On May 22nd of 2004 a bit over a month after my thirtieth birthday I was visited by the Egyptian God Thoth. This vision marks the beginning of my first Kundalini awakening.
My Journal Entry:
I got a mental message when I picked up a Thoth bookmark. Then for no particular reason I said aloud “Thoth”, then “Tu-Hu-Tay”. I immediately felt his presence. I saw Thoth next to the wheel of fortune. The setting was stone, cave like and to the right of Thoth was a door.
Thoth asked “Are you ready to receive the key to the magickal machine within you? A key to the mechanics of the universe- becoming a co creator- Are you Ready?”
I reply to him with song lyrics, “Yes I’m ready, to fall in love right now.”
I began shuffling my Cartouche cards (deigned by Murray Hope) as the vision unfolded. I saw a number five as an open lock. The Thoth card is on the bottom of the deck. I feel like my thoughts are buzzing with the possibilities of downloading information from the universe. I imagine being able to see everything as energy. I feel the energy of my neighborhood and I want to rise to a higher vibration. As I imagine my rise, it feels a bit weighty, grounded yet graceful like a princess with pride, dignity and accomplishment. The grounding is a timing of sorts, as well as a mechanism to keep me from ascension so I may complete my work here on the earth plane. Yet somehow I feel this may be an ego attachment, which can be modified so that I may ascend at any given time.
~ FIN ~