I’ve been astral projecting a lot upon going to sleep. I usually float above the bed or around the room. I do usually have an awareness of the possibility of a sleep paralysis- which does hold my energy back. I also hear very real noises. Such as people walking, bumps in the night, and they sound so real. The month or possibly a bit more I have sometimes heard voices before I drift off. I call it tuning in on the psychic radio. A lot times, they are bits and pieces of conversations, monologues and emotions. Sometimes “light” outlines or translucent faces with a blue or white hue will pass over my retinas. The first time I remember consciously recognizing the blue hue outline’s was when I did a meditation and my spirit guides were shown (introduced) to me- one by one in this style. The issue is the fragility of this state, it is very easy to drop above or below this “frequency” and be asleep or awake. It is indeed a “between” state.
Now that I think about it – I bet these little astral happenings are just what I asked for. It’s like being able to the go to the helm of the ship and re write your course, it’s an interface! I should be meditating before sleep. Gee this has been trying to show itself to me- because Amy always talks of going to “Fairy” right as she’s going to sleep. Another way it was revealed to me was I suppose through the Crowley “sightings” (visions- hah). Also I feel I have been asking for it, a way to be at the helm of my own subconscious, thus my recent interest in self hypnosis, and neuroliguistics- basically how to deprogram and reprogram your own personal matrix.
In laments terms: Having conscious access to your subconscious self. I believe this can only occur when the practioner has balanced these two spheres of the brain in a way that allows them to be aware of both sides most of the time. Someone who uses their intuition and math skills for instance. This is referred to as walking between the world- as a life style, where one can combine the material and spiritual spheres of their existence. When the conscious and subconscious are working in harmony- the way will be revealed as if it were a paint brush magickally enchanted- to give you the tools to paint the picture you wish your life to be. When working on manifesting a goal you have for yourself, meditation through interactive visualization is key. A non magick user usually creates a vision in their head and “thinks” about it- really really thinks about it. Now this may indeed cause an imprint on the subconscious- like a STAMP- very harsh and forceful. Too masculine for the feminine subconscious- she prefers creativity.
When the yin and yang are in balance on a psychological level a practioner can “Art their life”. Tell your subconscious a story, entertain and delight you inner self with amazingly vivid deeply felt wonderment. Entice your subconscious with fairy tales of how life could be (never think “only if”- this is negative- always know it is already), and how life is becoming, and also how wonderful life is.
The imagination lies within the child self- although you may be a grown adult, the child self still resides within. “You must become like a child to get the keys to heaven” Bible Quote. You must access the child self in order to have full use of the imagination. It is likely, your child self went though some trauma and it may be (and usually is) necessary to heal those wounds as a way of gaining repor, and “rescuing” your inner child (See Author John Bradshaw) .
Now that I am aware of this interface, and ability that has been “unlocked” or given to me, I need to start learning how to use it. I have a good idea as I stated above- to plan out my “picture” in real waking life- and to “emote” it in interactive visualization while in that between state.
Other ways of using the between state – Calling upon Hermes and seeking his wisdom, ask for an astral trip somewhere amazing. I can talk to people’s higher or astral selves if I need to work something out. I can heal myself and others. It’s a door way – to speak with any master I have the karma to call upon for assistance.
Back to the Astral Happenings:
For instance last night I was “half out” and I heard tapping- so I forced myself awake – but there was nothing there. I went back out of my body and actually got out of my room, I can’t remember the last time this happened. I usually fall asleep or go up to another astral level. This time I found myself swimming through my row buildings, depicted much like in my Sandman poster; swimming around in a sea of energy and floating miscellaneous dream land objects. Then I felt I dropped down a level- so in my mind I thought I was at the neighbors apartment below me.
I want to give the subconscious a name and a voice. He referring to the masculine sun part of the nature or brain, and she the goddess. He was always over extended while she was just a girl in the world (NO DOUBT). The masculine thinks, plots, but uses the feminine to manipulate- hmm whoreing out our feminine side, a modern subconscious perspective. A codependent relationship of the mind!
He does, works, thinks, plans, executes… she worries, doubts, fears, manipulates with her charms. No matter what you physical gender happens to be- we live out of both sides of our nature which takes form in masculine and feminine aspects. This must be based upon the structure of our brain- left and right. Some people are overly masculine and they happen to be of female gender, and vise versa. We must examine the relationship we have with our two sides- educate ourselves with the attributes of both sides so that we can categorize them. After you have found a lot of examples- telling between the two becomes an “intuitive” (yin) process.
Now that you recognize the differences you can ascertain if and where you are out of balance. Becoming more in balance is a journey, a rite of passage, and not for the weak of spirit. If you have been living out one side of yourself for most of your life, it is not easy to change that pattern. Know that it is only a pattern, a groove you wove for yourself; it is not your fate. After reaching a certain level of awareness you can trust that fate can be outgrown, as you start to co-create your life. So after having recognized the pattern you must discover what caused you to repeat this pattern. Usually leading us back to childhood, family roles, parental issues, and so. Once you discover the moments and factors of great influence that shaped your personal perception of reality you will understand who you are on a deeper level; hacking the subconscious. Then you have taken the power and energy away from the pattern. This releases the old energy pattern; allowing the unblocked energy to manifestation through clear channels. Using this method as a meditation will empower any prayer or affirmation.
There are many spiritual ways to balance out the masculine and feminine. Buddhism has a meditative practice with a bell and a dorje.
I find what works best for men is putting them in a dress- either psychologically- or physically. It seems as if a transformation occurs when men actually don female apparel- like chemical reaction and the softness in them shows. Their are exceptions to this rule- those men need more help. I have done many “experiments” where I have the recipient dress as they would if they were female in this life. Then I take them into a meditative state- not unlike a past life regression. At the quite point I ask them to image what they would look like in this life time if they where female. See your mothers face, your fathers face, then see your female face. Once visual contact is established we then have an interface in which to communicate with this side of their nature. First usually is asked a name for repor, and it’s a question that is unthreatening for the recipient. It makes them think that communication is going to occur, opens them up to receiving the info. From there the session is about discovery. When the recipient comes out they have a new awareness of their female side. Most I worked with came to me later telling me that they communicate with their “other side” often.
Yes we have another side- masculine or feminine- the anima and animus. The is the second dimension of the ego self- the subconscious ego self. Just as we can shape and form our ego- we can shape and form our inner other. When we dream about the opposite sex, most of the time that “character” represents a form or emotion, or stage of growth of the inner self.
For example- I had been doing some conscious “awake” work on my inner male when I had a dream. In the dream I was in the shower with Marilyn Manson. He was exhausted, he had a few wounds and needed a lot of love. I felt kind of taken a back by the intensity of the situation, and his state. I began to wash him even though I felt a slight repulsion. I bathed him and kissed him and gave him the motherly love he needed. When telling a friend about the dream I said I was “Healing my inner M.M.” heh. So yes they may be wounded- it is our loving responsibility to heal them.
This is were things can start to get tricky. I at this point have no idea if this only happens to “psychic” people. I happen to be psychic so I can only write from my own experience. There is a possible confusion coming up next in your development. The family of what you are aware of may grow and you may have trouble labeling just who is who. At this point in my development my “psychic window” was open and I became aware of others.
The Spiritual Guide:
The master Guide. It was “assigned” to you before birth, and is your constant companion in this life time, and just beyond. It usually depicts itself to us as the opposite gender. Thus my spiritual guide is Male. However there are exceptions and I do not know why that is. I met my spiritual guide after seeking him. I remember when I was young I knew I was always being watched, and I talked to the unseen presences that I could feel. I also remember playing Barbie’s, basically planning out plot lines and character motivation with my spirit guides.
