreted  as a stigmata, a spiritual lesson you are pushing your soul through to become a greater being. This basically makes you a spiritual badass, who has volunteered to handle and transmute the most toxic shadows of the collective.

There are higher levels of consciousness, we can strive to attain. How high, far and fast we go depends on the Maturity Level of our Soul, and willingness to follow your higher calling. The more advanced your soul, beyond the time / space realms of the third dimension / density, the Higher and Farther Out, you can explore the Innerverse, and Outterverse.


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For some of you, the “Dreamtime” is a gateway to the astral realm known as 4th Density (4D). The Shadow Realm, the Underworld, the dead and their demons. This Fourth Density, or Dimension is the battleground of Spiritual Warfare. Here the Shadows roam looking for lights to devour, lives to control and ultimately possess. 

For Research into Buddhist Texts: SEARCH TERMS; “Hungry Ghost”, “Bardo”,  “six paths of suffering”, “six planes”, and the “six lower realms”. I am not trying to ReInvent the Dharma wheel… the truths of “Dark Consciousness”, and the ethereal planes on which they reside, are well outlined in Buddhism.

Spiritual Warfare: How to Conquer the Shadow. Entities who appear during the Sleep Paralysis events, are NOT figments of the imagination. The deeper teaching is entitled “Temporal Distortion and it’s effects on Soul Travel” by Hermes T, unpublished, channeled by me. In order to even begin to understand the mystery behind sleep paralysis, you must understand your soul is traveling beyond your body, into astral realms. This brings up many triggers for those who are not ready to learn, they question if there is a god, if there is a heaven, they are convinced Material life is all that exists. For those people, all the mysteries are pearls before swine.

Immorality, keeps you from immortality.


Reclaim your Dream Realm

I am a Witch, Magician, Reiki Master and powerful soul. I used every method on heaven and earth to rid myself of sleep paralysis. Although success at age nineteen, on dismissing the Shadow man, once and for all… I still had terrifying sleep paralysis episodes into my mid-thirties.

The final cleaning of surpassing the Shadow realm, thus breaking all contracts with darkness, came when I agreed to do Rodney Aschers Movie “The Nightmare”. This was a Karmic, Mindful action on my part. My point being, If you have an Active Contract with a shadow person, or a have a soul purpose to pass through the underworld…  you must break the “contracts”, claim sovereignty and petition heaven with your truth.

Once you have cleansed and healed these levels of your psyche and soul, real life changes occur. Of course you are no longer haunted, you can sleep and your overall health is on the rise. You begin to care for yourself emotionally and physically. Because the Nature of the “Shadowman”, is sometimes an Ancestor, we may loose ties with living family members as we heal. Honor your losses, as Gains. 

For Visionaries, psychics, mystics and shamans… When you step over the threshold, past the 4D, magick awaits. Synchronicities occur, contact with your angels / guide / soul self, becomes common. You have now graduated to a new level of your Fool’s Journey… the Fairytale Level! Rumors are, this is the co-creative level, experienced in conjunction with PROVIDENCE.  *DESTINY* A chance to “ART YOUR LIFE” 

Blessings and Namaste, Occult Priestess Korinne Wilson 

Remember the wisdom of Blondie: “Dreaming is Free”


DYLYN – American Nightmare (GRL)

“I’d rather be broke Than boring, pretty in black. Pretty damn sure I’m on the right track. All I’ve got, that’s all I need If being *ME*, is not the American dream. Then I want the American nightmare. I don’t believe what’s on the TV!”

