This blog post is Mainly for myself- on the topic of my personal understanding of Twin Flame Souls. I shall post research, links and personal visions. I know others can learn from this if they seek clues within.
Alchemy: The Process of turning a Seed into a Full Manifestation. The Soul from lead to gold. This is the building of Solomon’s Temple- the Light Body, or Rainbow light body as described in Buddhism through the Diamond Way. These are the Mechanics of Enlightenment, Annointment, Christ / Krishna / Cosmic Consciousness. The Raising of the Kundalini and the Western Medical disease Bi-Polar Mania.
Alchemy shows in pictures and elements- the map of the mind. Micro Cosm, Macro Cosom. “The Universe is Mental In Nature” ~ Kybalion. Heal Your Mind, and You Heal God.
Carl Jung- Anima/Animus: Reading books on Wicca- particularly “Love Magick” by Laurie Cabot- introduced me to Carl Jung and his Anima/Animus theory. I believe Jung was an Interpreter of Ancient EASTERN mysticism. Jung broke down in “scientific” terms the psychology of the MIND (not the brain).
Anima Animus: Male Psyche within Female Mind- the TAO – Female Psyche within Male Mind.
I have had the Master Teacher Spirit Guide HERMES my entire Incarnation in this Body. In my Early 20’s I had first Contact with this guide in a way I could Recognise and Understand as a Spirit Guide.
When I had my First Kundalini Awakening at age 30 I began full conscious contact (visions and visitations, channeling) with both My Higher Self (oversoul) and Hermes my Master Guide. Both of them came to me from On High- with Great revelations of love and insight. I had been a psychic for about 15 years at this point, but now I was Connected to Source, the All/One and downloading mystical gnosis.
I have now had full conscious contact with Hermes and my Higher Self as well as Many other Hosts in Heaven for Ten years.
Higher Self aligns with Earthly Body
Hermes as Twin? The Symbol my Animus took on at his Enlightenment was Hermes- David Statue. My Animus became Enlightened- a Co-Enlightenment of Myself and my Inner Other Animus Psyche. I became One- Whole Hearted- with the marriage then Taking Place in My Heart.
Hermes showed me many visions of he and I as we Integrated our Merkaba’s on the Higher Realms. I have seen visions of wedding rings, hinting at marriage of the Spiritual “Twins”. A love that grows- a soft, slow, trusting love that is cultivated in the soil of the soul. Not a rushed trip to fantasy land to fulfill some empty egoic need. Nothing of the kind in fact. This is the Sacred Marriage- that I have not read about or discovered in any form of Media.
I think what is So difficult to understand about Alchemy is that – It HAPPENS to you. If you had shown me Alchemy before my Personal Journey through it- I would have Little understanding. Yet After you have Been Through the Process you can Personally and DEEPLY identify with the Symbology- because you saw it UPSTAIRS.
Today I saw a Double Peacock- I was meditating on my heart and the Alchemical marriage that had already taken place within about three years ago. I saw in my heart a “Wood Cut Out” the method used to “stamp” Alchemy art in antiquity. The Wood cut out depicted 2 birds in the Heart, I knew the birds were peacocks because of the Three Circles above each of their heads.
SO Double Merkaba, Double Peacock, and I keep having visions of a man I have never met. The Visions started around 2010, and have only grown in storyline and frequency.
ALCHEMY STAGE: ” With the Peacock stage, the alchemist has entered into the inner experience of the astral world, which initially appears as ever shifting patterns of color. This experience is often symbolized in alchemy by the appropriate image of the peacock’s tail with its splendid iridescence of color. In terms of this series of five stages, the turning point is reached with the Peacock. Up until this point the alchemist has experienced aspects of his being which he was formerly unconscious of – the etheric forces and the astral body. Essentially these experiences have happened to him, although he had to make himself open to the experiences through entering into the initial Black Crow state, however, in order to progress he must begin to work upon his inner being.
PEACOCK – astral body consciousness – inward immersion – point of transformation – outward expression integration – purification – transmutation
The Peacock’s Tail is the central experience to this process, the point of inner transformation, which arises from a true consciousness of the astral body. We note also that the other stages mirror each other. Thus the Black Crow and the Phoenix are related as beginning and end of the process, but in a deeper sense they are both connected with death-processes. The dying to the senses of the Black Crow stage is ultimately transformed into the triumph over the death process of the physical, that is pictured by the Phoenix. There is a further mirroring of the White Swan and Pelican stages. The White Swan is an experience of the etheric forces in one’s being, and this is later transformed into a conscious mastery and outward expression of these life forces.
The Peacock’s Tail stage – the conscious experience of the astral body – stands alone in this picturing of the process, though it was sometimes split into two facets, in the writings of some alchemists – an initial winged dragon phase which resolved into the Peacock’s Tail. In the initial encounter with the astral body, the negative distorted aspects of one’s being can dominate, and these can be pictured as the winged dragon, but through soul purification, ultimately the full beauty and splendour of the astral body are revealed in the Peacock’s Tail.”
Without the VISIONS I experience I would Never Know to Research these Specific Topics.
HOW DOES MY TWIN MANIFEST? As all saintly souls- I have spent some past life times without the touch of a lover. Sexual union is never the end goal of making time with someone. I have always Sought Out My Mates. Karmic mates have been the whole of this current incarnation. However long or brief the relationship, there was a lesson, there was a contract, there was heartache and evolution.
I have had so much information from my Fable Tale Visions— My Movie Channeling— Things shown but not understood- For me to Piece together Like a Puzzle- Like Editing a Movie that is All Out of Order. Levels of Closeness and farawayness.
“Three o’clock in the morning – It’s quiet and there’s no one around – Just the bang and the clatter – As an angel runs to ground. Just the bang And the clatter As an angel Hits the ground.” STAY (FarAway So Close) – U2.
An Alchemical Reference to the Vibrational Relationship Between Hermes and I.
“With you I’m not shy to show the way I feel, With you I might try my secrets to reveal.
For you are a magnet and I am steel”
December 24th/25th – Christmas Eve-
I was speaking with my Spirit Guide Hermes, and He said I needed cleansing in my heart Chakra.I asked what method to use- He said “Let me Love you”, and he guided me straight to This Post by Nina Marie Caliano . Needless to say I am crying with beauty at the moment. Waterfall Cleanses Heart. I saw my heart as a golden Pear with a violet energy field around it.
“pear – Symbolizes marital faith. Also associated with Saint Catherine, as the mystical bride of Christ.” Wow
The spirit spouse is one of the most widespread elements of shamanism, distributed through all continents and at all cultural levels. Often, these spirit husbands/wives are seen as the primary helping spirits of the shaman, who assist them in their work, and help them gain power in the world of spirit. The relationships shamans have with their spirit spouses may be expressed in romantic, sexual, or purely symbolic ways, and may include gender transformation as a part of correctly pairing with their “spouse”. Shamans report engaging with their spirit spouses through dreams, trance, and other ritual elements. In some cultures, gaining a spirit spouse is a necessary and expected part of initiation into becoming a shaman. Evidence of spirit spouses may be seen in non-shamanic cultures as well, including dreams about Christ by nuns, who are considered to be “brides of Christ”.
“And I’m takin’ a dive, ah the slide, hey”