However as an adult- I had read “How to meet and work with spirit guides” by Ted Andrews. That book impassioned me to discover everything I could about my spirit guide. Establishing contact was very difficult and did not happen for a few years. I did meet other guides such as my fairy Isabella, and my tiger totem. I read that sometimes spirit guides will show up in aura photographs. The day came when I was to have my first aura photo and I prayed that my guides would show themselves. The picture came out with five guides, and the one above my head (the master guide) looked just like a face I used to draw when I was little. Which I can still remember drawing in second grade (actually I carved it into a desk- and I was not a destructive person- so I still remember feeling guilty for doing it). I drew out the guides I could see in the picture and tried to imagine an archetype for each. Plato is definitely one, another looks like the Charioteer in the “Handson Roberts deck”, a warrior I think but feels like an adventurer.
The Higher Self: The inner self that fits your gender… ie. “I see myself laying on a satin blanket surrounded by butterflies”- this is the doorway to the Higher Self, or Holy Guardian Angel.
I’ve been participating in “The Occult” since I was a teenager (Resume). I am going to walk you through a Time Line, of personal life experience (gnosis).
Age 15-19: Introduced to Paganism, and Wicca. The pagans I met were immoral, who claim “Paganism” as a religion for ego gratification, and power over others. I was then ‘let in’ to observe those we call “High Magickians”. In both Pagan and High Magick circles, I found ego, and manipulation, Especially Sexual. At age 16 I was seduced and molested by an older man, a high priest of Wicca. This “priest” ruled my life for about four years. My short time with “THE MANSON FAMILY”, I experienced, polyamory, psychic and egoic manipulation as well as deeply immoral behavior. Being raised in a CULT, the Jehovah’s Witnesses, trained me to accept Cult like treatment, and made me ripe, to be hunted by beasts.
By age 19, I was reading Tarot professionally among my peers. I worked in a night club as well as the local Psychic fair circuit. I had also worked my Will to rid myself of a Boogie man, shadow figure, who had been attacking me since I can remember (sleep paralysis). Wicca became my full time religion, the Tarot my livelihood. I was ALL IN.
I noticed a huge difference between Pagan/Wiccans and High Magi… running joke “How does a High Magickan screw in a light bulb?” ~ “They hold it up, and the World revolves around them.” Narcissism of Ego. The Magi were intellectual snobs, the pagans were poor sexual fiends. Both groups were serving Darkness, and dragging others further into the darkness.
I worked on my PERSONAL relationship with the Gods, my studies, and magickal work. My magick consisted of seasonal rituals of devotion, paying homage to Old pagan pantheons such as Egyptian, Greek and Etruscan. I communicated with my God family, and they Communicated back, a two way conversation. I was being RAISED BY GODS. Tarot as a livelihood, built my already keen counseling skills into Useful employment, in service to Other. I worked on myself, and my spiritual path as my lifestyle. I knew to be able to Help others, I would have to become very Healthy myself. I was fully dedicated, all IN. As life changed, I found myself living with two High Magickians, and more education ensued. Laws of Marduke, Sumeria + Babylon + Mayan, Worship of Aleister Crowley, Scarlet women, moon children, the Invokation of Demons with Spooky Pentagram floor drawings. At this point Every High Magi I knew, was Male… most Wiccan’s I knew were Female… so I broke it down into the sexes (a mistake). Men like power, females like nature (incorrect). Being independent Spiritually, I avoided the Darkness when dealing with “These People”, changing the topic to Metaphysical things, such as, Astrology.
So I had: New Agers, at the Psychic Fairs. High Magi as friends, I attended their open rituals and lectures. Pagans: My Pagan community sided with the older man who molested me, and I was ostracized. I never found anyone as dedicated as myself. Becoming the Hermit, in my studies was a natural progression, due to a very Sick Community.
In my early 20’s, I met my Reiki Master Teacher and became a Reiki Master Teacher myself. Through him, I met MY SPIRITUAL MOTHER, My GURU, Sri Mamua Devi. A royal blessing, to meet Guru in this Life. I was taught Buddhism, in the Karma Kagyu Lineage of the Tibetan. I dedicated to this path, 100%. Through meditation, self talk, mindfulness and LOVE, I grew by leaps and bounds! Nothing in Wicca had taught me how to Deal with my Monkey mind, my wild emotions, my EGO. Guru also laid the foundation for me to change my physical health. I had been ‘sickly’ my entire life, until Reiki and Guru began to intervene.
I am now in my Forties. The mysteries, I sought to Know and Master, have been learned. My Kundalini and rainbowlightbody, are intact and working.
I am Now a Mystic, Shaman, Guru.
I was BUILT to CREATE COMMUNITY. Part of my mission here on Earth is to ReWRITE the WRONG. Our most sacred spirituality has become a Toxic dump of Hungry Ghosts. Infiltration from Ancient Egypt to the Present, has created our current “Metaphysical” community. LIGHT HAS BECOME DARKNESS.
ABRAHAMIC: Uses the Invokation of Unclean Spirits (SOLOMON). Bloodline Curses started HERE (all teachings after this time, are Corrupted). Material gains, over your own Flesh and Blood. Child Sacrifice, actual or soul wise, either way the child is Cursed with the Demon, the Parent invoked. Sins of the Father In-DEED, and WORD. HIGH MAGICK CAME FROM ABRAHAMICS. Kabbalah. The three Major Religions are Abrahamic. A World in Darkness. False Light Teachings. Materialism + Working with the Dead + Demons. Cursing an entire bloodline, causing a Trapping of the Magi’s soul, in that Bloodline, always incarnating with the SAME family. When in Hungry Ghost form, these “ancestors” Rule over the living family bloodline. The goal of the ghost is to haunt and entrance the children into Acting out, the Ghosts will. Marriages are mostly arranged by Demonic ancestors, for Money and Power. When the unclean spirit ancestor reincarnates, the money and power continue to grow. Once you go Demonic, it’s almost impossible to go back to the light. I’ll Take: ‘What Horror Movies are Based on’, for a Thousand Alex!
DEMON VS DAEMON
The fourth dimension is located between the collective unconscious of humankind and the fifth dimension, a loving heaven like realm. Visionaries, mystics, shamans, prophets and avatars throughout history have written about a Utopian afterworld. The fourth dimension is the twilight zone between Heaven and Earth.
Demons: From the fourth dimensional realm negative ancestors, hungry ghosts, demons and aliens work against the awakening of humankind. I label this energy ‘dark consciousness’. This backsliding, negative cycle of motion is found in the traits of astrological Saturn. Old father Saturn, eater of children, teaches ‘growth through restriction’. In the Tarot both the Devil card (XV) and the Hierophant (V) express the importance of learning through obstacles, under dominion of an oppressive force.
Globally the distortion on the fourth dimension can be seen manifest as hierarchy of the patriarchy, denial of the universal laws/natural order, and enslavement of the masses to serve the few. This is the Ego aggrandizement that the biblical Satan is accused of acting upon. Claiming one’s own self as supreme over all others, including your soul’s architect. Once this belief in self eclipses belief in a higher power, the beast is born. The ego becomes the host of unclean thoughts, actions and feelings, dimming the light of the soul. Should this process continue, full ego mind is prone to possession from the spooky woo’s in the fourth dimension. Choosing the ego over unity leads to the ‘Satanic Death’ of loss of self identity.