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Strong Dream symbols

I had some wild dreams last night and wanted to record them as a way of interpreting the symbols.
Dream 1:
Josh and I were hanging out with John Lennon and Yoko Ono. We were in a large house that seemed to go on forever. John Lennon was telling us he was going to take us on tour with him and Yoko. We had recently met and he was interested in our spiritual ideals. Yoko was singing (in a normal voice) and I told her it she was a great singer- very strong and clear melodies. John went to take a nap. Josh was taking a bath in a large claw foot bathtub. I was sitting in the bathroom talking to him as he bathed. Yoko came in and got into the tub with Josh. I was weirded out because she wanted to sleep with my boyfriend, it seemed that was her way of trusting a man. I got a psychic flash of John napping nude in his bed- and if I wanted to leave Yoko and Josh alone I could go cuddle with John. I refused and just watched while sitting on the wet bathroom floor Josh flipped around and around in the tub to keep Yoko off of him. She then just wanted to give him fellatio- but he was moving so much she became a black blur in the tub. Later John was in a purple sgt. Pepper silk jacket- he was being interviewed and taking care of business. I told Josh we had better finish our business with them by 1981 because we know what happens then. I asked Josh what year it was to see if we had a lot or just a little time with John. I asked Yoko if she ever saw flashes of the future- because Josh and I had seen our future and what we were supposed to do with “the Lennons”. I remember telling her we were going to drop acid together at some point. I got the impression John worked most of his time away with strangers he was trying to educate (namely the press).
Dream 2:
Josh, Laura and I were in a large Catholic church during a high mass. I had never been to this type of mass before but Laura knew the ceremony well. There were lots of prayers said in Latin as the parishioners acted out various parts of the “play” like ceremony. There was a large effigy of a bull on the “stage”. A lovely black woman walked towards the stage to take her part. Laura nudged me and said- look she is wearing street clothes but I swear I just saw her in ceremonial robes walk toward the stage. Laura could see the “psychic” impression of the higher meaning of the “play” as if the characters were coming alive within the people acting it out. The large bull then became real- very real. It seems this was not odd for anyone but me and a little bit for Josh. The bull began to run free in the church as if it was able to judge “good and bad” from its animalistic state- a divine bull. The bull came close to me I awkwardly laid above the pew on the back of it- trying to to get stepped on or gored. As the bull studied me I remembered I had eaten meat recently and wondered if the bull would be mad at me for being a carnavour. The bull sniffed heavily bringing it horns close to my eyes and then walked on. I walked toward the altar (stage)to get out of the scene. Others were “judged” by the bull. It reminded me of May day or Easter- the bull then had flowers around its neck. Again the bull came to me and again I had to get in an awkward posture to avoid its weight from pressing on me. Josh was right next to me- as the bull began wavering back and forth josh began to nod with it- as if they were energetically in alignment.

Thats when I awoke 🙂 Strange dreams full of symbolism. I hope they foretell changes in my life.

Sleep Paralysis – The Nightmare Girl

Director Rodney Ascher, Experiencer Korinne Wilson "THE NIGHTMARE" 2015

Director Rodney Ascher, Experiencer Korinne Wilson “THE NIGHTMARE” 2015

HOLLY WOOD CALLING

UPDATE: 2015

THE NIGHTMARE – A Documentary Film about SLEEP PARALYSIS ~

I am one of 8 who were Interviewed for this Movie by Director Rodney Ascher.

Premieres at SUNDANCE 2015- IMDB = http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3317522/?ref_=nm_flmg_dr_1

 

 

Sleep Paralysis
The Nightmare Girl

My name is Korinne, the “French” version of Kore. Kore is the Goddess who came from the light to learn from and to overcome the underworld. My life mythos closely follows the Kore/Persephone myth- the Maiden and the Darkness.
My life began the mirror image of this myth through Sleep Paralysis- were I had a Real boogeyman tormenting me throughout my adult development. Sleep paralysis is often accompanied with haunting feelings and a shadow figure- or alien- or creepy creature. For me it was always the Shadow man.

Sleep Paralysis followed the same pattern for me.
I would lie down; soon a wave of utter exhaustion would wash over me. My limbs grew too heavy to move and my eyes sealed shut. I could not move, not even an eyelid.
Then I felt a vibration passing through my body, following the path of an electrical current. Sometimes the vibration was so intense I felt like I was hooked up to live voltage.
Then I would hear voices of pain, suffering and anger in my mind.
I would see a three-dimensional shadow of a man near my bed. The feeling I got from him is not of this world. I have described it as “hyper evil”. It was a very high vibration of low deep death, a dark vibration that permeated me like the boom of fireworks. It reminds me of what insanity must feel like.
He would walk disjointed, (like the effect of a strobe light or stop motion photography), vibrating that awful feeling accompanied by a choir of angry screams and tortured sobs.
I would try anything to awaken from this state of terror, from moving my eyes in certain esoteric patterns to prayer, which seldom worked.
The times I was successful in escaping the “Shadow man” I astral projected out of my body otherwise known as an “out of body experience”. I remember several times landing on the floor, out of my bed and out of my body.
I never saw the shadow man in my room after I was out of my body.
I remember leaving my room on several occasions to find a hiding spot near my mother where I could fall asleep. For years I thought someone picked me up and placed me back onto my bed, because that is where I always woke up. I did not realize I was in spirit (or astral) during my evening trips.