“We were plac’d here by the Universal Brotherhood & Mercy. With powers fitted to circumscribe this dark Satanic death. And that the Seven Eyes of God may have space for Redemption” William Blake
Daemons: “Daemons are benevolent or benign nature spirits, beings of the same nature as both mortals and deities, similar to ghosts, chthonic heroes, spirit guides, forces of nature or the deities themselves.” Wikipedia
Originally from the Greek daemon is more commonly referred to as the higher self, holy guardian angel, over soul, Maslow’s self actualization, and the Buddha’s enlightenment.
The demonization of the daemon is most readily recognized in the rise of the Roman church. Priests became the dividers, the middlemen between humankind and divinity. Those who heard voices, had visions, created inventions, healed through nature, thought outside the accepted norm or prophesied were murdered en mass. The biggest ‘sinners’ usually had the most money to pay their way into heaven via the corrupt clergy.
THE USE OF BLOOD IN RITUAL, PRAYER, OR MAGICK IS STRICTLY FORBIDDEN!
Advice: Throughout our incarnations the proverbial angel on one shoulder and devil on the other has been true in a multidimensional sense. Free will gave us the experience to discern black from white, yin from yang and love from hate. Duality is the school of hard knocks. Through my own experiences I found, the more I chose good, light, love over lower darker vibrations such as manipulation, I simply felt better and grew in self respect. The more you choose in one direction, the more likely you are to follow on that path. Individual, isolated, seemingly unrelated choices compound into lifestyle.
This blog was Prompted by Modern High Magi, the AUTHORS of False Light. I wish to Differentiate myself, The Occult Priestess AND The Occult Mysteries from these Bumbling Neophytes of Darkness. Their work, is Devils play, which has NOTHING to do with the LIGHT of LOVE.
Dear Kali Yuga: Thank you for teaching me, what it’s like to live in an INVERTED reality. Where Up is Down, Wrong is Right, and Black tries to be White. I think HERMES said it best:
IN PROGRESS….
No Wonder people think the Occult is evil… Most of it IS, now a days. Do What Thou Wilt – MY ASS! If I disapprove of you, Imagine what HERMES, My Teacher Thinks of you!
The DIVINE FEMININE WANTS YOU! Enlist today, in the heart center of your SOUL.
We present to you, Hermetic Kore teachings, from the source of Hermes/Kore Konsciousness. Ringing all the bells, blowing all the whistles. Let us not talk falsely now, THE HOUR IS GETTING LATE. The Sandman comes, to take you to DREAMLAND. Psychopomp of the Sages, Wisdom of the Ages, the Oracle ALL/ONE, For easier packing and travel! Surprise! Providence in a black dress, oh my. Gather round the fire, as we Spin U a FATE.
“The boogie woogie Bugle Boy, from SIRIUS B, is really blowin’ his !Stack! But, we are creatin’ like an ART ATTACK!” VIVA LA EVOLUTION!
Love, Hermes/Kore
* Combining mad DJ skillz, symbology, poetry, ART and Divine love… A synchronistic prose is spoken to your Third Eye. My latest video – Exposing Darkness, calling forth the Divine Feminine, Lighting the way for the Divine Masculine. ~ Kore *
Apples and Pomegranates: The Kore teachings of the new Philo-Sophia of Hermes/Kore
This world, is going to change for all of us. Can you pick out the Hermetic Clues, from the Divine Feminine presented here?
One mystery you should know, already… there is Feminine within every biological man, and Masculine within every biological woman. We are all “Hermaphrodites” , part Hermes (masculine), and Aphrodite (féminin). If you are not past THIS CHAPTER in the book, I pray for you. See the myriad of OTHER teachings on this youtube channel, and seek some TIME with Occult Priestess, via occultpriestess.com .
DETAILED SCOPE: Published on Jul 24, 2017. Opening with “Mysterious Ways” by U2, we get the sense that this teaching holds feminine mysteries. A word on Black Magick- Don’t Do It! Then into the ferry boat for the adventure. Opening with the “ILLUMINATI OPEN MOUTH” designed by Jim Carey… we reveal HARPO-CRATES, the energy behind the “SHH” hand gesture. Clueing us in, that the Truth is Coming out- beyond all attempts to kill it. The Divine Feminine, reveals herself “Hello Boys”. Meanwhile, at the Secret Society Lodges, the mystery schools of today. “THE MEN OF THIS AGE ARE A SORRY EXcusE FOR A MAGE” an old poem I wrote in my early 20’s.
The Lyrics quoted on Screen explain the Plight of the Female Occultist in a Man’s World!
“Ah She’s an eight ball! She’s a’rollin faster than a white wall. She’s got an avalanche packed into a snowball. She’s a losin’ all the links, She’s like a stonewall. She’s loaded up!She’s the underdog. Gonna take a mighty swipe At the high horse (hog). While’a sippin’ on her tricks, In a pitfall. Makin’ eyes at the girls like bullfrogs. I’m telling you sir!
She’s comin’ up from Comin’ up from comin’ up Comin’ up from behind!
You’d like her hanging! Like a sneaker on a live wire dangling. While your Wall Street pockets are jangling. With the hollow jackpot of your rich kid games! It’s a long shot She’s got a troop and a tongue for a slingshot. But she’s takin’ steady aim At the big shots! It’s hard to miss the rolling-polies (Bullies), On the blacktop. You better watch your turf!
You had her hanging. Like a sneaker on a live wire dangling! While your golden-lined pockets were jangling, With the hollow jackpot of your wretched games!!! (WAR) She caught your sick lie! It’s creepin’ in the shadow of your white smile. Lurking underneath the cover of your bedroom eyes! Well you’re greasin’ up the lance for your small-fry.
You wanna talk it up do you??? Well you’re floatin like a royal balloon!! oh Your ego’s swollen to the size of the moon! Well, I think you found somebody to cut you down to size. Well well.” Written by Sherry Fraser ❤
Secret Societies foster Grand vanity, Nepotism, War, and Elitism. EGO MYSTERIES AT BEST! For the first time in my life, I am becoming involved with the “Secret” people, and learning, my feelings were correct All Along. Ego Monsters. Not Sagely Hermits with Light on High for the masses to gather and learn… no… quiet back room sticky secrets, among them all. “Corruption” is the only word, yet Corruption only happens through Infiltration, meaning the Baddies have infiltrated the Mystery Schools… yet I knew that Happened as Early as the Akanaught’y (Akhenaten) Rule in Egypt.
Anchoring the Divine Feminine with Wonder Woman, she takes on the Role of Goddess and Girl. The Clip from the First Season of Wonder Woman explains the Financial Corruption of the Earth Realm. Mentioning Hermes and Kore / Persephone is a lil trip to my “Past Life” personality, the Goddess and Priestess Teacher of Olympus & the Eleusinian Mysteries (adapted from Egyptian teachings). By Claiming my “past life” Personality- I open the door to All Kore/Persephone’s and Hermes (my priest) Mysteries. I was rescued from Hades (hell) by Hermes, and we have been in love Ever Since!
SINCERELY BABOOSHKA: When I showed the Babooshka Video to my beloved Guru, SRI MAMUA DEVI, she got a HUGE “Download”. I had never seen her Re-Act to anything in such a way. It’s as If she saw My Future, and it stunned her. WOW x 3 . Babooshka here Represents the Golden Isis, UNVEILING, as well as other Incarnated Goddesses like myself. They say Women mature faster than men 😉 . At the End of the Video is a very tiny msg to the Divine Masculine, it’s not a Game of GOT YOUR NOSE, it’s a Game of, Got Your Penis / HERM.
Summer of the Super She’ro: Support for the goddess lifestyle
“The World will be Saved by the Western Woman.” Dalai Lama
Supermen dominate our pop culture in modern times, and all the way back to ancient Greece, men have constantly been glorified as the saviors and warriors. Only one of our main planets in astrology is named after a female, Venus (Roman). It would seem that at some ancient point in history our consensual reality became subjugated by something sinister. Some call it patriarchy, others focus on the ruling nepotistic elite, and still others speak of an invasion of interdimensional negative entities claiming global dominion, secret organizations and titles such as ‘illuminati’, nephilim or archons. Slipping behind the dividing veil, the facade between the worlds, we can see the truth of the imbalance that occurred long ago. In our lifetime we are experiencing the shift of balance and an intensification of duality, leading into atonement.
We each have a role to play in this grand dance, writing the book of love, the story of the human family. Our times are writhe with strife, we seek beacons to show us the way. Will you look to the skies for a savior? Or will you go to your mirror, peering into the portals of the soul for answers? In the epic of your current incarnation will you settle for being a mortal? Or is it your destiny to be a super she’ro?
Imbalances in Duality
How did we come to this “imbalance” of dark and light, this secular duality that seeks to part rather than unite? I believe in looking for root causes, as Buddhism instructs. I once asked my spirit guide Hermes, “Why are the sexes at war?” and he told me, “It was to find out who loved who more.” Hermes is a deity representing the finer qualities of both genders and whose main teachings are alchemical. Alchemy is a psychospiritual process mainly involving the anima/animus, sun/moon, masculine/feminine, seemingly opposing forces that mix with one another creating a third element, greater than the original two. Hermes described duality as a fabrication such as that of smoke and mirrors. He led me into his philosophy of the masculine and feminine aspects of our nature. I ended up with an addiction for Jungian psychology and a great affection for mythologist Joseph Campbell.
Through personal guidance and instruction of my spirit guide Hermes I have learned Earth has been a third dimension planet, in the training of souls. The gods (our parents) took on flesh like bodies to teach and guide humankind in the basics of life. Young souls incarnated here to begin their journey on the path to oneness through experience, karma and free will. Duality is the host of fiction/friction, the karma (action) that grows our soul. Each choice in which we exercise free will gets us closer to or further away from the truth of oneness.
“Only through toil in the soil can we cultivate the flower that is the soul.” Kore (my higher self/Soul)
Falling into the limited five senses of duality consciousness, humankind took on the task of survival, and development through ego and free will. Those humans with preference towards right brain imaginative thinking are more creative, observant and mindful. The creative questions everything, including the nature of the self. Contemplation, meditation and communing are right brain activities. The left brain works well with facts based on logic, science, mathematics, tested methods, architecture, planning, safety, and self preservation. The masculine left side works in harmony with the feminine right. The balancing of the left and right hemispheres leads to enlightenment.
In our current overview of pop culture, the left side tends to be dominant- the masculine patriarchal survival of the meanest, subjugate and have dominion over the weak, he with the most toys wins, warrior culture. (Not even Aries would condone this current state of affairs.) The ego monsters of greed, lust, gluttony, blood sacrifice (war), domination, injustice and so on, are at biblical proportions. We are incarnated at this pivotal moment to engage in the balancing of masculine/feminine, left/right for the sake of all that lives.
The young soul’s purpose for reincarnation in duality is to build the divine light body (Solomon’s temple, the merkaba), that allows full awareness of self, the infinite and all points in between. A consciousness that is untethered, cosmic, Krishna, Christ, illuminated consciousness, Anointed, Enlightened. Becoming a universal citizen in the deepest sense.
The Seed Myth of Ancient Egypt
In ancient Egypt the origin of civilization is illustrated through the story of Isis and Osiris. For many generations Isis and Osiris taught the ways of irrigation, farming and self care to the new souls. Something rarely mentioned is, Isis states Egyptian stewards of that time and vibration (rank) were from the star system Sirius. These ancient parents are gods from another star system that is higher in vibration (consciousness/dimension) than Earth.
After generations of training it came time for the gods to leave, and for humankind to experience free will. During the high vibrational era of the gods, one is in such a state of bliss and love, free will is of little concern. The gods actually had to leave Earth’s vibrational field to allow free will to reign, and thus came the fall to flesh consciousness.
The Isis and Osiris story goes on to teach how Set (Seth) the brother of Osiris murdered him out of jealousy and want of power. Set tore his brother’s corpse into many pieces and scattered them throughout the kingdom, claiming himself as ruler and fulfilling the destiny of darkness coming to humankind.
Isis in her mourning gathered the dismembered pieces of her husband’s corpse, and with the help of Anubis (jackal of protection) resurrected Osiris in the underworld. This aspect of the story giving us the seeds of the enlightened man – one who passes through death and retains full cognizance of identity.
The later part of the myth speaks of how the son of Isis and Osiris, Horus, champions his father, destroying Set forever. Horus is known as the herald of the Golden Age, Age of Aquarius, or New Age. We can see many parts of this story as it reverberates throughout history in the form of the dying and resurrected god, from Jesus of Nazareth, to Holly king vs. Oak king mythologies, to Shakespeare, to Hollywood.
Veil of the Eternal Feminine
Having established a seed mythos of balance, fall from grace and atonement, we move onto the broader story of the sacred divine feminine. Her archetypes are well known – each culture on Earth is saturated in its own way with the shadow of the feminine. The veiled woman is a most common archetype to be found throughout history. Hearkening back to Egypt, Isis was known to be veiled. The veil spoke of her mystery, her secrets and her knowing beyond mortal realms of consciousness. In the Tarot, traditionally the High Priestess (II) is depicted as wearing a veil, as well as acting guardian over a larger veil between worlds, a curtain of pomegranates behind her throne.
“I, Isis, am all that has been, that is or shall be; no mortal Man hath ever me unveiled.” The Secret Teachings of All Ages by Manly P. Hall
“I am the veiled Isis of the shadows of the sanctuary. I am she that moveth as a shadow behind the tides of death and birth. I am she that cometh forth by night, and no man seeth my face. I am older than time and forgotten of the gods. No man may look upon my face and live, for in the hour he parteth my veil, he dieth” The Sea Priestess by Dion Fortune
Veils occult our vision, and what is incarnation if not being divided from the truth of oneness? Either cultivated, or charmed with the gift of sight, visionaries have illuminated our imaginations with fancies from other realms, delighting and inviting us to break free from the mental bondage of mundane observance, into the emotionally tangible ethereal.
For the Priestess or spiritual visionary the veil serves as protection, a womb which envelops her light, obscuring her from dark entities and psychic attack. The priestess must lift her own veil from within to attain pure sight. To the uninitiated the veil is a mystery, an obscuration of and separation from god, and the non material realms. A shadow is formed by fiction/friction and drama/trauma, covering and haunting the third eye (pineal gland), dreams, and the subconscious, with surreal frights of the egoic lower consciousness. So you see, one who can peek behind the veil between the worlds is very blessed indeed, for they have conquered the guardians of fear and peered unfettered into the infinite.
What’s The Buzz?
Coming into the present we see global unrest in a glorious myriad of forms, from natural disasters, to mega ghoulish elite dominion, geoengineering, mad science, world protests, chronic war, financial collapse, the love of power over the power of love (Thanks Jimi Hendrix). Capitalism, materialism, science based on five senses are all manifestations of this masculine/feminine imbalance, a.k.a. lower consciousness.
The Lament of Hermes: “Darkness will be preferred to light, and death will be thought more profitable than life; no one will raise his eyes to heaven ; the pious will be deemed insane, and the impious wise; the madman will be thought a brave man, and the wicked will be esteemed as good. As for the soul, and the belief that it is immortal by nature, or may hope to attain to immortality, as I have taught you, all this they will mock, and even persuade themselves that it is false. No word of reverence or piety, no utterance worthy of heaven and of the gods of heaven, will be heard or believed.”