I will always remember the years of endless nocturnal terror, walking around at school in a daze, haunted by my dreams throughout the day. I experienced episodes of sleep paralysis at least twice a week (more often it was nightly) until I was nineteen years old.

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As I sit here in my silence I can feel the haunting walls closing in on me. I light a cigarette to keep me company. I can feel them, their moving all about. There’s no use in trying to shut them out. They dash and creek weaving the thread that leaves me weak. Wearily I smoke until the embers die. Here in darkness I lie. Coming closer, growing in sound, vibration permeates the very ground. Their coming for me. Paralyzed with dead eyes. Do you call this a dream? The sound like a madness scream. Energy, the stinging tingling attacks me like voltage. In my room. In my head. The things I see when I am dead.

The subject of the shadow man and nightly terror is a ripe field for the Jungian psychologist to go poking around in. According to Jungian psychology all the characters in our dreams or our minds are reflections of our own psyche. A Jungian thinker may ask themselves “Why would such a young child be experiencing traumatic hypnogogic hallucinations? One would question how her shadow self could have risen to such proportions as to frighten her out of her skin literally.”

I was physically battered and verbally abused on a daily basis. The psychic visions of Vietnam from my “father figure” and his demonic way of punishing me and controlling me set up a physical embodiment of the boogie man.

Peace came to me only in complete solitude. I struggled into my mid twenties with post “dramatic” (traumatic) stress disorder. On the flip side, we can never know darkness more than we have the capability to know the light. I feel I stretched far into the darkness so that I could slingshot back, straight to into the Light.

So what is Sleep Paralysis? Scientifically speaking, normally the body releases the chemical melatonin (paralysis juice) so that we do not act out our dreams in our physical body. Researchers have said the brain releases too much melatonin into the body, therefore we become paralyzed while our mind is not yet in the REM or dream state. A somewhat higher dose of melatonin does not explain the hypnogogic hallucinations. Many speculate that sleep paralysis and alien abduction are the same thing. Others with sleep paralysis describe seeing many dark creatures or aliens. I always saw the same three-dimensional shadow man.

I have not discovered the full story behind sleep paralysis. I do know it occurs as a common side effect of astral travel. The vibration in my body rose so much that I could feel it just like an arch of electricity. In order to astral project our energy must rise, or vibrate at a higher rate to get the soul out of the body. Sleep paralysis is a distorted disoriented state of consciousness that triggers our primordial fight or flight response (possible fear of death), thus causing our brain to release large amounts of “Fear” or “Defense” chemicals into our emotional system. Perhaps the body’s response to being awake and paralyzed confuses our delicate electrical system? Could the chemicals released cause the hallucinations, or is our mind actually aware of an alternate dimension in which these “dark creatures” or “aliens” live?

I was twelve years old when I saw the movie “A Nightmare on Elm Street”. Freddy Kruger the nightmare man was tormenting teenagers in their sleep. What a gruesome shadow man he was, burned flesh with a “dad” hat (representing authority) and razor claws made to rip your soul apart. In the movie the dream became a reality as Freddy Kruger jumped from dreamland into our world through the power he gathered from his victims fear. The screams of terror gave Freddy the key to our physical reality.

Sleep Paralysis could have easily been the inspiration for the blockbuster “Nightmare” series. “A Nightmare on Elm Street” had been the only form of media I had seen that even touched on my Dreamtime.

I took the philosophy of the movie into my heart. ‘If you are confronted with the boogeyman face him’. I fought for several years with this new dream character Freddy manifested in full archetype in my dreamscape. Finally for once I did something different. I would usually run from him, try to fight him, attack him, or simply astral project out of my body as a way of escape.

In this dream Freddy and I were on the stairs at my aunt Pat and uncle Bobs home. The boogeyman and I were in a death grip as I tried to over power him. Maybe it was because we were so close, I could see into his eyes. I stopped my effort and looked at him. I saw a very flawed and sad human through all that pain and gore. I was filled with compassion. I reached out to him, embracing him with my heart and my arms, charred flesh, brimstone smell and all.

I no longer encountered Freddy in my dreams, that nightmare was finally over. Psychoanalyzing this dream tells me that part of my psyche felt like Freddy, a freak, an outcast, a killer. My soul had to learn that “evil” is merely suffering.

Currently I am 36 and an educated occultist and professional psychic/channel. I feel I have the “training” to find and figure out the “Shadowman”. I do not take Carl Jungs psychological explanation as an “excuse” for the shadow. I do not believe in the concept of “Evil” or a devil- Like I said that Shadow seemed “not of this world” so I have no knowledge that it was actually trying to hurt me. I don’t blame the shadow- I am just curious to the point of being angry :).