The ancient Egyptians knew this time would come, and it would be the beginning of the shift, the time before the dawn. Another term often used is Golden Age. I prefer to see this “new age” of Aquarius as a graduation for humankind, having mastered free will, they are then magnetized in higher awareness, in alignment with the higher will (divine will) and the all/one. An Intergalactic, multidimensional consciousness, matured to understand the mysteries of the self and of the infinite.
“With the Power of Isis, I will speak to your third eye.” Third Eye by Kellee Maize (female rapper)
Nightmares of Spiritual Warfare
“Women are the future, holding big revelations.” Get on your Boots by U2
Spiritual warfare has been an interdimensional plague since humankind fell into duality and the limits of five senses. Everyday waking life of an average person is lived mostly in the perception of the third dimension. A veil or shadow has formed over their third eye making them psychicly unaware of alternate dimensions (third eye blind). The realm above the third dimension is where most people visit when they dream beyond the subconscious. The fourth dimension is the realm of Morpheus, god of dreams. Within this sector exists ghosts, ancestors, time replications, sleep paralysis, remote viewing, alien abduction, demonic attack, nightmares, voices and distortions of all psychic manner. The haunted realm of the mental universe. The ‘dark consciousness’ that resides in duality finds its essence and origin in this realm.
“That’s the Lost Souls Room.” Beetlejuice
The fourth dimension is located between the collective unconscious of humankind and the fifth dimension, a loving heaven like realm. Visionaries, mystics, shamans, prophets and avatars throughout history have written about a utopian afterworld. The fourth dimension is the twilight zone between Heaven and Earth.
Demons: From the fourth dimensional realm negative ancestors, hungry ghosts, demons and aliens work against the awakening of humankind. I label this energy ‘dark consciousness’. This backsliding, negative cycle of motion is found in the traits of astrological Saturn. Old father Saturn, eater of children, teaches ‘growth through restriction’. In the Tarot both the Devil card (XV) and the Hierophant (V) express the importance of learning through obstacles, under dominion of an oppressive force.
Globally the distortion on the fourth dimension can be seen manifest as hierarchy of the patriarchy, denial of the universal laws/natural order, and enslavement of the masses to serve the few. This is the Ego aggrandizement that the biblical Satan is accused of acting upon. Claiming one’s own self as supreme over all others, including your soul’s architect. Once this belief in self eclipses belief in a higher power, the beast is born. The ego becomes the host of unclean thoughts, actions and feelings, dimming the light of the soul. Should this process continue, full ego mind is prone to possession from the spooky woo’s in the fourth dimension. Choosing the ego over unity leads to the ‘Satanic Death’ of loss of self identity.
“We were plac’d here by the Universal Brotherhood & Mercy. With powers fitted to circumscribe this dark Satanic death. And that the Seven Eyes of God may have space for Redemption” William Blake
Daemons: “Daemons are benevolent or benign nature spirits, beings of the same nature as both mortals and deities, similar to ghosts, chthonic heroes, spirit guides, forces of nature or the deities themselves.” Wikipedia
Originally from the Greek daemon is more commonly referred to as the higher self, holy guardian angel, over soul, Maslow’s self actualization, and the Buddha’s enlightenment.
The demonization of the daemon is most readily recognized in the rise of the Roman church. Priests became the dividers, the middlemen between humankind and divinity. Those who heard voices, had visions, created inventions, healed through nature, thought outside the accepted norm or prophesied were murdered en mass. The biggest ‘sinners’ usually had the most money to pay their way into heaven via the corrupt clergy.
Throughout our incarnations the proverbial angel on one shoulder and devil on the other has been true in a multidimensional sense. Free will gave us the experience to discern black from white, yin from yang and love from hate. Duality is the school of hard knocks. Through my own experiences I found, the more I chose good, light, love over lower darker vibrations such as manipulation, I simply felt better and grew in self respect. The more you choose in one direction, the more likely you are to follow on that path. Individual, isolated, seemingly unrelated choices compound into lifestyle.
Higher Love; Defense against the Dark Arts
The Goddess leads us towards a relationship with our higher self …
As a teenager I pursued the calling of our Lady Isis, asking her to be my teacher and comforter. Isis led me through many books and inner remembrance of the magickal nature of my being. Through her guidance I began experimenting with the art of spell craft, calling in gifts and lessons to accelerate my path and enhance my journey. Having a two way communication with my god parents supported me in all aspects of life.
When I was first counseled by our Lady Isis, I saw her as wearing a black veil. Thinking back, the earlier lessons I learned from her were hard on my ego, and made me question if she was a positive or destructive force in my life. I came to learn, the day she revealed her golden self to me, all goddesses are veiled to the uninitiated, and the harsher lessons break down the ego. We must be in a state of sacrifice or surrender to overcome our distorted views. The sacrificial surrender of the Hanged Man (XII) and the innocent trust of the Fool (0).
“Once in the full moons gleam as I lay in dream, came the lady to my chamber. So queenly was she I fell to my knee and bent my brow to her. ‘Oh no,’ said she ‘kneel not to me. Stand, arise, open your eyes. It is yourself you see, yourself you see in me.”
Come Witches to the Dance by Lady Isadora
At age thirty my higher self introduced herself to me during the first in a series of paradigm shifting, ego busting, spontaneous kundalini activations. For eleven years I have been anchoring, integrating and activating my soul’s merit.
Have you been called by a divine mother?
Identify your personal she’ro’s, crossing over pantheons and ages. What female figures – fictional, mythical or archetypal mirror your best traits? Do you often collect art, writings or knickknacks that remind you of a certain historical time period, culture or lineage? Who may you have been in a past life? Investigate the symbols in your life, from your name origin, to astrology, to your numerology. This will reveal the story between you, the Goddess and your role in this lifetime. Through creativity, ritual, guided meditation, prayer or ecstatic dance, reach out to the Goddess of your hearts calling. Ask to be shown your destiny in this lifetime, and commit to living the higher will of unity.
“Joan of Arc, walks into my mirror. A burning sword, I’d like to cry. I look into her eyes, I see she’s seen the long days and nights.”
Lionhearts (an early demo) by Kate Bush
The Way of the Super She’ro
“Women are the wave of the future, and sisterhood is stronger than anything!”
Wonder Woman
The best place to start is mindfulness, the NSA of the self, the observer. Once the observer is in place, you can hear your own thoughts, and actually start listening to yourself. This self observing practice informed me I was inwardly annoying, and needed to get a grip. With daily dedication to my higher calling, I established a foundation of self trust, upon which I built truth, integrity and self honesty. From fake to awe-thentic, a twist in the mind, a conversion of the heart towards love of the higher and compassionate care of the self.
Winning Everyone over and constantly saving the day? Generosity can be as unhealthy as non organic food. Self care is number one. Only after our needs are met, can we honestly care for the needs of others. There are those born with the role of savior. A spiritual savior is blessed with at-one-ment with the infinite, therefore great personal sacrifice is not stealing their vital energy. If you are still struggling with emotional and egoic issues, placing your needs aside constantly in service to others is a form of denial of self, a non loving act of abandoning your identity.
The virtues of humankind are not often the focus of modern culture. Here I will reacquaint you with some solid principles. The Egyptian goddess of Justice (XI) , Ma’at has a key role in the afterlife. Your heart is weighed on the scale of Ma’at against the counterweight of a feather. Be your heart heavier than the feather, your soul would be reincarnated into a flesh body. If your heart was lighter than the feather, you passed through the gates of death to the immortal realms. So you see, being lighthearted is taken very seriously. The virtues of Ma’at include truth, balance, fairness, justice, order, higher law, beauty and morality. By practicing virtuousness over time your higher self will integrate with your personality.
Every she’ro has a battle to win, obstacles to overcome and victory to claim. To prepare for the dark night of the soul, and fall of the ego we must cultivate our spiritual weapons. Through knowing yourself, awe-thenticity will become your shield and integrity your armor. Truth is sometimes ugly, yet it is never as ugly as a lie. Self help such as the works of John Bradshaw, Pema Chodron and Melody Beattie will support you with the tools you need to heal your past trauma. My healing journey took me to the twelve step groups adult children of alcoholics and codependents anonymous. Group therapy offers a supportive way out of isolation. To see your story mirrored in the lives of others is a paradigm shifting experience. Reiki, crystals, herbs, salt baths and other alternative healing methods worked on clearing my subtle energy bodies (a must for all empaths).
Being actively and consistently true to the higher will of your soul (self dedicated) is known to cause chaos within our social circles. You may outgrow many relationships that no longer serve your highest good. Honor each change like a death of the false self, and handle your issues like a warrior. Do not seek counsel on personal matters until you have first addressed the goddess within and above. Just as we are the best interpreter of our own dreams, so do we have the ability to become the best counselors of the self. Treasure your true friendships for they will see you through the storm of change. The higher self and goddess will also guide you like beacons through confusion. You will become more aware of your body’s signals and dietary needs. Eating clean, especially organic fruit, will strengthen your aura and connection. Self compassion will bloom within your heart as a lifelong gift.
LOVERS
The Hero Games of Hieros Gamos
Only after you have been grooming your ego can you begin to play the game of manifest union with your she’ro counterpart, the hero. Recognizing the she’ro in yourself will sharpen your skills to identify and vibrate with the s/hero in others. You will come to learn the key to a hero’s heart, is his heart.
There are many of us here incarnated at this time of change from older soul groups. As Earth rises in vibration she is able to, once again sustain the vibrations necessary for us undercover angels to display our wings, talents and teachings. The Light Bearers, Keepers of the Flame, Vestal Virgins are all versions of light workers. Higher vibrational souls who volunteered to incarnate on Earth from the time of the seeding through to the awakening of humanity.
I came to Earth via the star portal of Sirius B. My first incarnations were in Egypt as an astrologer, oracle and priestess of Isis. From there my “twin” or hero partner, and I incarnated together in Greece to teach the mysteries of Kore/Persephone (my namesake in this lifetime as well). Many lives, and many missions later my twin hero and I are back. We are incarnate, among the mortals once more to remember our epic history together through all past lives in this dimension, to clear out karma and claim our merit through the practice of soul sovereignty. The second work of the Light Bearer is to be in service and dedication to our global family. Hieros Gamos from the Greek translates as “Holy Marriage”. The marriage of the twins, lovers for all eternity.
Living the Dream
On the other side of the dark night of the soul you will find you become the loving parent to yourself, that you always deserved. You will be attracting new relationships with the kind of people that support your soul’s mission in this life. Living from your soul means maintaining a communicative bridge through creative efforts such as journaling, meditation, and art. You will grow in your relationship and communication with the gods and your spiritual gifts. You will come to a new respect for having your needs met, gratefulness and grace will rise from within.
You were born a beloved of the divine, with a super she’ro body, endowed with everything you need to reach goddess potential in this lifetime. Honor your flesh with respect. Commune often with the creatrix of the cosmos. Know yourself so that you may shine like the Star (XVII) you are. We are here to assist Earth in giving birth to a higher frequency of consciousness, as we give birth to our truest selves. Make the free will choice to cultivate the super she’ro within. This is your birthright as a child of the divine. It is your special karma that you are reading this very information right now. Destiny is already knocking at your door. Will you answer the Call of the Super She’ro?
I wish you many revelations on your path to the true self. I hope my work has enhanced your view, triggered epiphanies and assisted in your gnosis.
“Go in peace my daughter. And remember that, in a world of ordinary mortals, you are a Wonder Woman.” Queen Hippolyte of Themyscira
About The Occult Priestess Korinne Wilson: An Aquarius wood tiger, following the numerological life path of the Neptunian seven, circa 1974, from Sirius B. I am here to assist you in raising your game, your vibration, and your consciousness, to embody your truest self, your soul identity. I have been a professional psychic counselor for over twenty-two years, a Reiki master, High Priestess of Wicca, ordained minister and Buddhist initiate of Sri Mamua Devi (karma kagyu lineage). I have owned and operated two retail occult stores, focused on teaching and community building. I have been a guest on television news, internet and network radio shows, including Fox, Freeman Tv (conspiracy) and Mental Candy (fashion and mysteries). My latest effort is a documentary film entitled “The Nightmare” directed by Rodney Ascher on the subject of sleep paralysis and the shadow man. I am currently working on my first book entitled “Kore: A Maidens Journey from Darkness to Light”, self autobiographical. I maintain an educational youtube channel, wordpress blog, and facebook groups. I am available for private appointments and media inquiries upon request. OccultPriestess@gmail.com
For Egyptian research please see “The Emerald Tablets of Thoth”, ” Kore Kosmou “, “The Divine Pymander“, and “The Egyptian Book of the Dead”. For the light body, kundalini awakenings, and the evolution of humankind I refer you to the works of Pandit Gopi Krishna.
~ Fin ~
June 2015
UPDATED: AUGUST 7th 2017 @ 6PM Cali Tyme
Diana Prince: “It’s about what you believe. And I believe in love. Only love will truly save the world.”
“We have a saying, my people. Don’t kill if you can wound, don’t wound if you can subdue, don’t subdue if you can pacify, and don’t raise your hand at all until you’ve first extended it. (Wonder Woman, Vol. 3, No. 25)”
“Please take my hand. I give it to you as a gesture of friendship and love, and of faith freely given. I give you my hand and welcome you into my dream.” Wonder Woman
This blog post is Mainly for myself, on the topic of my personal understanding of Twin Flame Souls. I shall post research, links and personal visions. I know others can learn from this if they seek clues within. Occult Priestess
Alchemy: The Process of turning a Seed into a Full Manifestation. The Soul from lead to gold. This is the building of Solomon’s Temple- the Light Body, or Rainbow light body as described in Buddhism through the Diamond Way. These are the Mechanics of Enlightenment, Anointment, Christ / Krishna / Cosmic Consciousness. The Raising of the Kundalini and sometimes, the Western Medical disease Bi-Polar Mania.
Alchemy shows in pictures and elements- the map of the mind. Micro Cosm, Macro Cosm. “The Universe is Mental In Nature”~ Kybalion. Heal Your Mind, and You Heal God.
Carl Jung– Anima/Animus: Reading books on Wicca- particularly “Love Magick” by Laurie Cabot– introduced me to Carl Jung and his Anima/Animus theory. I believe Jung was an Interpreter of Ancient EASTERN mysticism. Jung broke down in “scientific” terms the psychology of the MIND (not the brain).
Anima Animus: Male Psyche within Female Mind,
Female Psyche within Male Mind. TAO.
I have had the Master Teacher Spirit GuideHERMES, my entire Incarnation in this body. In my Early 20’s I had first Contact with this guide in a way I could Recognize and Understand as a Spirit Guide.
When I had my First Kundalini Awakening at age 30 I began full conscious contact (visions and visitations, channeling) with both My Higher Self (oversoul) and Hermes my Master Guide. Both of them came to me from on high, with Great revelations of love and insight. I had been a psychic for about 15 years at this point, but now I was connected to Source, the All/One and downloading mystical gnosis.