 

HOLLY WOOD CALLING

UPDATE: JANUARY 2015

THE NIGHTMARE – A Documentary Film about SLEEP PARALYSIS ~

I am one of 8 who were Interviewed for this Movie by Director Rodney Ascher.

Premieres at SUNDANCE 2015- IMDB =

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3317522/?ref_=nm_flmg_dr_1

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Dream Weaver * Morpheus and You

THE DREAM READINGS
By Rev. Korinne
Draft One: January 25, 2008

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Dr. Carl Jung

“No amount of skepticism and criticism has yet enabled me to regard dreams as negligible occurrences. Often enough they appear senseless, but it is obviously we who lack the sense and ingenuity to read the enigmatic message from the nocturnal realm of the psyche. Seeing that at least half our psychic existence is passed in that realm, and that consciousness acts upon our nightly life just as much as the unconscious overshadows our daily life, it would seem all the more incumbent on medical psychology to sharpen its senses by a systematic study of dreams. Nobody doubts the importance of conscious experience; why then should we doubt the significance of unconscious happenings? They also are part of our life, and sometimes more truly a part of it for weal or woe than any happenings of the day.”

Dr. Carl Jung

We spend 1/3 of our lives asleep. Researchers agree that we dream each night, and when deprived of our dream state the human body and mind begin to break down. For those who swear no dreaming occurs I offer you this quote, “Psychological tests suggest that people who tend to avoid facing anxieties in daily life, may show a reluctance too remembering their dreams”. We may not all believe in a higher power, religion, spirituality, or even have ethics, yet like it or not we all dream. We all share this magical experience, what a wonderful thing to have in common.

According to Jung, the archetypal images of myths and dream are ‘psychic structures’ which are common to us all, and form what he calls ‘the collective unconscious.’ These mythological dreams, drawing upon human experience from time immemorial, he refers to as the ‘Great’ dreams.

“Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake.” Thoreau, 1849

It is said the average dreamer experiences blurred black and white images, with sketchy memories of the details of the dream. Then there are those who dream in color, with a remembrance of certain parts of a dream, which can be recalled vividly. Then there are some of us who dream in Technicolor, with intense smells, sounds, emotions and physical sensations. Dreams that can stay with you from the time you wake up, till you go to bed again. Dreams that live and breathe.
Some say dreams are just life on another level. That the occurrences there are as real, or important as the ones in the physical world. There are five different kinds of dreams.

I. Mundane: Aimless ramblings of the brain at rest. Pictures of the days events, worries, concerns.

II. Psychological Messages: An attempt of the subconscious to get a message though to the conscious mind.

III. Psychic: A psychic dream can be about events that have yet to occur. They may also be messages from a loved one who has or is about to cross over to the other side. In this kind of dream one can also receive guidance from “Cosmic Consciousness” or Spirit Guides. In some cases people can communicate through dreams, yet this requires psychic ability on both ends.

IV. Astral: The Astral plane is another name for “The Other Side.” This is where we go when our spirit is no longer in our bodies, be that in death or in sleep. Here also you can contact Spirit Guides, and Divine beings. Most who have dreamed about flying have been “out-of-body.”

V. Combination: Several types of dreams can blend into one another.

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MORPHEUS: GREEK GOD OF DREAMS

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MORPHEUS, in Greek mythology, god of dreams, the son of Somnus, god of sleep. Morpheus formed the dreams that came to those asleep. He also represented human beings in dreams.

Invocation of Morpheus: By Rev. Korinne

“Morpheus, Lord of Dreams.. I call unto thee. Weaver of webs in the attic of the subconscious, Great Jackal, Manifesto of impermanence, Magickal King, Sandman, Anubis, join me now. Come down from your moonlit mountain, with wispy cloak and eyes of light, past the stars, through the clouds of disbelievers, come unto me. Awaken my imagination, and throw your poppy like sand upon my distracted mind. For I come to dream, and to pay homage to the art, the joy, the reality of phantasy. Descend for I welcome thee! “