I have now had full conscious contact with Hermes and my Higher Self as well as Many other Hosts in Heaven for over Ten years.
Twin Flames: The Higher Self has atonement with the physical incarnated self. These two “Realized” or whole individuals come together in union on both the Heaven Realms and the Physical Realm. As Above, So Below.
Double Merkaba
Higher Self aligns with Earthly Body
Kundalini worked through my energy, cleaned my trauma and blockages, through pure energy, visions and soul fire. The clearing taking over 10 years, in an epic effort to fully anchor and embody the higher self, within the ‘animal body’. I am in the final stages of integration (2018), as my growth is congruent with Earth vibrations (Schumann resonance). As Earth raises in frequency, I will be able to blossom and expand. I can’t wait to take this rainbow lightbody for a spin!
Hermes as Twin?
The Symbol my Animus took on at his Enlightenment was Hermes, as the David Statue. My Animus became Enlightened, a Co-Enlightenment of Myself and my Inner Other Animus Psyche. I saw Hermes, the inner twin climb a mountain, and enter a cave near the top. There surrounded by stone and golden flame, he met with his “Higher Self”, the God Hermes. At that moment, Gnosis of oneself as a God, transforms the self into Divinity. Psychologically the inner other, and myself had now come to the same space, God Realization.
After the mental congruence with the twin, we began to work on the heart. Through great striving I became One, Whole Hearted, with the marriage then Taking Place in My Heart. The traditional marriage in the heart, between the masculine and feminine forces took place within me as Kundalini healed me. I saw and experienced the reunion of Radha and Krishna in my heart temple. Love from left to right, as a light beam force, connected to my crown, and higher “astral” bodies. From a pure realm, the light in my heart opened to a portal of universal, Kosmic, true love. This Alchemical romance, of God/Love contains all flavors of enduring devotion. I found myself more content to sit, and allow, to observe, and to be. Beauty spoke to me, in the silence of white light. I was seduced by reality itself. Now I knew how Rumi felt.
Merkaba lady
Hermes showed me many visions of he and I as we Integrated our Merkaba‘s on the Higher Realms. I have seen visions of wedding rings, hinting at marriage of the Spiritual “Twins”. A love that grows- a soft, slow, trusting love that is cultivated in the soil of the soul. Not a rushed trip to fantasy land to fulfill some empty egoic need. Nothing of the kind in fact. This is the Sacred Marriage, that I have not read about or discovered in any form of Media. Traditional alchemy has the goal of self integration, attainment of the ‘Merkaba Rainbow Lightbody’ and enlightenment (beyond ego). That is NOT our end game. Hermes instructs me, there is much more to discover in Tantra.
I think what is So difficult to understand about Alchemy is that – It HAPPENS to you. If you had shown me Alchemical texts, before my Personal Journey through it, I would have had limited understanding. Yet, After you have Been Through the Process, you can Personally and DEEPLY identify with the Symbology, because it was experienced (Gnosis).
Today I saw a Double Peacock– I was meditating on my heart and the Alchemical marriage that had already taken place within about three years ago. I saw in my heart a “Wood Cut Out” the method used to “stamp” Alchemy art in antiquity. The Wood cut out depicted two birds in the Heart, I knew the birds were peacocks because of the Three Circles above each of their heads.
Soul Love
SO Double Merkaba, Double Peacock, and I keep having visions of a man I have never met. The Visions started around 2010, and have only grown in story line and frequency.
ALCHEMY STAGE: ” With the Peacock stage, the alchemist has entered into the inner experience of the astral world, which initially appears as ever shifting patterns of color. This experience is often symbolized in alchemy by the appropriate image of the peacock’s tail with its splendid iridescence of color. In terms of this series of five stages, the turning point is reached with the Peacock. Up until this point the alchemist has experienced aspects of his being which he was formerly unconscious of – the etheric forces and the astral body. Essentially these experiences have happened to him, although he had to make himself open to the experiences through entering into the initial Black Crow state, however, in order to progress he must begin to work upon his inner being.”
PEACOCK: astral body consciousness – inward immersion – point of transformation – outward expression integration – purification – transmutation
“The Peacock’s Tail is the central experience to this process, the point of inner transformation, which arises from a true consciousness of the astral body. We note also that the other stages mirror each other. Thus the Black Crow and the Phoenix are related as beginning and end of the process, but in a deeper sense they are both connected with death-processes. The dying to the senses of the Black Crow stage is ultimately transformed into the triumph over the death process of the physical, that is pictured by the Phoenix. There is a further mirroring of the White Swan and Pelican stages. The White Swan is an experience of the etheric forces in one’s being, and this is later transformed into a conscious mastery and outward expression of these life forces.
The Peacock’s Tail stage: the conscious experience of the astral body – stands alone in this picturing of the process, though it was sometimes split into two facets, in the writings of some alchemists – an initial winged dragon phase which resolved into the Peacock’s Tail. In the initial encounter with the astral body, the negative distorted aspects of one’s being can dominate, and these can be pictured as the winged dragon, but through soul purification, ultimately the full beauty and splendor of the astral body are revealed in the Peacock’s Tail.”
Without the VISIONS I experience I would Never Know to Research these Specific Topics.
HOW DOES MY TWIN MANIFEST? As all saintly souls- I have spent some past life times without the touch of a lover. Sexual union is never the end goal of making time with someone. I have always sought out my mates. Karmic mates have been the whole of this current incarnation. However long or brief the relationship, there was a lesson, there was a contract, there was heartache, and evolution.
I have had so much information from my Fable Tale Visions, My Movie Channeling, Things shown but not understood, for me to piece together like a Puzzle. Like editing a movie that is all out of order. Levels of Closeness and far-awayness.
“Three o’clock in the morning – It’s quiet and there’s no one around – Just the bang and the clatter – As an angel runs to ground. Just the bang And the clatter As an Angel Hits the Ground.“ STAY (FarAway So Close) U2.
An Alchemical Reference to the Vibrational Relationship Between Hermes and I.
“With you I’m not shy to show the way I feel, With you I might try my secrets to reveal. For you are a magnet and I am steel”
December 24th/25th: Christmas Eve;
I was speaking with my Spirit Guide Hermes, and He said I needed cleansing in my heart Chakra. I asked what, method to use? He said “Let me Love you”. Energetic, psychic, etheric ~ sensations. How does one describe astral love light, that has broke through to the physical realm? As if being touched by invisible, sensationally tangible magick. Through the years, Hermes has been able to ‘touch’ me, in small ways. Such as ‘boinking’ my nose, to allow me to know I am correct about something I was questioning. He has kissed, and caressed my cheeks. Yet these closer vibrations are like being wrapped in his aura of golden love light. A multi-dimensional bliss. (Note: This is non-sexual)
He placed a rainbow waterfall, into my heart, and I could feel it cleansing me with light and song, tones. I saw my heart as a golden Pear with a violet energy field around it. Pear: Symbolizes purity, honor, and epic marital faith. Also associated with Saint Catherine, as the mystical bride of Christ.” Wow
This was the beginning of “New Lessons”, about the manifestation of the twin, in the physical realm. I am being taught, the final Hieros Gamos of alchemy, involves soul twins, transmuting into a new type of being. This is obviously a deeply esoteric topic, involving the “new human”, described by Pandit Gopi Krishna. As Earth raises in vibration, the dimensions merge, and evolution occurs. A deeper mystery of this evolution, is the transmutation of the Divine Twins.