The Morpheus Poem ~

“I cannot live, I cannot die. I am as consistent only as far as my inconsistencies will allow. I am lonely, but I speak to everyone. Time has no meaning to me, nor would I wish it to. My world is a place of thought. Scientists try to explain me with their sensors and instruments, and with their long-winded theories. Sometimes I find myself laughing at them, for it is so absurd. Although they all ask the questions, “What is he? Who is he?” none of them really want the answer. Yes, they have a different name for me, but I know when they are talking to me.
I leave them to their experiments in the day and visit them every night. I feed the fire, perhaps believing that someday one of them will discover just who I am or what I am and I will no longer be alone.
Everything is interlaced in a fabric spanning the Universes. My threads lace throughout this fabric, touching the minds of everyone within the fabric.
Sometimes during those periods when no one asks of me, I ponder my own existence. My thoughts would wander to thoughts of reality and what part in it I play. To those that I touch I am not a part of reality, but if that is so where is my reality. Or do I even have one? Little of this really matters after all, but it seems to calm my mind and enhance my art to a new found splendor.
Whether I become a reality or I remain on the edges of the wandering thoughts of children napping is not up to me. Let my art be true and the rest will fall into place at the will of the dreamer. I am called by many names is the fabric, but to all I am recognizable by my art. I am he who visits you while you sleep at night, and when you nap in the mid day. I will weave your thoughts like a master weaver, into the fabric of the universes, till the end of time. But as I said before, what is time to me?”

Relaxation mediation should be performed.

Visualization Spell to Meet Morpheus, by Rev. Korinne:

1555513_754666731228213_1073856292_nEnvision yourself laying on an immense enchanted bed. It is night-time and the full moon is bright above you. There are no walls, only stars and planets. The bed rests on a lush carpet of green grass. The climate is warm and womb like. You relax even more to find yourself in such a welcoming place. All is soft and comforting.

From a distance you can hear the rustling of leaves, that you cannot see. Slowly sitting up, you see a silhouette drifting towards you. The atmosphere seems to change as this figure approaches, like warm waves of the ocean are penetrating your body, swooning you gently from side to side. Moving closer you spy a man in a wispy flowing cloak, his eyes seems to emanate white light. His hands are folded at his abdomen.

5431937589_ef708d7974_oReaching the edge of your bed he smiles. “I am the King of Dreams, and this is my realm. I paint upon the sky the phantasies of humans young and old. I am the Dream Weaver. The prophet of the night.”

Languidly he lifts his right arm, against the backdrop of the stars. With a glittering flick of his hand a cluster of stars spell out your name. Smiling again he says, “You have dreamed many things, you have spent long hours with me. I remember your preschool years. I remember your nightmares, and you wanting to keep the light on. I know the closet monster, and the boogie man who hid under your bed.

I have seen your art upon my sky. I have flown unnoticed by your side. And now, you come to me, not awake not asleep, but seeking me in this dreamscape. What have I to offer you this night?”

Opening your mouth to speak, your words form slowly. Await Morpheus’ answer.

Again he speaks “I will tell you, Dreams are teachers. Your mind is the gateway to this realm of infinite wisdom. Heed the warning, and decipher the symbols. For they are your inner knowing, your truth.

When you wish to speak to me again, you need only come back to this dreamscape. I will be seeing you.”

And with that, Morpheus vanishes in a bursting cloud of glittering black smoke.

Again you look at the moon, and you can almost see a female face smiling at you.

Now become aware of your surroundings, become aware of your body.

Slowly open your eyes.

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Please comment after doing the meditation. Blessings & Namaste!

On relationships and break ups

When I first started channeling it was quite by surprise. I have always been a writer, yet over time my writing developed into channeling. I did not recognize at first I was receiving “words” from a source other than my own mind/heart. As I continued to write about my own issues I found answers beyond my scope of reasoning made their way into my articles.

September 6th 2004

On Relationships and Break-Ups

We are attracted to lovers for many different reasons. Every relationship has some kind of Karma. Karma is a magnetic force of positive and negative vibrations. Each positive and negative vibration has a light side and a shadow side.

There are two categories of relationships. The first and most common is known as “Karmic relationship”. The Karmic relationship is one based on learning of harsh life lessons. These types of relationships can carry a love/hate feeling, be codependent and destructive. However the entire time you are growing into a stronger person. If you listen to your feelings and stay out of denial, your relationships can improve. Healing the pattern of Karmic relationships can be done through psychotherapy, self help books, 12 step meetings, and spiritual work.

The second kind of relationship is that of “Soulmate”. Within this person is a soul whom you have known through many of your past life times. This type of relationship is one of teamwork and completing energies.

Jung defined this theory in the human psyche known as the “anima” and “animus”. The animus is the masculine side of the female, and anima is the feminine side of the male.