Notes: “The spirit spouse is one of the most widespread elements of shamanism, distributed through all continents and at all cultural levels. Often, these spirit husbands/wives are seen as the primary helping spirits of the shaman, who assist them in their work, and help them gain power in the world of spirit. The relationships shamans have with their spirit spouses may be expressed in romantic, sexual, or purely symbolic ways, and may include gender transformation as a part of correctly pairing with their “spouse”. Shamans report engaging with their spirit spouses through dreams, trance, and other ritual elements. In some cultures, gaining a spirit spouse is a necessary and expected part of initiation into becoming a shaman. Evidence of spirit spouses may be seen in non-shamanic cultures as well, including dreams about Christ by nuns, who are considered to be “brides of Christ“.” Again!
“And I’m takin’ a dive!”
Updated July 2018: Hermes and I have done even more work, since the beginning of this blog. Sometimes I have felt like a science experiment, the Bride of Frankenstein. Integration with the higher self, has led into integration with the “Twin”. Hermes has disclosed to me, we are “Twin Stars“, of Original light. I understand much more of my ‘galactic’ soul story as well. Hermes is the Prince of Sirius B, the face of the true spiritual sun, and I am his twin star. In the real world, I’m doing all this without a net. I’ve been single, and not ready to mingle for seven years. A dedication to my spiritual path, and the pursuit of true Twin love. Waiting for an Angel, to descend into the mortal. Then I am promised some Tantra! As Above, So Below. (He’s only sleeping.)
“I listen like a Little Child, of the story of your Earth Bound Pilot… He plummeted so violent! A parachute not opening! And rushing to oblivion… He broke into that knowing grin.”
Rosetta Stone Pact.
“You and I must make a pact, We must bring salvation back! Where there is love, I’ll be there. ”
WILD Insight- Taming of the Shrew- Shakespeare : Spoiler Alert – At the end the Lady Shrew bends down in supplication to her king, and makes the other women do likewise- Teaching that SHE had learned and become humble- she was already STRONG, but she was not humble- sometimes breaking oneself like a Horse is the only way to Tame the EGO- the EGO is the SHREW!
I was too caught up in the Gender Roles- to see through the mask of Ego- boy vs girl, War of the Sexes- Is merely to find out- “Who Loves Who More?” When the left and right hemispheres are in Balance- a Baby is born in the middle, my children, a Baby of Light- we call the Gateway, or the Third Eye. Here is to ALL/ONE!
“IF YOU WANT TO KISS THE SKY, BETTER LEARN HOW TO KNEEL” Mysterious Ways U2
“Men of the Earth, Brothers in Eternity, Shake your souls! AWAKE!
The hour so long waited for, the promised hour, has come.
Over the dark firmament of suffering Humanity is rising the Morning Star,
heralding the day when you will understand that man’s most sacred duty is to be Man – that is, to manifest LIFE, INTELLIGENCE, TRUTH and LOVE.
There is no higher aim, no vaster problem, and you who realize this will break the fetters with which Ignorance & Fear have bound unconscious Humanity,
will stand up free, and know yourselves to be the Eternal Manifestation of the Unmanifest, Witnesses of the Absolute, Sons of that GREAT ALL, whom you call GOD.”
A friend of mine- gave me this Poster- from the thrift store. I had not “read” it until I was in the middle of a Psychic reading with Another friend. This Art was Painted By a PRINCESS- and what it Says- Blows my Mind/Heart. “The picture was painted by Princess Marie Eristoff and the border surrounding the painting (with the figures, columns, and words) was created by Malcolm Thurburn. It was commissioned by Eugene Fersen, author of Science of Being and founder of the Lightbearers Organization. The name ‘Svetozar’ in the painting refers to him. It also came with a companion piece that explained the symbolism.” This is the best copy of the pic I could find.
“It is the hour before the Dawn: Darkness, Confusion, and Humanity anxiously waiting for the Light. At last, after so many ages of striving, of regretting, of praying before empty shrines, THE MESSENGER COMES – THE MORNING STAR. Herald the day of liberation has come.
His Head covered with the Helmet of Inspiration. His Eyes face Infinity and Eternity – Eternity and Infinity gaze through His Eyes.
In His Hands the Star of Wisdom, The Morning Star, the Flame that will burn up all human sorrow.
Clothed in White Linen, the Symbol of the Purity of His Purpose, and the Simplicity of His Presence; His shoulders broad enough to carry the World’s burden; His Arm strong enough to fight ignorance and fear.
The Messenger strides onwards, overcoming the night, trampling down prejudice, confusion, stupidity and apathy; leaving in their stead a wake of Loveliness, Symmetry, Reason, and Power. His Knowledge dominates the four elements of Nature: Air, Fire, Earth, and Water are conquered and made obedient to His Word.
The Double Star, the Star of sorrow becomes the Star of Joy, is the device engraved on the lintel above His Head.
He is the Messenger, the Master of the Hour, the One in whom all are embodied all who strive for
the Advancement and Liberation of their Brothers.
“Singularity” is the Transhumanist Hijacking of “Zero Point”
Everything is stolen and Inverted- I thought I was over this issue. I went through this same emotional trauma when I was a Baby Witch and found out what the “Church” did to my ancestors. But this is in Real Time, now- Dark Consciousness rules the material world- and is the Plagiarizer, Copy Cat, Thief. The concepts of “The Occult” (Hidden) have been secret because they Kill Us! Yet The Times we are in – The Occult is being Exposed- AND Right on those Heels- the Dark Consciousness is making every effort to Call the Awakening It’s Own.
“ZERO POINT /ZERO POINT – THE BLENDING OF ALL OPPOSITES- COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS
I Highly Suggest Light_Workers watch this lecture. Don’t let the title scare you. This man Teaches the truth about the “New Age” and points back to the Lesser Known Truths of the “Old Age” Wisdom. The Plastic New Age ~ Brought to you by Blavatsky, Crowley, A. Bailey, Ayn Rand, ILL-lumi’naughty and the like- is still causing Damage and Heartache.
The Teachings of the Occult – Manly P Hall, Gary Lachman, Carl Jung, Joseph Campbell, Dion Fortune and the like are True Master Teachers of Light. If the Occult gets you down- Take a big swim in the loving energies of Buddhism or Check out Shiva. There are too many GOOD resources. Don’t study junk food. MUCH LOVE Magickal Ones!
The Trigger: I heard Ferguson was the last place to abolish slavery. Now this being a fact or not, isn’t the point. Just hearing this set off a chain reaction of learning in my minds eye.
I work a lot with the 4th Dimension of the Astral Plane.. One of the kinds of spirits I deal with there are “Ancestors”, whom in this case I will refer to as Ghosts. Ancestors can be anyone in your family line that has passed, OR soul companions of one form or another. The ancestors that concern me here are the Ghosts who are Stuck in old patterns, Who Now either Have a Body- or Great Influence over a living soul. Basically these stuck ghosts souls- have “Skin in the Game” of current life.
Ghosts are ‘aware’ active reflections of the Soul. Ghosts are Stuck, and do not learn or grow. Their only hope has been to Incarnate- and try to do better and learn while in a Body. As we know the veils are Thinning- the 4th and 3rd are Merging, and These Ghosts- Are Exposed- to the Psychic.
What if Ferguson is packed with Old Timey slave masters and slave souls? What if this is a sort of a “Show Down” between old Blood/Soul Enemies? Seeing Ferguson as a Spiritual War of Ghosts- makes more sense to me than what I see in 3D reality.
I keep being Reminded of the first GhostBusters movie- where the Dead come back to life… If I am correct about Ghosts and Contracts- old wars playing out- Then Ghostbusters was right- the Dead do come back- but it is through our Flesh.