Our world is based upon the theory of perception what you SEE is what you get. However beyond physical sight and beyond analytical thought there are the forces of Karma. The subconscious self creates the lessons that karma brings. (If you fear abandonment your subconscious will being you lessons of abandonment.)  A synchronicity between the magnetic forces of Karma and the occurrences in your life will teach you.

I believe we fall in love with the same person over and over again. The conflict comes in when we realize the person we are dating, is not the person were thought they were. We meet someone, whose traits we are attracted too, then we fill out the rest of the picture with traits we want to see in them.

My idea of the perfect man has changed a lot over the years. I started with a sketch of what I wanted and with each new relationship I paint a clearer picture. All along I was projecting my animus onto the man in my life. Even if my boyfriend exhibited unhealthy traits, I still saw the good parts of my animus in him.

All of my relationships have been Karmic. With each goodbye I was like the Phoenix rising from the ashes, with new sight. After a break up there is a mourning period, and a time for reflection. We must question the roles we played in the relationship. Where did our shadow take over, and in what ways? We must learn from each goodbye or we are doomed to repeat it.

Relationships open new doors in our consciousness. It is our goals to open as many as possible. To accept and heal our shadow self so that our anima or animus is healthy. When the anima is healthy, and the feminine is balanced then, there can be an alchemical or sacred marriage between the two selves. The two selves join to make the person whole. This person can now wield the best of their masculine and feminine selves.

Shakespeare on Shadows:

The play itself ends with Puck’s monologue, conciliatory for the moment, but vested with warning lest future disturbances require his remedy:

If we shadows have offended, think but this and all is mended:
That you have but slumbered here while these visions did appear;
and this weak and idle theme, no more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend, if you pardon, we will mend.
and, as I am an honest Puck, if we have unearned luck
now to scape the serpent’s tongue we will make amends ere long,
else the Puck a liar call. So good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
and Robin shall restore amends. (V.i.409-424; emphasis added)

In the alchemical work, “Mercurius, called Hermes, is not only the receptacle of the prima materia and the symbol for it, he is also the agent of transformation” (Singer 100).

In alchemy, Jung proposes that the prima materia refers to the “unknown substance that carries the projection of the autonomous psychic content” (Psychology and Alchemy 317), which is as yet undifferentiated, but through the alchemical process will be broken down and distilled into the philosopher’s gold, the goal of the work. Mercurius acts as a symbol for the alchemical transformation by virtue of his dual nature, as the prima materia embodies all the opposites together, yet in chaos

Alchemy is called the “Hermetic Art”, a secret or occult practice, named after the legendary founder of alchemy, Hermes Trismegistus the “thrice greatest Hermes”. The alchemist’s goal was to experiment with physical substances to transform base metal into gold. The philosopher’s stone was the agent which would enable this to occur. The aim was not real material gold but philosophical gold, concerned not only with the transformation of inanimate matter but with their own spiritual transformation.

Jung believed that alchemy stood as the ‘Shadow’ in compensatory relationship to Christianity. Christianity’s one-sided dogma and inability to unite the opposites had alienated us from our natural roots in the unconscious. Alchemy extracts the shadow from sunlight and the sun ray from its shadow. The philosophers stone is produced by the unity of divine opposites, the sphere of divine unwillingness, non-being, death and the sphere of divine will, being and life. The sun and the shadow rotate casting their opposites; the God, Dionysius, sun’s Shadow, killing and dismembering the alchemist (I kill and make alive), and the sun God, Apollo, raising the alchemist to eternal life (I wound and heal).

“This gold is our male, and it is sexually joined to a more crude white gold — the female seed: the two together being indissolubly united, constitute our fruitful Hermaphrodite.” – Philalethes

When I was with Chris (1993), I told him something in my sleep- “Gold is Gold, Water is Water- know the difference.”

This is the end of that “article” written for my own health and sanity.

I have drawn conclusions that through Jungian Theory of the Anima/Animus we can go beyond duality, in fact heal duality and become ONE which leads to Philosophical, Spiritual, or Alchemical Gold. Through out History Alchemical Gold has been sought by the rich, powerful and the genius. Masons, Buddhist, Ancient Greece and Ancient Egypt all speak of this Gold. I feel today we have replaced Spiritual Gold with “Bling”- it’s enough to make an Occultist want to cry and throw a fit. But I keep going- looking for the actual goal, the REAL Gold.. the love that heals and empowers all.

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